Volume 4, Chapter 2 - Tasuku Uehara and Plot Intervention
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Translator: your_pingas
âThe true identity of NOBEâŠis Hoshinomoriâs sister!?â
I, Tasuku Uehara, screamed loudly at the bustling burger joint.
The guy thatâs sitting in front of me â Keita Amano sipped his 100 yen iced coffee as he looked around the shop curiously. Then, he answered me slowly and calmly.
âYeah, thatâs surprising, donât you think?â
âUm, while Iâm surprisedâŠEh, no, but youâŠâ
I took a big shot of my coke to calm myself down, and then I grabbed a single piece of fries on the table and chewed it for a long while.
âI thought something went wrong when Amano suddenly said he wanted to meetâŠâ
This guyâŠKeita Amano, who looked just the same as usual, proceeded to blast me with such a shocking fact that Iâve never expected.
âThe progress between them has twisted this much already, just when Iâm hesitating on how I should help Hoshinomori for these couple daysâŠâ
I chugged the coke to flush the fries down to my stomach. Then, I chose my words carefully before asking Amano for a detailed report.
Amano spent 5 minutes explaining everything up to the part where Hoshinomoriâs sister showed up on the bed. Then, I laid back onto the chair and mumbled. âThatâs whyâŠâ
From what Iâve heard, it seems that Hoshinomoriâs identity was almost revealed unexpectedly to Keita. Then, she came up with a dumb excuse in a hurry.
Just as Iâm lamenting over the stupidity of this pair of babies, Amano continued even though heâs clearly confused.
âBut the litigant NOBEâŠKonoha-san didnât show much of a reaction. Although sheâs probably still sleepy, how should I put it? I feel like she doesnât understand whatâs going on at all.â
âI guess so.â
After all, that girl is not NOBE. How can she understand?
Iâm feeling sympathetic to Hoshinomori (sister), so I grabbed some more fries and urged Amano to continue.
âThen? What followed that?â
Amano grabbed a handful of fries as well.
âUm, Chiaki dragged me out of the room. I initially wanted to tell her itâs raining only. Moreover, I guess itâs not nice to force a first-met girl to face us in her home clothes, right?â
âSigh, I guess youâre right.â
âThen, Chiaki took all her washed clothes back and commanded me. âDo not leave the living room. Donât even try to move a single step. Understand!â She retreated to her room after saying thatâŠI told her that Iâll leave after I got the pass holder backâŠBut, for some reason, Chiaki insisted she wouldnât return it now, perhaps sheâs pranking me.â
âRightâŠâ
I knew whatâs Hoshinomori thinking exactly. Thereâs no way for her to just let Amano go home without letting him know at least a bit of the truth.
âThenâŠI guess itâs around 10 minutes later? Chiaki dragged her properly-dressed sister outâŠKonoha-san to the living room and introduced her to me. She said her sister is both NOBE and Mono.â
âMm-hmm, Hoshinomoriâs sisterâŠis called Konoha, right? Howâs she acting like?â
âWell, let me tell you.â
Amano leaned towards me and stretched his face as he spoke.
âInitially, my first impression for Konoha is she is completely unaware of whatâs going on. Also, perhaps itâs because she just woke up, I feel sheâs a bit sloppy. Then, she completely changed after she appeared again. The girl answered everything I asked correctly.
âCorrectly?â
âHmm. How should I say this? Um, itâs like talking to the latest AI girl. While her answers are correct, I donât feel sheâs giving off any emotionsâŠâ
ââŠRight.â
This guyâŠKeita Amano is still just the same. His insights are through-the-roof in weird times like this. To be fair, his first impression is very accurate. Although I donât know if Hoshinomori (sister) is acting on her sisterâs behalf, she was pretending to be NOBE and Mono anyway.
âŠEven though Amano is more or less suspicious about this whole incident, but the girl can show a perfect AI response when she has just woken up and only had 10 minutes to prepare herself. This little kid can undoubtedly put up an excellent performance. Hoshinomori (sister)âs impressing me.
âWell, I still donât really know what I should do with Konoha-san. When our conversation died in the middle, Chiaki helped and gave us some explanation. She told us that she just discovered this relationship recently and that she got so sneaky because of her hesitation on how to convey her thoughtsâŠâ
âYup, what an explanationâŠâ
An explanation for something that was entirely made up by her. Other than that, Iâm sure that she wanted to clear her sisterâs confusion as well.
âThen, I went home after a simple greetingâŠThatâs the end of the story. As a result, Konoha-san and I didnât get to chat about gaming like I wanted to.â
âReally. Well, I guess soâŠâ
In actuality, Amano can never âchat about gamingâ wither her. She is not NOBE and Mono, after all. Based on what Iâve heard, sheâs just an irreverent, normal girl.
Amano looked at the burger joint and sighed as he stared at the group of teenagers happily chatting with each other.
âI feel likeâŠIâm still confused.â
ââŠI guess youâre right.â
No sh*t, youâre just talking to the fake one. Itâs natural for you to feel unsatisfied.
Amano leaned on the back of the seat and looked at the centre of the table blankly.
ââŠWell, I didnât expect to become BFFs with her as soon as we see each other, anyway. Hmm, but whatâs with this feelingâŠâ
Perhaps Amano couldnât give an answer to himself. He looks embarrassed now.
ââŠWhat do I wantâŠwhat should I doâŠâ
âWellâŠâ
I tried to say something, but ultimately I remained quiet because I canât really give any advice now.
ââŠIf Amano knew that Chiaki Hoshinomori is who NOBE and Mono really are, I guess heâll be genuinely happier than he is now.â
Itâs hard to say from the past. But, recently, Amano and Hoshinomroiâs arenât that bad anymore. Perhaps itâs because both sides realized that the only point they couldnât agree on is with moe characters. So, they wonât really pick a dumb fight nowadays. That is why Hoshinomroi doesnât feel disgusted explicitly when she knew that Amano is both Yama-san and Tsucchi.
Amano mustâve felt the same. If he realized Hoshinomori is who he had talked to on the internet, I say heâll be 20% surprised and 80% glad that to know the truth.
However, Amano is different from Hoshinomori, he didnât acquire this sense of joy.
Instead, a completely different person replaced his hard-earned relationship with some fake conversations.
ââŠâŠâŠâŠâ
As his friend, I felt terrible for Amano, itâs like watching an idiot got persuaded to buy counterfeit goods. Although heâs suspicious of what he just bought, the guy ended figuring out that maybe itâs just his problem.
HoweverâŠI canât reveal the truth to the poor soul now. Itâs because this is Hoshinomoriâs choice. Hoshinomori carried the same complicated emotion that Amano does, if not more. Still, she decided that this is the best for both worlds.
I rubbed the back of my neck and hesitated before mumbling.
