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Sang Xinghe said this, but he didnât think the other party would believe, but he just didnât have the memory of the previous two days, and even how he woke up, he didnât know. One moment he just stabbed the long sword. The next moment he was woken up by his little sister.
One moment it was winter, now it was spring, Sang Xinghe felt that everything in front of him seemed to be a dream, he was living in a dream, but what dream could be so real?
He couldnât help but look a bit defeated, but then there was a sentence near his earsâŠ
âI believe.â
Sang Xinghe was stunned for a moment, and immediately looked up at Shen Jue, âYou believe me?â
Shen Jue looked at Sang Xinghe coldly, âI believe, so can you go now?â
Sang Xinghe sighed in his heart, he was in disbelief, just, he didnât expect anyone to believe, if someone said this to him, he wasnât believe, but Sang Xinghe still had a doubt in his heart, he wanted to ask the doctor about his situation. But now his first priority was to coax him back, âXiao Jue, if you want to be angry with me, hit me and scold me, but donât stay here, itâs crowded and chaotic.â
He was so gentle and coaxing, but when Shen Jue saw such a Sang Xinghe, he frowned slightly.
The Sang Xinghe in front of him seemed to be the one he was familiar with, whereas the Sang Xinghe of the previous two days was gloomy and unpredictable, like a different person. Shen Jue thought to himself that he hadnât offended Sang Xinghe in the previous two days, so there was no reason for him to say such heavy words to him.
When Shen Jue thought of this, he suddenly went forward and touched Sang Xingheâs face.
Sang Xinghe froze at the touch, and the next thing he saw was Shen Jue touching around his face, and deliberately touching his neck. Sang Xinghe was a smart man and immediately reacted, âYou suspect Iâm in a disguise?â
This time as well, Shen Jue didnât touch anything, he pursed his lips and withdrew his hand, facing Sang Xingheâs words, he only shook his head and said, âLetâs go.â
Shen Jue had come to Spring Breeze Pavilion as a retreat to see what Sang Xinghe really thought, and the other party had come running to make amends as he expected, but the reaction had been different from what he had imagined.
The night before and after, Sang Xinghe seemed like a different person, he thought there was always something fishy in it, and he could only find out by staying by Sang Xingheâs side.
Sang Xinghe heard that Shen Jue was willing to go with him and immediately smiled, and when he saw Shen Jueâs marks, his gaze sank slightly, although he wasnât angry, he tentatively asked, âThe marks on your body âŠâŠâ
Shen Jue looked at him, Sang Xinghe froze, âI?â
Shen Jue nodded.
Sang Xinghe frowned slightly while he looked carefully, the marks on Shen Jueâs body were indeed not fresh marks, at least more than a day or two âŠâŠ exactly the two days he had no memory of , that was to say he had tossed Shen Jue like this, and came to the Spring Breeze Pavilion to drink wine, and then went back to quarrel with him and made him angry enough to go to the Spring Breeze Pavilion?
Was he really that bad?
While Sang Xinghe was reflecting on himself, Shen Jue looked at the clothes under the bed and was a bit disgusted, so he looked at Sang Xinghe, âI donât want to wear yesterdayâs clothes.â
Sang Xinghe immediately agreed, âIâll go buy a set of clothes for you and come back, after I leave, remember to lock the door behind you.â
After saying that, he went out and closed the door carefully before he left. All these details made Shen Jue suspicious. But he touched him last night, there was no trace of disguise, a disguise potion could at most disguise a person into another appearance, but to completely disguise a person into another person, the person needed skin. A skin mask.
Taking a step back, if the first two days was a fake, then why didnât the real Sang Xinghe come forward? But even if Sang Xinghe bathed afterwards, he also smelled a faint smell of alcohol from the otherâs body.
This made the doubts in Shen Jueâs heart deepen.