âUmâŠhmmâŠsoâŠwellâŠh-how do you feel about Konoha as a girl?â
âWhat do you mean?â
âWelpâŠfor exampleâŠis she cuteâŠ?â
ââŠâŠâŠâŠâ
âHey, whatâs with that look?â
âNo, itâs nothing. Uehara-kun, you sure are energeticâŠâ
âEh, what do you mean by that!â
âUh, I really respect you. Honestly, as a man, youâre really fascinating. To put it this way, Uehara-kun, youâre really an ant if you are in that Ant and Cricket fableâŠâ
âYo, donât try to paint me as a lewd dude that only puts in the effort to chase after girls. Also, please donât refer to The Ant and Cricket in situations like this! That was meant to be a âgood storyâ between us!â
âWell, how aboutâŠThe North Wind and the Sun, youâre like the Sun, Uehara-kun!â
âOi, you just picked that fable because it involves undressing people!â
âHow about The Tortoise and the Hare? If a hare is sleeping in an adorable position, youâll be the tortoise that slowly and silently creeps on her.â
âWhat kind of metaphor is this!? Why are you treating the tortoise as if heâs a rapist!? Picking on me with all these twisted Aesop fables analyses, what do you want from me!?â
âIf youâre in The Bat, the Beast, and the BirdâŠâ
âStop! The Bat that pretends to be in the same league as the Bird and the Beast. I canât think of a good metaphor, no matter how you put it!â
After I barraged him with a wave of complaints, Amano finally stopped his Aesop-style attack and asked.
âThen why are you asking me how do I feel about Konoha-sanâs appearance? She being cute or not has nothing to do with this. Right?â
âW-WellâŠâ
I-Itâs hard to explain. After allâŠ
âIâm considering the possibility of Amano falling for KonohaâŠhow can I say this.â
In reality, Hoshinomori certainly felt in love when she knew that Amano is Yama-san and TsucchiâŠI mean, Iâm not 100% sure, but at least she looked like she has a similar feeling.
Then, if Amanoâs the male counterpart of HoshinomoriâŠI thought that heâll more or less be moved if the girl that heâs chatting on the internet with is cuteâŠ
âUm, think about it, Hoshinomori brags about her sister from time to time. I wanted to know whatâs actually going on.â
Amano answered my question reluctantly after I gave him a far-fetched reason.
âAyâŠin terms of appearance, youâre right. I think Konoha-san is an adorable girl, so cute to the point that itâs not exaggerating to use the term beauty.â
ââŠThen, are you falling for the girl?â
âHuh?â
Amano tilted his head explicitly. He even gave me an âAre you an idiot?â vibe. A sincere reaction. Good, Iâm going to punch someone later.
âDid you even listen to me? Konoha-san and I just chatted for a little bit.â
âEven soâŠsheâs still both NOBE and Mono, which are really meaningful to you, right? This means that you two have abundantly interacted with each other on a spiritual level. Then, you found out that sheâs a beautiful girl of your age when both of you meetâŠItâs unnatural to not have any feelings for her, right?â
If the guy likes the girlâs appearance and personality, itâs weird to not have any feelings. But, Amano pulled a long face for some reason.
âWell, I do like NOBE and Mono, and I think Konoha-sanâs pretty cute and responsibleâŠâ
Then, Amano frowned and crossed his arms as he mumbled.
âSighâŠyouâre right, Uehara-kun. You have a point. Usually, I would fall for her in a situation like this, at least if weâre in a rom-com.â
âRight?â
âYepâŠthis makes sense in every way possibleâŠâ
Amano scratched his head, he found that itâs unbelievable for himself as well.
ââŠHow should I say this? HmmâŠbut the great premise of all of this is that Tendou-san already had the only sublime place in my heart.â
âAlright.â
Someone just showed off their love to me, but whatever.
âTo be honest, Iâm both glad and honoured to know that the identity of NOBE and Mono are shared by the same person. ButâŠI canât seem to project those emotions towards Konoha-san. So, sheâs only âChiakiâs sisterâ to me right nowâŠâ
ââŠâŠâŠâŠâ
Amano scratched his head like heâs reconsidering as he said that.
âAh, but I guess Iâm being really fickle. After all, the girl is basically my saviour, whom I chatted frequentlyâŠwhile being the game developer that I respect from the bottom of my heart. Then, I only carried this kind of uncertain feelings towards her when we get to meet face-to-face. Sigh, how much of an introverted and weak coward do I have to beâŠâ
âŠI still canât say anything to Amano.
âAmanoâŠno doubt you canât project your feelings to the girl. Your idea is exactly right.â
Honestly, I wanted to tell him that, butâŠ
ââŠCan I really complain about Hoshinomoriâs decision when Iâm in a position like thisâŠ?â
I chose to spectate when I knew their relationship from the start. Then, at last, under the influence of this bastard named Tasuku UeharaâŠthe situation evolved into what can only be called unfortunate for both of them.
âIâm not allowed to intervene. Right now, my grasp on the situation is the exact same as Hoshinomori. If thatâs the case, the problem should be handled by the person in question. If thereâs anything that a spectator like me can do, thatâll beâŠâ
I drank the cola and made up my mind. Then, I spoke solemnly.
âHey, you already got an incredible girlfriend named Karen Tendou. Nowâs not the time to be wordy with other girls, right?â
âEh? No, I donât mean that at allâŠAh, but I guess youâre right. If I had already found out that the girl is the same age as me, itâd be problematic to just interact with her in the way that we did on the netâŠâ
I paused Amanoâs mumble and continued.
âDonât you think this part can be kept as it is? You can directly treat NOBE and Mono like you used to be. Then, you just avoid contacting the actual Konoha, that'll work.â
But then, Amano tilted his head confusingly at my suggestion.
âEh? PersonallyâŠI liked your idea. But, although thatâs just getting closer to a girl you know on the internet and in real life, I still feel like thatâs a bad thing for a guy with a girlfriend to do, rightâŠ?â
âWhatâre you talking about, Amano? I will often chat with girls other than Aguri as well. Not to mention that youâre still chatting with Hoshinomori and Aguri.â
âThatâs because I know both people alreadyâŠâ
âItâs the same. If you can accept that, itâs nothing for you to chat with people on the internet, right? Just keep the relationship. Youâre not looking for anything else, anyway.â
âUm, hmm, ehâŠreally? Itâll be fantastic if I can keep it as it is. Ah, but, I guess I need to explain this to Tendou-san first-â
âNo, no, you donât need to. I think Tendou will just get upset if you went out of your way and tell her.â
ââŠReally? Um, yeah, I guess this feels a bit too self-consciousâŠâ
Just as Amano felt distressed, I finished all my fries at once and lifted my plate before leaving my seat.
âSo, you just keep chatting with NOBE and Mono as youâve always been! Donât meet with Konoha! Donât report to Tendou! Everything will be fine that way! Alright, dismissed!â
âEh? W-Wait a second, Uehara-kun, I still havenât finished my coffee-â
âJust go, Amano.â
âW-Wait for me!â *chugs coffee* *coughs loudly*
Amano didnât have time to question my conclusion, so he finished his coffee quickly and stood up.
I gave him a mischievous grin before I put the plate back onto the recycling area and walked out of the burger joint.
The slightly malfunctioned auto-door is reflecting the bitter face of a despicable bat.
*
A week after that.
You asked what I am doing during this time? Well, to put it simply, I just cherished this beautiful summer holiday.
I worked in a relaxing part-time job for a while and went out with my girlfriends and others. I stayed home and played games when thereâs no schedule for the day. I even decided to go on an overseas trip with my family a few days later.
Itâs relaxing, joyous, blessing, and cheerful, âŠwhich is why I feel a sense of longing sometimes. I have to game even more just to get this out of my head to go through a typical day.
ââŠItâs over.â
I mumbled while I sat on the bed of my room. The screen is showing credits that are presented boringly. I let out a sigh as I put away the game.
ââŠâŠâŠâŠâ
I caressed my slightly-longer beard as I stared at the credits screen with names that Iâll never remember. While I spent 40 hours to reach the end, I donât really feel anything at all.
This game is not that boring, though. The relaxing combat and training system is quite compelling, I canât help but finish all content before I won the game.
However, because Iâve already done everything, this made the boss fight not exciting in the least bit. Although itâs purely because my team was too overpowered to the point that it turned the combat into a slaughter, I canât really immerse myself in the mind of the protagonist. Mostly because I left the main story to finish side quests.
Also, when the full-level protagonist and his friends are facing the practically useless final boss-
âOw! Heâs too strong!â âHow can we even defeat himâŠâ
Lines like this really ruined the game for me. If Iâm challenging the boss on the standard level, I guess itâll be quite exciting. Then, I realized this is just a game. Thereâs no way for me to feel excited about the main story with a mindset like this.
I can tell the credit scenes arenât over yet from the BGM, So, I grabbed my phone just to kill time.
ââŠCome to think of it, I didnât contact with Amano and Hoshinomori recently at allâŠâ
Well, I mean we donât really message each other often. But, our relationship has weakened because we donât get to see each other at school in the summer holidayâŠno, wait.
ââŠIâm hiding from them. Thatâs perhaps the reasonâŠâ
Usually, I would hold a Game Hobby Club meet-up in times like this. However, I donât feel like doing that at all right nowâŠ
âŠâŠâŠâŠ
âOh, itâs over alreadyâŠ
Once I snapped out of it, the credits on the TV screen has already finished playing, and the game went back to the title screen. But, if itâs going back to the title screen at the end without an epilogue, why did I just spend a few minutes staring at a bunch of strange names?
I turned off the console, and the room returned to silence.
ââŠJeezâŠâ
I decided to go out and take a walk to get the depression out of my head.
Most of the thugs around here are my friends- thatâs obviously not true. But, I, who know a bunch of people, should be easily able to meet up with people in downtown, not to mention weâre on a summer holiday.
âW-Why I canât see anyone todayâŠ?â
Aguriâs date with me will often be interrupted by my friends. Then, they disappear when Iâm looking for them. What is this madness?
âThe enemy encounter system for my life is way too brokenâŠâ
This sounds like a metaphor Amano would say. I guess itâs because Iâve been playing RPGs lately.
I wiped the sweats from my forehead with the back of my hand. Then, one of the drops fell onto my rather-new sneakers. I canât help but frown and walked quickly to ease my anger.
ââŠI ended up feeling even more pissed, this walk didnât help at all.â
My mood isnât going to lighten up by wandering around aimlessly. But, itâs not like I have a clear goal anyway.
After a while, I decided to head to the arcade.
âPlaying games while Iâm at home, still playing games while Iâm outâŠwas I like this in the past?â
While I did like gaming from the start, but this is clearly under the influence of Amano and Hoshinomori.
Well, I did have a good time with them in the Game Hobby ClubâŠ
âAlso, I donât feel like gaming is as fun as theyâve described.â
Amano and Hoshinomori are gamers from birth. Although they arenât experienced, they are the type of players that love gaming indiscriminately.
So, the default line of their conversation is, âThat part of the game is fun!â âThis partâs awesome!â âThis plot is certainly touching!â Theyâll become more and more excited, and would often skip away from the negative aspects. So, I will naturally feel, âHey, that seems interesting!â and try to play it. Then, I will find out that itâs not that compelling at all.
After that, when Iâm expressing my dissatisfaction with them, those two will just pretend thereâs nothing wrong and say, âUm, youâre right. That game is not that famous nor outstanding.â Honestly, while Iâm pissed, they really meant that in a kind-hearted way.
Thatâs the one thing Iâve not realized until recently. Amano and Hoshinomoriâs gaming commentaries are several times more interesting than the actual game that theyâre talking about.
This is like a veteran movie fan recommending a B-grade production. Itâll be hilarious to complain about it, but when you actually watch itâŠsigh, itâs a dull movie. This is the feeling Iâm getting.
However, when the fans that shared the same hobbies are chatting, theyâll get so excited to the point where others will be envious of them.
I smiled without realizing it when the memories of the Game Hobby Club showed up In my mind.
âMan, I really wanted to listen to their recommendations again and watch them talk-â
-But then, I immediately realized.
ââŠPerhaps the two wouldnât have a chance to chat like this anymoreâŠâ
Hoshinomori kept her huge secret and lie.
Amano will hold back on talking to other girls when he got Tendou as his girlfriend.
TheyâŠcan never happily chat like theyâve used to be.
âŠThen IâŠ
ââŠNo, this is wrong. This isnât something that I should worry about. Iâm too arrogant. The two are the ones who get to decide, I must not intervene.â
I shook my head to try and clear all these thoughts away. Then, I dashed towards the arcade, seemingly to try and escape from something.
*
I usually play fighting games when Iâm alone in the arcade.
After all, Iâll be in the claw crane section when Aguri is here, and my friends will usually play whatever our mood wishes. However, Iâll always go for fighting games when Iâm alone. Although I donât play that much at home, I find it compelling for some reason once I stepped into the arcade.
âThis is THE arcade, after allâŠâ
To be honest, fighting games are no longer the head honchos of arcades nowadays. However, I still feel like âHey, Iâm in an arcadeâ the most when Iâm sitting in front of a fighting game machine.
After I entered the building, I searched for a familiar face as I walked towards the electronic toy area. Thereâre only a few customers, not to mention friends.
As for the fighting game machine area, all I can see is a person wearing a short-sleeved hoodie with the hood covering his face only. He is controlling the joystick masterfully while radiating a professional aura, though.
I went around the person quietly and picked my machine somewhere a bit furtherâŠI donât dislike combating other people, but I never went out of my way to try and challenge someone other than my friends.