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The Little Sister had been waiting at the door for someone to return after seeing Sang Xinghe go out, and when she saw Shen Jue return with Sang Xinghe, she immediately ran over with a smile, âShen Jue, youâre finally back.â She went to pull Shen Jueâs arm, âYou havenât had your breakfast yet, have you? Iâve asked the kitchen to make something delicious, so hurry up and eat with me.â
Shen Jue was pulled forward by her, and Sang Xinghe, who was one step behind, coughed. He had wanted to draw attention to himself, but the two people in front of him didnât turned around, so he said, âYang Yang, I havenât had breakfast either.â
The Little sister didnât turn, âEldest brother, go to the Spring Breeze Pavilion to eat, the food there is delicious.â
This d*mned Spring Breeze Pavilion again, even the extremely well-cultivated Sang Xinghe couldnât help but curse in his heart.
Seeing that his little sister didnât treat him well, he did not shamelessly follow her, and after entering the Tian Luo sect, he turned the direction and went to the doctorâs courtyard.
The doctor was arranging medicinal materials, and when he saw Sang Xinghe coming, he hurriedly put down what he was doing, âWhy are you here? Are you not feeling well?â
When Sang Xinghe woke up two days ago, the doctor went to see him once and saw that he was alive and well, so he came back.
Sang Xinghe hesitated before saying, âSomething seems wrong with me?â
âHeadache?â The doctor said urgently.
âNo.â Sang Xinghe denied, âI seem to have lost part of my memory.â
He told the doctor his problem in detail, and after the doctor listened, his eyebrows knitted and his expression was grave, âThis âŠâŠ The medical book has recorded the Dissociative Soul Syndrome, but your current situation is not quite the same as the Dissociative Soul Syndrome, are you sure you have no memory of these two days at all?â
âNot only these two days, my memory is still stuck in the day I killed Yu Ci.â Sang Xingheâs expression was not good either, âAnd these two days I seem to have done a lot of confusing things, not only do I have no memory, I donât think I can do those things either.â\nThe doctor couldnât answer Sang Xingheâs question, and could only say vaguely, âMaybe itâs because your head injury has not yet healed, resulting in the loss of part of your memory, itâs not impossible.â
Did the head injury not heal?
Sang Xinghe half believed and half doubted, but now he could only think so. He said goodbye to the doctor and went back to his own courtyard.
Sang Xinghe went back to his room first and soon noticed that the long sword that should have been hanging on the wall was missing. He immediately called for the handyman who was usually in charge of cleaning, âHave you seen the Clear Moon Sword on my wall?â
The sword was a gift from his master when he was crowned, and he had always treasured it very much.\nHearing Sang Xinghe ask this, the handymanâs face was a bit sarcastic, âThat sword, you asked me to bury it in the soil, also âŠâŠâ
âAlso what?â Sang Xinghe suddenly had a bad feeling.
The handyman had been serving in the courtyard of Sang Xinghe, how could he not know the importance of the sword to Sang Xinghe, he was so scared that cold sweat appeared on his forehead, âalso âŠâŠ spill urine on it â
Sang Xinghe: ââŠâŠâ
He was silent for a long time before saying, âOn the sword, or on the soil where the sword is buried?â
The handyman saw that Sang Xinghe looked unhappy, swallowed a mouthful of saliva, before shaking his body, âBoth âŠâ
âOkay, I know.â Sang Xinghe suddenly felt tired and did not want to listen any longer, he powerlessly waved his hand, âGo out.â
He wanted to be alone now.
The sword, he didnât want to get it back, he was so sick that he just wanted to vomit.
What exactly had he done in the past two days âŠâŠ\nâŠâŠ
In the compartment, the little sister and Shen Jue finished breakfast, then she pulled Shen Jue to talk, Shen Jue looked at the Little sister, and remembered one thing.
âThe first time you saw me, you said something about a portrait, do you still remember?â
âA portrait?â The Little Sister blinked and thought for a moment before it dawned on her, âAre you talking about the portrait in Eldest Brotherâs study?â
Sang Xingheâs study?
Shen Jue suppressed his surprise and asked without moving, âYou said the person on that painting was me, right?â
The Little Sister first nodded and then shook her head, âI donât know, the personâs look is very much like you, but now that Iâve spent more time with you, I donât think the person on the painting is you, and that portrait looks years old, youâre only nineteen now, so it shouldnât be you, unless someone drew your current appearance many years in advance, but how would that person know you look like this now? â
This confused Shen Jue, and after thinking about it, he decided to go to Sang Xingheâs study in person.