So, I found a machine for a new game thatâs out of that customerâs sight.
Perfect. I immediately sat down and took out a couple 100-yen coins to play.
âRight, Amano did combat me on fighting games before, even though itâs not this gameâŠâ
That day is what made us talk to each other often like weâre right now. Iâm sure yearning over that even though it was just a couple months ago.
ââŠBut, that guy surely sucked.â
People often say that love is what makes you improve. However, I donât see that at all on the dude and his games. Amano seems to play combat games with his little brother as well, so he shouldnât be extremely inexperienced by any means. Why does he still suck then?
I started playing even though Iâm thinking about all this. I pick my characters based on their appearance. This time, I chose a teenage boy whoâs playing cool. Well, Iâm not here to hone my skills anyways. Iâm here to switch up my mood. If thatâs the case, I can abandon all ground rules at the start and just play as I wished to. This is my personal opinion.
This play-cool teenage guy is unexpectedly easy to use, though. The game mechanics are very traditional as well, so I went through the levels smoothly.
However, Iâm starting to feel stress once I reached the 4th round. While Iâm not as weak as Amano, Iâm not that confident or talented. Moreover, this is my first time playing this.
I somehow managed to go through the 4th round with a lot of luck. However, if this continues, Iâll probably lose at the 5th round.
In this two-wins-in-three-rounds system, I got demolished by the AI in the first level, who still got over half of its HP remaining.
With a no-retreat second round, my spirit heightens, and I managed to chip half of my opponentâs HP away, but my character is about to die. Itâll lose HP gradually even if I go full-on defence. In dire situations like this, my only chance at victory is with a sudden and intense attack. Just as Iâm about to do that, suddenly-
âHmm?â
The screen suddenly changed. I thought something went wrong, but then it was nothing. Someone just inserted a coin and challenged me. I guess itâs the guy with the hoodie. Moreover, thereâs no one nearby.
I guess he helped me a little. Then, just as this thought appeared in my head, I heard a loud greeting coming from the opposite side of the machine.
âNice to meet you.â
âEh? Oh, okay, nice to meet you tooâŠâ
I responded while feeling confused, but not because I was greeted by a stranger. While that is quite rare, I have more or less encountered that situation when Iâm in the arcade.
What Iâm baffled about is thatâŠ
ââŠA girl?â
The greeting is short, but that was really a girlâs voice. Come to think of it, the arms coming up from her hoodie is slim and beautiful. But, I just treated her as a guy because I saw her controlling skills earlier.
âWell, itâs not like Iâll hesitate anywaysâŠâ
This is not one of those situations where you have to hold back because sheâs a girl. Iâll do that when Iâm up against Aguri to make both of us happy. However, my opponent is clearly an expert. Thereâs no room for me to do that.
I still stuck to the play-cool teenager even though I can re-select my character. On the other hand, the girl chose a hilarious looking teddy bear.
âYo, is she showing mercy to me instead?â
Although Iâm not sure of the abilities that the teddy bear has, that doesnât look like a standard character no matter how you look at it.
I glanced at the moves table on the machine and found out her character has a bunch of moves with weird names. Also, the combos are tough to pull off.
ââŠBruh, what the hell?â
Iâm a bit pissed. Iâm just here to try and lighten the mood. Yet, Iâm about to be slaughtered by an expert stranger in a despising manner. Youâve got to be kidding me.
I sat tight on the chair and straightened my back.
ââŠAlright, Iâll focus and fight.â
Somehow, Iâm miraculously feeling a sense of hype swarming in me. Iâve never felt this for a while. I donât want to lose. No, even if I will, I wonât go down without a fight.
I entered the field with a high spirit.
âFIGHT!â
So, I rapidly pressed the controls as soon as the first round started and spammed energy balls far-away. Donât have time to care for my image.
âIâm sorry, this is going to be lame, but I have to keep my distance from you!â
Spamming wide-range attacks to a melee character certainly looks lame, but itâs reasonable.
Just like what Iâve expected, the opponentâs bear can only choose to defend, its HP is slowly decreasing under my attack.
I kept using the same moves. I knew that this isnât fun for both parties, but I really need to take my anger out on someone right now.
âWell, to be honest, sheâll immediately figure out a way to close in our distance anywayâŠâ
Surprisingly, the teddy bear canât attack smoothly. Thanks to this, I was able to chip away 1/3 of my opponentâs HP.
At this stage, I canât help but feel baffled.
The big pretence for me to use this tactic is that itâll be countered within a few seconds, so I feel pretty insecure when it looks like Iâm dominating over her.
âDonât tell me this game doesnât consider balance at all. If thatâs the caseâŠâ
I stopped spamming my attacks. Suddenly-
âWHA-â
The bear broke through the stalemate and started rapidly closing in with its agility and defence.
âSh*t, she knew how to combat this all along!â
I immediately switched the energy ball to a melee move, but the teddy bear blocked all my attacks spectacularly.
Right away, my character lost a bunch of HP as it was punched repeatedly by the teddy bear with its melee attacks.
âCrap, sheâll win if this continues!â
I can tell she is a veteran from her smooth actions. Iâll lose if she hits me a couple more times with this distance. Although Iâm prepared for this outcomeâŠ
âHuhâŠ?â
The teddy bear moved away from my character again, I still donât understand what the girl is trying to pull off. Is she underestimating me? But, sheâs showing off her incredible skills after we started fighting again. Sheâs obviously giving it her all.
We repeated this strange style of fighting for a couple times. Of course, I lost the first round. The teddy bear is jumping happily on the screen.
However, surprisingly, Iâm not that angry anymore. Also, I donât feel as hopeless with the giant gap between our skills.
âWell, I chipped away half of her HP after all.â
I can still win. Although my opponent used a strange strategy, I donât feel like Iâm disrespected.
So, I entered the 2nd round, feeling somewhat unbelievableâŠ
ââŠIâŠwonâŠâ
I managed to beat the teddy bear with only 1 HP left. To be honest, the girl is clearly superior when it comes to accuracy and other aspects. However, itâs still not impossible for me to win. How should I put this? Her battle style is erratic.
âAhâŠright, this person doesnât follow the meta in the slightest.â
There are a bunch of moves in fighting games that are deemed the meta. Just like Go or Chess, youâll be somewhat successful if you followed a specific meta. For a more extreme example, there are a bunch of cheap/infinite tactics that can obliterate your opponent without giving them the chance of retaliation. Of course, youâll have to execute the commands correctly. (All of them would be more or less fixed in a later patch, though.)
So, my impression for a âfighting game expertâ is that they can recite all these metas at the back of their head. They knew a bunch of reliable ways that can give them the upper hand and use them effectively based on the situation.
Thereâs no way for a newbie like me to defeat a person with skills like this. So, thatâs why Iâm prepared to be slaughtered when I knew that sheâs an expert. HoweverâŠ
For some reason, this girl entirely abandoned the meta.
âSheâs still a professional, though. I feel like sheâs not holding back utterlyâŠâ
This feeling of combat is unbelievableâŠNah, Iâll just say it.
To be honest, Iâm having a great time. This is different from what Iâve experienced with Amano or HoshinomoriâŠThis is what you call tryharding, I donât dislike it at all, though. Instead, Iâm honoured to be able to face off an incredible expert seriously.
So, here comes the final round.
Once I snapped out of it, I realized that Iâm smiling while challenging that bear. Right away, while Iâm not utterly pinned down, but Iâm getting rekted painfully right now.
ââŠHaha.â
I stared at the screen showing my characterâs defeat as I let out a laughâŠThis is the first time that I enjoyed losing a fighting game match.
I stood up from my seat and grabbed my belongings as I prepare to leave. I gave the girl a goodbye when I passed the opposite position.
âThanks for the match. Hey, youâre incredible. I really enjoyed it.â
âAh, no sweat.â
The hoodie-wearing girl gave me a trained response before immediately looking back at her fight with the AI.
I wanted to leave directly. However, the girl unexpectedly called me instead.
âYouâre not bad as well. That was a good round. Thank you.â
âEh? Itâs really notâŠâ
Honestly, my skills are definitely not worthy of being praised by an expert. Thatâs why I stopped walking and asked her confusingly.
She moved the joystick to combat the AI as she explained to me, whoâs dumbfounded.
âItâll be an excellent practice to compete with a gamer that evaluates his/her attacks.â
âUm. But Iâm a beginner.â
âThatâs fine. If weâre just talking about an opponent for training, youâre even rarer than those who call themselves a veteran while being a slave of the meta only.â
The girl in a hoodie affirmed simply. This person looks cool, to be honest.
I suddenly felt like nowâs not the time to leave, so I went around to the girlâs back and watched her fighting the AisâŠEh?
ââŠWow, youâre awesomeâŠâ
The girl beautifully knocked down the AI opponentâs character. Her moves are so fascinating that it made suspect how did she lose one round to me before. She didnât give me a mean attitude. Instead, she replied calmly.
âHonestly, Iâm not really focusing right now.â
âYouâre tougher when youâre not focusing? Isnât that strange?â
âNope. This is just using what Iâve learned already. On the contrary, Iâve to focus when Iâm learning new things, and Iâll make mistakes as well. Itâs all trial and error. Thatâs why I was weaker.â
âR-ReallyâŠthatâs whyâŠâ
She didnât destroy me with a series of metas while maintaining this seriousness. Thatâs why I donât feel disrespected on.
I was sincerely convinced as I mumbled.
âI feel likeâŠyouâre invincible. Thatâs why youâre an expertâŠI can never hope to match you.â
She didnât feel particularly excited and just answered plainly.
âDo you? Basically, I should have the same attitude as you when it comes to gaming. Itâs just that our time spent and level of passion are different. If weâre talking about the difference in skills, you should probably ask my juniorâŠâ
The girl suddenly paused as if she remembered something.
She asked me this after a while.
âRight, I havenât asked for your name yet.â
âEh? You meanâŠname?â
I didnât expect someone who I just knew for 5 minutes to ask for my name, so I freaked out a little bit. Then, I stammered my name out because I didnât really have time to think.
âI-Iâm U-UeharaâŠâ
âUmehara? Going with such an alias, you sure are not afraid of anythingâŠâ [Note: Daigo Umehara, âthe god of 2D fighting games,â the most successful player in major tournaments of Street Fighter in the Guinness World Records.]
âItâs Uehara! My name is Uehara! Itâs not my aliasâŠâ
I tilted my head dumbfoundedly. The girl turned her head around when sheâs taking a break.
âOh, sorry, thatâs your actual name? Ay, I thought you were referring to your alias because youâre giving me the impression that you spent a lot of time in the arcade.â
âOh, t-thatâs whyâŠâ
âIâm really sorry. Sigh, I canât continue like this. Iâve been utterly poisoned by the industry.â
âItâs fine, I should be the one to apologizeâŠâ
Iâm just embarrassing myself to give her my real name in this setting. I scratched my head regretfully. So, the girl gave me a smile and took her hoodie off.
Itâs a surprisingly beautiful girl. Just as I stared at her because I lost words, she gave me a suspicious look while smiling gently.
âIâm Oiso. Nina Oiso. Thatâs my real name. Itâs fair now.â
*
âEh? Youâre my senpai, and youâre from the Game Club as well?â
âYeah, youâre right. By the way, youâre in Otobuki as well, Fake Umehara?â
10 minutes after that game. Weâre now chilling at the vending machine area of the arcade. Both of us are leaning against the wall while drinking from our cans.
I chugged my ginger cola while watching the 6th graders yelling around the card combat machine that has gained a lot of popularity recently.
âYepâŠwhat a coincidence.â
âThatâs too much. Itâs easy to meet someone from the same school when youâre hanging around the streets on a summer holiday.
Nina-senpai drank her Dr Pepper as she said that depressingly. This is just a side note, but she asked me to call her Nina-senpai. She seems to use the alias âNinaâ when sheâs in the arcade.
Also, speaking of aliasesâŠ
âFake Umehara, youâre from year 2 right.â
âYeah, youâre rightâŠUh, by the way, can you stop calling me that please?â
âWhat do you mean? Oh, Fake Umehara? No, Iâm not changing that. Itâs easy to remember.â
âBut thatâs not giving people a good first impression at all, right? I donât want to be remembered with a fake aliasâŠâ
âYouâre not convinced to be an imposter? Then, how aboutâŠthe True Umehara, the Original Umehara, or True Hit Umehara. Pick one.â
âWhat kind of options are these? Youâre making it sounds like weâre in Yo-kai Watch right now. My real name isnât even Umehara. No sane person can call themselves with that. Sigh, whatever, just call me Fake Umehara.â
âReally? Thatâs goodâŠYep, thatâs a nice alias, itâs easy to memorize and fun.â
Nina-senpai answered me calmly. She just decided to call me the Fake Umehara because she heard it wrong for the first timeâŠAliases are scary.
I poured more ginger cola down my throat and began to speak again.
âCompared to senpai studying in Otobuki, Iâm more shocked to know that youâre in that Game Club.â
âYouâre shocked because Iâm in the Game Club? Why?â
âUh, my friend had some issues with the Game Club. His name is AmanoâŠâ
Nina-senpaiâs eyes bulged a little as she gave me a suspicious look after my answer.
âSo youâre his friend. That makes sense, you two are both in year 2.â
âWeâre in the same class. Also, Iâm surprised to know that you remembered the guy, Nina-senpai. You and Amano should have only met each other once during his visit to the club, right?â
âSigh, heâs now our Tendouâs boyfriends after all.â
âSo thatâs whyâŠbut thenâŠâ
âTendou often shows off her love in the club innocentlyâŠâ
âR-RightâŠâ
I can imagine the picture. Iâm sorry, senpai.