When he went to the study, Sang Xinghe wasnât in the courtyard, so Shen Jue went straight into Sang Xingheâs study without any problems, except that he had a cursory look around and didnât see the so-called painting scroll.
He went around behind the desk and found a locked cabinet under the desk. He looked at the lock and found that it was not an ordinary lock, but a nine-digit combination lock. This nine-digit code lock would reset the code every time the lock was opened, except for the owner of the lock, it was difficult for the next person to easily decipher it.
In previous lives when he followed Sang Xinghe in his soul body, he didnât find this.
While Shen Jue was holding the combination lock and studying it, footsteps suddenly sounded outside the study. He immediately put down the lock and got up, and saw Sang Xinghe who walked in through the door.
When Sang Xinghe saw Shen Jue, he froze for a moment, âCame to the study to look for something?â
Shen Jue nodded and lied, âI want to learn to draw from Qian Song, but the paper he uses are all expensive paper. Iâm new to learning, and I donât want to waste such good paper, so I thought Iâd see if you had any cheap drawing paper here.â
âThere is.â Sang Xinghe walked to the table and opened an unlocked drawer, âThis is all the paper I used when I was painting.â\nâYou used to draw too?â Shen Jue asked.
Sang Xinghe nodded and took out a stack of paper from inside, âI learnt from my master for a while, but then I didnât draw much anymore.â
He turned his head to look at Shen Jue, âI also have drawing tools, do you want them?â
Shen Jue took the paper from Sang Xingheâs hand, âNo, Qian Song has it there.â
Speaking of that master of Sang Xinghe, Shen Jue had lived here for a few months and hadnât seen him either, the Little Sister said that their master was in seclusion, and that the place of seclusion was the back of Tian Luo Sectâs mountain.
After taking the drawing paper, Shen Jue pretended to be interested in Sang Xingheâs study and turned around inside a few times before suddenly asking, âDo you have one of those drawing books?â
Sang Xinghe was unsure, âHmm?â
Shen Jue twisted his head to look at him, âItâs the kind of picture book that should be in the Spring Breeze Pavilion.â
Sang Xinghe had an epiphany, he made a fist with his hand and covered his lips with a soft cough, âI âŠâŠ donât.â After saying that, his earlobes were slightly tinged with red. He really didnât, but he was curious in his youth, he had secretly flipped through his masterâs brotherâs collection of picture books, but at that time he didnât feel anything, only that the two little people fighting on the paper wasnât as interesting as the little people fighting on the martial arts books.
He was blushing, but Shen Jue didnât want to let him go, and came up to him, âYou really donât have it? You didnât hide it somewhere, did you?â
Sang Xinghe looked at this face at close range, inexplicably thought of many beautiful images, when he was young, he thought it was not interesting, but now that he thought about it, it seeemed to be quite interesting. Thinking of this, Sang Xinghe also blushed, he dodged back, embarrassed, âReally no, I didnât lie to you.â
With a twinkle in his eye, Shen Jue pointed his finger at the locked cabinet, âWhatâs in there?â
Sang Xinghe followed Shen Jueâs finger and looked over, the heat on his face gradually faded, âSome letters, because they were all letters with old friends, so I was afraid of losing them, so I locked it.â He said, then pulled over Shen Jueâs hand, âLetâs go, itâs not fun in here.â
Shen Jue deliberately mentioned that cabinet in front of Sang Xinghe, it was a test, one was to test whether the things in that cabinet were important or not, two was to test his importance in Sang Xingheâs heart at this time, but now it seemed that Sang Xinghe had very limited feelings for him.
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The next few days, Sang Xinghe behaved very normally, as if the violent Sang Xinghe of the previous days didnât exist at all. During daytime, Sang Xinghe either stayed in the division to guide the disciple to practice martial arts, or went out to help the villagers to do some more dangerous work, such as repairing the roof.
He was a very self-disciplined man, and over the past few days, Shen Jue had come to fully appreciate it.
Before dawn, Sang Xinghe got up, and when he did, he would call Shen Jue up from the next room. He believed that the reason for Shen Jueâs weakness was because he didnât exercise properly, so every morning he took him for a lap in the back of the mountain.
âThe most important thing for us martial artists is our bodies, when our bodies are strong, our martial arts will be good.â Sang Xinghe said, and pulled Shen Jue, who was already panting, to run two more laps.
Shen Jue was already feeling weak, so Sang Xinghe did exactly what he wanted, but there was something embarrassing about staying near Sang Xinghe. Running waa supposed to make the heart burn, and Sang Xinghe usually couldnât help but stop after several large laps, looking a little embarrassed, âIâll go wash my face.â
Shen Jue silently swept a glance at the lower half of Sang Xingheâs body, and pretended he knew nothing.
Back to normal, Sang Xinghe didnât do anything overly intimate with Shen Jue; it was more like he was teaching him as a little brother.
For Shen Jue, it was half good, half bad.
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That night, the Little Sister invited Shen Jue and Sang Xinghe to celebrate the completion of Qian Songâs new picture book. At the table, Sang Xinghe didnât let Shen Jue and the Little Sister drink, but only he and Qian Song did. The Little Sister was a bit unconvinced and sneaked up to Shen Jueâs ear, âBig Brother is such an old-fashioned person, he still wonât allow us to drink.â
Shen Jue took a sip of sour plum juice before saying softly, âWine is not a good thing, itâs better not to drink it.â
Seeing that Shen Jue wasnât on her side, the Little Sister gave a cry and could only stare at Qian Songâs cup with feverish eyes.
After the meal, Sang Xinghe took a walk back with Shen Jue. Nowadays, the weather was cool and the night was the most comfortable. The stars were dense and the air was clear and elegant. Sang Xinghe was already drunk, but he was even drunker when the wind blew, so he walked a little backwards. Seeing how he was walking, Shen Jue reminded him, âDonât fall.â
Sang Xinghe smiled at Shen Jue, âItâs okay, I wonât fall.â
Just as the words left his mouth, he saw Sang Xingheâs body sway and fall to the ground.
He didnât get up after this fall.
Shen Jue hurriedly squatted down to check on Sang Xingheâs condition, âSang Xinghe?â He struggled to turn him over and found that Sang Xingheâs head seemed to have been knocked by a stone, although it didnât bleed, but his skin tore a little, and his eyes were tightly closed, he didnât know whether he had fainted or fallen asleep.
Shen Jue patted Sang Xingheâs face, no response, he pinched Sang Xinghe again, this time the person woke up.
Once awake, he grabbed Shen Jueâs hand with force.
Sang Xingheâs eyes were stern and he looked unhappily at the person in front of him, his voice low, âWhat are you doing?â
Shen Jue froze for a moment before saying, âYou just fell and passed out, I wanted to pinch you to wake you up.â
Sang Xinghe let out a chortle, he dropped Shen Jueâs hand and got up from the ground himself, he looked at Shen Jue indifferently, âYou used so much force, I thought you were going to kill me, but it turns out you were saving me.â
Shen Jue looked at Sang Xinghe, who was speaking so meanly, and his brows knitted slightly, the man in front of him seemed to have turned back into Sang Xinghe when he had just woken up.
It was too strange.
He thought for a moment, wanting to leave the obviously much more dangerous looking Sang Xinghe in front of him first and go call the Little Sister and Qian Song, âYou just bumped your head, let me go ask the doctor to take a look at it for you.â
But before Shen Jue could run a few steps, he was caught by the man behind him. Sang Xinghe grabbed Shen Jueâs arm and dragged him toward a nearby rockery, his words still unpleasant, âWhat do you want to call a doctor for? Just give me some internal energy.â
Shen Jue sniffed and immediately struggled, but he couldnât beat Sang Xinghe and was subdued in a few blows, then his hands were tied by his own belt.
âSang Xinghe, are you crazy?â Shen Jue was so angry that his face turned red.
Sang Xinghe flew to unbuckle himself and said very shamelessly, âYes, I am crazy, only you can cure my madness.â
âBastard âŠâŠ you âŠâŠ donât âŠâŠ want âŠâŠâ
âI want it.â
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No, no matter how he thought about it, it wasnât right, more than the last time, this time Shen Jue felt more clearly that the person in front of him seemed to have changed, he just fell and opened his eyes again and became a completely different person.