âAh, but even if that wasnât a thingâŠthat guy is still giving me a big impression.â
I was quite shocked and found this unbelievable. So I canât help but ask for more details.
âYou mean Amano? I know this isnât nice to say, but donât you think he doesnât stand out from the crowd at all?â
âAh, youâre right. The guyâs really humble. The same goes for his gaming skills, dull and incompetent. Heâs like those guys that wanted to play but canât get good at all that are everywhere.â
âHmmâŠâ
Sheâs not wrong, but I canât really respond to her. As a friend, I wanted to support Amano, but he really sucked, soâŠ
Just as Iâm feeling tied up for the moment-
âHowever, IâmâŠa bit envious of him.â
I canât believe Nina-senpai just said what Iâve always wanted to. When Iâm surprised, Nina-senpai glanced at the 6th graders that are cheering around the arcade.
ââŠTo me, the best part about gaming is the moment that you knew youâve improved. So, I really donât understand people that own others with a single meta or people that taunt after they smurf. These people arenât trying to improve at all. I really wanted to ask them: Is that even fun?â
âYeah, I get it.â
I go to the arcade often, so, naturally, Iâll have a couple bad memories. To be fair, thatâs something that you get to experience in an arcade only.
âBut, when that Amano guy mustered up his courage and rejected our invitation, while our reaction is not as ridiculous as Tendouâs, Kase and I were quite shocked as well. How should I put itâŠTo be honest. We kind ofâŠdespised his gaming style.
Her words hit me, it hurts a little. Nina-senpai then continued.
âA person like this carried a firm belief that can rival ours just rejected the invitation. This is weird now that I think about it, but we only started seeing who the guy really am after that. To put it this way, I realized that I subconsciously became so focused on other peopleâs âgaming skillsâ only, this feels embarrassing. But, that was too late in every possible sense. As a result, Kase and I donât get to meet him at all. Itâs giving me goosebumps when I think about Keita Amano every time.â
âThatâs why.â
I felt the same way. By the way, although Iâve heard the guy rejecting the invitation, I didnât know that his sharp rejection was under the stares from such bold members. Whatâs with the weird courage?
âEven so, my gaming style didnât really change at all. Although I can accept the guy focus on entertainment, I feel like I shouldnât reject my own way for enjoyment.â
âOh, I think Amano will understand as well.â
âI guess so. Thatâs precisely why Kase and I felt a bit pissed.â
âI know that feeling. I feel pissed whenever I was convinced by a guy like Amano.â
âThatâs right.â
Nina-senpai and I smiled at each other. It was not until now that I realized this person is a beauty. I canât help but to flustered for a little. Thatâs whyâŠ
âBy the way, why did I just randomly chat to a beautiful girl and enjoy it? Isnât this the exact reason that made Aguri worried about me?â
âWhatâs wrong, Fake Umehara? You are scratching your hair so intensely.â
âItâs nothing, Iâm just scared that Iâll turn into a celebrity completelyâŠâ
âSorry, what? You sound disgusting. Please tell me that was a joke, Fake Umehara.â
Nina-senpai is terrified. I switched back to my standard expression as I spoke nobly.
âIâm just kidding.â
âUwahâŠthen, you arenât talented at all.â
âAh, so senpaiâs affection for me will drop no matter what I say.â
âYeah, you were stuck after you said that.â
âHmm. What should I do to saveâŠâ
I just suddenly realized in the middle of my speech. Uh, what the hell am I talking about?
Why do I have to fight for girlsâ affection other than Aguri? Tasuku Uehara, isnât this your biggest issue? You really need to stop being so smooth and slick. Being kind and gentle to everyone will just cause you to owe someone that is the closest to you. You hurtâŠAguri.
-During this time, perhaps itâs because I looked down on the floor with a serious expression on my face. Nina-senpai, who loses her cool rarely, freaked out as she apologized.
âAh. S-Sorry, Fake Umehara. I didnât mean to hurt you this deeplyâŠâ
âEh? Oh, itâs not like that. Iâm just thinking of a girl that has nothing to do with senpai.â
ââŠOh. Fake Umehara, should I treat you like an enemy character?â
âWhy would you! My hobby isnât hurting girlsâ feeling! Iâm not Amano!â
âDragging your friend down in times like this, donât you feel like youâre a scumbag?â
âNo! You misunderstood! Please believe me, Nina-senpai.â
âFake UmeharaâŠâ
âAh, but please donât fall for me whoâs too handsome at this point!â
âDonât worry about it. Fake Umehara, your reputation in my heart couldnât be any lower right now.â
âPhew, thatâs great. Itâll be a big problem if senpai fell in love with me, after all!â
Itâs because Nina-senpai is really beautiful, and a kind person. Thatâs why I wanted to smooth things over and say that. However, senpai is trembling for some reasonâŠis it because she remembered how she broke up with someone?
ââŠFake Umehara, youâre incredible. This is the first time in my life that Iâve felt such intense emotion in my heart.
âOh? Is it an omen for love? That was dangerous.â
âYeah, I agree about the dangerous part. Luckily, I donât have a knife with me.â
âKnife?â
Is she meaning that itâs lucky that her red strings of fate werenât cut apart? Nina-senpai is so caressing. But, I wonât be moved since I have Aguri already.
However, I canât continue chatting with senpai so intimately. I finished my canned drink and tossed the can to the bin next to the vending machine. Then, I looked at Nina-senpai.
âWell..I think thatâs all for today. Thank you very much, senpai.â
After I said this, Nina-senpai, who just crushed her empty can with his hand, immediately calmed down and answered.
âOh, really? Yeah, thanks for combating me. No one is showing up today, youâre a great help.â
I was a bit shocked at senpaiâs sudden appreciation. Suddenly, I canât help but ask.
âUm, can I ask one last offensive question?â
âYeah. Nothing can be more offensive than what did you just said.â
âThank you, senpai. I wanted to askâŠNina-senpai, how can you be so immersed in gaming?â
âHmm?â
I promptly continued after I saw Nina-senpai tilted her head in confusion.
âN-No, I donât mean to disrespect video games. But, while thatâs true, itâs just games after all. We treat them as entertainment. So, I was thinking, a beautiful girl like you should have a lot of alternatives for entertainment, rightâŠ?â
My current situation is that I almost lost everything because I was too smooth and slick. To try and look for a hint that can break this status quo, I asked Nina-senpai sincerely, who had a completely different experience than me.