Shen Jue had heard of this before, when practicing kung fu to the point of going mad, two personalities would appear in oneâs body, but Sang Xinghe didnât seem to have gone mad, so why was that?
This was an illusionary realm, some things would indeed be out of the ordinary, but Sang Xinghe didnât have to change his temperament, right? And wasnât it changing from one extreme to the other?
Sang Xingheâs beautiful eyes narrowed slightly, seeing the man lost in thought, he was little unhappy, he couldnât help but go forward and bite Shen Jueâs earlobe fiercely, and then said through clenched teeth: âAt this time you can still think about other things, really capable.â
Shen Jue wrinkled his eyebrows in pain, and he turned his head to look at Sang Xinghe, who was extremely close to him, with a complicated gaze, âWho the hell are you? Youâre not Sang Xinghe.â
And when the other party heard this, he laughed coldly, âWho are you to say Iâm not Sang Xinghe, I am Sang Xinghe, I have Sang Xingheâs memories, I have his martial arts, I have his body, who is Sang Xinghe if Iâm not Sang Xinghe?â When he said this, he suddenly used downward force, and saw that the person took a light breath and smiled with pleasure.
He slightly lowered his head, âYou can just look at me as Sang Xingheâs heart demon, I just did what he wanted to do but didnât dare to do.â
Heart demon? Was there such a heart demon? The. The devil was more like it.
Shen Jue was finally carried back unconscious, and woke up at noon the next day. As soon as he opened his eyes, he felt the pain in his body, not to mention the pain in his back, but more embarrassingly, in another location. Last night, Sang Xinghe forced him to beg for mercy and asked him to call him brother, but when Shen Jue refused, Sang Xingheâs face changed, as if he hadnât seen flesh in ten years, he was almost eaten alive, but Shen Jue couldnât hold on, and finally cried out to Sang Xinghe several times.
Remembering everything that happened last night, Shen Jueâs face became particularly ugly.
At that moment, the door to the room was pushed open from the outside.
Shen Jue immediately turned his head to look, and saw Sang Xinghe come in with a bowl of porridge.
Sang Xinghe put down the congee first and turned his head to look at the bed, and when he saw that the person was awake, he said, âCome and eat something when youâre awake.â
Shen Jue looked at the other person warily for a moment before saying, âYouâre a heart demon?â
Sang Xinghe had a gentle smile on his face, but when he heard that, the smile faded, he didnât seem to want to pretend anymore, and his tone went cold, âCome over and have some porridge.â
Shen Jue didnât move.
Sang Xinghe waited for a while, then ran out of patience, he took big steps to the bedside, his cold eyes looked at the person on the bed, âIâll say it one last tjme, get up and drink the porridge.â
Before he could get angry, he heard Shen Jue whisper, âIt hurts all over, I canât get up.â
Sang Xinghe was silent for a moment, then sat down on the edge of the bed, he put his hand on Shen Jueâs quilt, âI gave you medicine last night, and it still hurts? Why are you so delicate?â
The words were like a firecracker, setting off the person on the bedâs emotions.
Shen Jue took the pillow next to him and smashed it hard on Sang Xingheâs face, his voice stern, âGet out of here, I donât want to see you.â
Sang Xinghe was smashed, before he could say anything, he saw the person who smashed him. Shen Jueâs eyes were red, staring at him angrily, those blue eyes were already beautiful, but now with anger burning in them, they looked even more beautiful.
Sang Xinghe hugged the pillow, looking at such Shen Jue, his voice inexplicably softened: âI donât know why it still hurts after the medicine âŠâŠ donât get angry.â
After saying that, he felt wrong again, why did he have to lower his voice to Shen Jue?
So Sang Xinghe took a deep breath and turned his head to prepare to continue arguing with Shen Jue, this time his mouth was open, but it quickly closed again because the other was crying.
The Celestial Luo body was really a heavenly treasure, it wasnât ugly, but particularly beautiful, he just wanted to hurry to take this treasure into his arms and coax him, if he could lick off the teardrops, it would be even better.
Sang Xinghe was silent for a long time, âOkay okay, I was too much, does your hand also hurt? Iâll feed you the porridge, okay?â\n