So, Nina-senpai threw her empty can to the trash bin as she gave me a âHmmâŠâ
ââŠDo I really have to answer? I feel thatâs already up in the air all along.â
âUp in the air? UmâŠdo you meanâŠyou have nothing else to do?â
âNo. Even I like enjoying gourmet food, watching mangas, and chat with my friends. Iâm just an average person, after all.â
âIf thatâs the caseâŠthen why do you spend so much time in gamingâŠ?â
âPlease, of course.â
Then, Nina-senpai gave me a shy smile before answering.
âItâs because I love it. I love it to the point that I wonât feel regret to sacrifice something for it.â
ââŠâŠâŠâŠâ
âItâs regretful now that Iâm thinking of it, an ordinary person like me can only get so many resources. Iâm not strong enough to grasp everything in my hand. So, if I wanted to chase after the things that I liked sincerely, Iâll more or less realize the costs that come with it.â
ââŠSo, the reason that senpai likes gaming so much is it because youâre talented in fighting games after all?â
Nina-senpai laughed loudly at my answer.
âNot at all. I think Iâm not talented at all. The evidence is that my win rate is horribly low when a new game comes out, I canât even bring myself to look at it.â
âThen, why will senpaiâŠâ
âI said it already. Itâs because I love it.â
Nina-senpai answered firmly. For some reason, her face reminded me of Amano and Aguri.
âIf you wish to get 1st place of something you love, is talent really all that important?â
ââŠâŠâŠâŠâ
Suddenly, Aguriâs image came into my mind. Even when Iâm suspecting her falling for Amano, did I really think of admitting defeat and quit?
Nina-senpai continued.
âThat way, the only option left is to advance forward, right? You have to find someone more durable than you and let him defeat you to improve. You donât have time to be excited over winning someone weaker than you. Itâs because I knew that this temporary victory isnât something I wanted. Instead, I wish to win over my success. The thing that I absolutely wanted the most is to acknowledge that the current me is tougher than the one in the past.â
Wanted to acknowledge that the current me is strongerâŠreallyâŠcurrently, can I identify myself with that? Up until a moment ago, I can guarantee that Iâm a thousand times better than the nerd that I was in the past. In reality, I admit that my appearance looks way better now.
However⊠is this really the case? Have I lost the edges that I only had when I was a nerd?
Just as Iâm trapped in this labyrinth of thoughts, Nina-senpai kept on talking about her views objectively like she has nothing to do with it.
âSo, if thereâs a summary for my gaming style. Itâll probably be winning something that I wanted via realizing the cost that comes with it and never painting a limit for myself. Well, to be fair, I didnât really go out of my way and analysis it.â
âRealizing the sacrifice, and then donât paint a limit for yourself as you chase after something you wantâŠreally.â
At that moment, I feel likeâŠI found out what Iâve been missing lately.
Nina-senpai is already leaving as I raised my head up.
I immediately shouted at senpaiâs back
âUmâŠthank you very much, senpai! I had my lesson there!â
âAlright.â
Nina-senpai only raised her hand as a response before leaving chicly.
I glanced at her back, thenâŠ
ââŠRight.â
I made up my mind as I clenched my fist.
*
âSo, Uehara-kun, whatâs wrong? You suddenly said you wanted to meet with meâŠâ
âYepâŠâ
The afternoon after the day I talked to Nina-senpai. On the contrary of last time, this time I was the one who wanted Amano to meet me at the park instead. I sat on the bench that oversees the fountain with my arms on my legs. My hands are crossed in front of my mouth, along with a serious expression on my face.
Amano asked me worriedly after he looked at my unusual behaviour.
âI-Is there an accident between you and Aguri-sanâŠ?â
âNo, itâs not that. Aguri went on a trip with her family. There would be no accident if we didnât meet.â
âOh, really.â
âDidnât Aguri tell you?â
âOf course, I never meet up with her after we played that game of life.â
âR-Really.â
I let out a sigh as a relief. Although Iâm not genuinely suspicious of these two cheating behind me, Iâll still feel uncomfortable when the two are talking to each other intimately.
Amano then followed after I feel relaxed. Heâs dumbfounded.
âIf weâre not talking about Aguri-sanâŠAh, is it because you got stuck in a level?â
âI sayâŠwhich game and which level will I stuck on that caused me to give you such a serious expression?â
âHmmâŠFor example, maybe when you kept trying but just canât get over the first Goomba in Mario?â
âThatâs horrible! I feel like your brain is alerting you! But thatâs not true!â
âSorry, I donât think Iâll be any help if weâre not talking about gamesâŠâ
âDonât be so self-abased! A-AnywayâŠâ
I felt better after I let out a big sigh. At the same time, I stated why I really wanted to talk to Amano.
âThe only reason that Iâm calling you out todayâŠis to talk about your relationship.â
ââŠUm, wellâŠ?â
Amano scratched his cheeks embarrassingly as he looked at the surroundings.
ââŠWhatâs wrong?â
âEh? I-Itâs nothing. Iâm just thinking, is there a camera from Terrace House recording us?â [Note: Terrace House, a famous reality TV show in Japan where 3 men and women will live under the same roof while getting to know and date each other.]
âUh, Iâve realized this myself. As your male friend, the topic that weâre talking about foolishly sentimental. However, there isnât a TV show thatâs willing to let us appear on the camera.â
âEh? Then why are you arranging us in a scenery of âtwo guys sitting on a bench and talk about relationshipsâ if weâre not in a showâŠ? Y-Youâre incredibleâŠâ
âHey, why are you chickening out! Donât distance yourself from me!â
âNoâŠIâm just shocked by this local normie in front of me. Youâre way out of my leagueâŠâ
âWhat do you mean by a local normie! Whereâs its origin!â
âUm, but I wanted to buy something before getting home. Please donât punch me in the faceâŠâ
âNo one is punching you! Weâre not starring in a youth drama where we decide to meet up next to the dyke and engage in fist-to-fist galore!â
âThatâs great. So, what are we talking about then? Oh, how to get rid of the Goombas? Just jump and stomp on his head.â
âEveryone knew that! Moreover, Iâm not talking about that game!â
âCome to think of it, a hostile mushroom that kills you on touch terrifies me.â
âYeahâŠthatâs not even a pawnâŠNo! Thereâs something I wanted to tell you first, specifically about your relationship.â
âYou wanted to say something specifically about my relationshipâŠ?â
Amano gave me an honest âwhat the hell?â look as he tilted his head to the side.
This is true, even though we are friends, talking about someoneâs relationship without them asking for advice is basically meddling.â
I knew thatâŠand I reflected on my actions in the pastâŠbut thereâs something I need to clear up for Amano.
ââŠâŠâŠâŠâ
ââŠUehara-kun?â
âŠEven so, Iâm nervous when I have to say it.
Now, Iâm preparing to make a selfish-as-hell announcement. There couldnât be a worse one coming out from Amanoâs friend.
However, thereâs something worse.
That is not expressing my thoughts at all, and try to sneak around in the safe zone.
âThis is the exact reason why Iâm being fooled over by a bunch of misunderstandings. Well, I deserved it to be honest.â
But I wonât do that anymore.
Itâs because starting from this moment todayâŠI will express my thoughts and my stance bravely.
âThis is a declaration of war to the God of Misunderstandings!â
ââŠUehara-kun?â
Amanoâs giving me a weird look to me, who just abruptly stood up from the bench.
As for me, I clenched my fist so that I can remember what Nina-senpai said to me.
I mustered up my courage and looked back at Amanoâs eye firmly before telling him.
âI canâŠno longer support the relationship between you and Tendou.â
ââŠEh?â
Amanoâs eyes immediately lost its focus. His face is clenching like heâs having a stroke. Shock, waver, hopelessness, confusionâŠThere are too many emotions interwinding with each other, he doesnât know what to doâŠIâm not blaming him. He would feel like he just got abandoned by the friend he deeply trusted.
Although my friendâs helpless face is hurting my stomach, I have to keep my attitude upright. So, I charged right into it without escaping and continued.
âTo put it simply, I canât support you and Tendouâs relationship from the bottom of my heart right now.â
ââŠWhyâŠ?â
Amano threw a natural question at me. To this, my answer is obvious.
âItâs because I wanted to support Hoshinomoriâs feelings towards you.â
Itâs my responsibility to support her relationship. Also, most importantly, I really wanted Amano and Hoshinomori to date each other.
âI have toâŠeven if it meant tears on Tendouâs faceâŠâ
Realizing the sacrifice you have to make, never paint a limit for yourself, only chase after the thing you wantedâŠJust like Nina-senpai, Iâm not almighty. I donât have the goodness to make everyone happy, and Iâm not brutally requesting Amano to act as a character in harem light novels.
However, if thatâs the case, I have to follow my heart and select the person I wanted to support. I understand that I shouldnât be meddling in their affairs. I know, I really know. Even so, I really wanted to see that sceneâŠI wanted to see Amano and Hoshinomroi happily chatting with each other, I wanted to protect them at all costs.
I wonât allow any people to have an opinion with my tiny wish.
Itâs just that, with all that as the premise, I still feel likeâŠ
Iâm immoral if I just stayed next to Amano, who loves Tendou and keep on pretending that Iâm his ally.
ââŠUehara-kun?â
Amano urged me to answer again. He wanted to know why I canât support him and Tendou anymore.
Honestly, I wanted to answer him, I wished to explain everything to him with all of my heart.
HoweverâŠI canât, I canât just respond to the poor soul on my own. Itâs absolutely impossible for me to just say whatâs on Hoshinomoriâs mind without her authorization.
ââŠIâm sorry, I canât tell you why.â
ââŠReallyâŠwellâŠâ
Amano touched his chin and nodded imposingly. In reality, he has the right to angry. Heâs supposed to be angry. ButâŠAmano didnât give me that attitude at all.
âIs it because Amanoâs a cowardâŠI guess not. That lookâŠitâs like he expected it already.â
Donât tell me Amano already knew whatâs going on when I called him out? I canât speculate his entire thinking, but at least he didnât reject me explicitly.
However, thatâs why, to be honest, I felt miserable right now.
ââŠYou can curse me.â
âEh, Uehara-kun, you have a fetish like that?â
âNoâŠâ
âWell, I donât have a reason to yell at you thenâŠButâŠlet me think about this just a little bit more.â
ââŠAlright.â
I sat back next to him after I answered.
Amano looked forward blankly as heâs seriously thinking about something. 3 minutes passed.
ââŠI understand. Uehara-kun, I wonât consult you regarding my relationship too much anymore.â
âToo much?â
Amano didnât promise to not consult me about his relationship again. So, I threw this question at him confusingly. ThenâŠfor some reason, Amano smiled embarrassingly.
âWell, think about itâŠif Iâm dating Tendou-san, I canât help but bring her up while weâre chatting.â
âYouâre saying thatâŠyou wanted to chat with me.â
I knew what he meant for a bit, so my eyes bulged. Amano only gave my response a bitter smile, but he told me truthfully.
âI understand how you feel. HoweverâŠa significant premise for all that, weâre still friends when weâre talking about other things. Itâs more like, I wish for you to continue seeing me as a friend, please?â
âAmanoâŠâ
I can feel the corners of my eyes are heating up. To be honest, Iâve expected Amano to end our friendship right away. No sane person will go out their way to tell his friend that he can no longer support his relationship. But, even so, Iâm satisfiedâŠas long as I get to see Amano and Hoshinomori date each other. Iâm prepared for anything before that.
But, to a sh*tty person like me, this guy just said he wanted to keep being my friend.
Itâs impossible for me to NOT understandâŠhow much he trusted me, how much he valued our friendship, and how manly he is to make him say such words.
So, the only response I have to make to his words is to try my hardest and give him a smile.
âSure! Iâll keep bothering you with gaming questions! Prepare for them!â
âAlright, give it your all!â
Amano punched his thin chest as he smiled. I looked at himâŠand mumbled in my heart.
âAmanoâŠeven though I felt terrible for you, but I really wish a person that can warmly smile when it comes to gaming like youâŠcan be accompanied by Hoshinomori.â
I made up my mind again.
âNow that itâs decidedâŠI have to tell everything to Hoshinomori. Let say weâre chatting on the phone, I have to be careful with my words since it involves the true identity of NOBE and MonoâŠâ
âAh, Uehara-kun. Iâm sorry, but itâs time for me to leave.â
Amano raised his head as he stood up next to me, whoâs still thinking silently.
âIâm sorry, I just called you out to here. IâŠwanted to figure something out before I go.â
âI understand. Bye, Uehara-kun. See you next time.
ââŠAlright..then Amano, we can play games together next time.â
ââŠSure! Right! Then goodbye, Uehara-kun.â
âOkay.â
Amano waved at me as he left with a smile on his faceâŠ
âDidnât realize it until nowâŠthat guy is surely staunchâŠâ
Itâs not going to be easy to change his heart for another girl.
HoweverâŠI made up my mind. The guy that tried to be smooth and slick while unable to make up his mind â Tasuku Uehara, graduated today.
I stood up from the bench with all my power!
âWitness me, god! I will never allow another misunderstanding in this relationship for as long as I can see!â
I raised my fist to the sky, while the Sun shined brightly, seemingly trying to bless me.
Keita Amano
I turned around after walking for a while. Then, I found out that Uehara-kun rose from his chair and punched the sky with a refreshing look. Did he just encounter something good?
Um, but, now that Iâm thinking about itâŠ
âWell, it looks like Uehara-kun loves Tendou-san as well, after allâŠSighâŠâ
I let out a deep sigh as I sneaked below the shades of the trees, seemingly trying to escape the sunlight.
So, to try and hide from the harsh reality, I headed towards the familiar game store depressingly.
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