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Greed, I don’t know how to thank you through words, so I just released this chapter part for you! Thanks so much for your kofi! Rest assured I will drown myself in Black coffee!!
Also this chapter is a bit long, so there will be another part after this
「………」
I screamed my lungs out and yet, onii-sama won’t even show any movement.
I tsked(tut-tut), and took a deep breath to continue speaking.
How can I urge you to kill me?
What words do you want me to say? What actions do I need to take for you to finally kill me?
Think about why I want to die.
I’m telling you that I don’t want to live.
「Do you think I’m pathetic? Or are you doing this just to laugh at my misery?」
「Olga, calm down.」
「That won’t be necessary. Why won’t you just kill me huh? Kill me!」
Pushing Atlas’s body aside, I took the vase from the table beside my bed and threw it at him. But since my strength has weakened, it didn’t even reach onii-sama and it fell on the floor, shattering everywhere.
He didn’t even face me, didn’t even budge a bit amidst everything I did, as if onii-sama already knew what would happen.
Worried I might hurt my body even further, Atlas pulled me back into the bed effortlessly.
「Are you satisfied? You took everything from me, expelled me from being the clan master, are you satisfied that I’m living in misery now? Are you pleased with yourself now that you’ve reduced me to the same level as you ?(source originally said smth like “are you satisfied that i’m in the same situation as you?” but i changed it a bit)」
Why is everyone getting in my way?
If you just do as I say and follow what the world dictates, everyone will have a happy ending without a doubt.
This story is worthless if I’m still alive.
My role in this story requires me to die.
I may not be able to get everything I desire here, so the least I should ask for is the way I die.
「Don’t you dare take pity on me, I am of royal descent! I am a woman from Luzille! I am not of common birth like you! 」
No matter how I raised my voice, neither Atlas nor Gil-sama looked my way.
Even though the so-called【Infernal princess】is seething in anger, they won’t even bat an eye, this influence is merely nothing now.
Biting my lips, I managed to pull my still weakened legs out of the quilt.
――They don’t think I have any strength left, that’s why they won’t even get threatened by me.
As Atlas is leaning forward, I kicked him in his shoulder, got off the bed and sprinted towards my onii-sama.
I ran faster than the pain of the broken vase embedding in my feet, faster than Atlas regaining his composure.
「I’d rather you kill me now than putting me through this misery!」
Just once.
I heard the doctor say I can use my magic one last time.
Then I’ll bet my everything on this last chance.
I clench my teeth and gather every single drop of mana from the bottom of my core, and the accumulated power heated up in my palm.
I don’t have enough mana to protect my skin, so the heat will start to burn my flesh――however, magic of this proportion can only kill one person.
Even so, if you want to protect yourself from it, you must unfailingly use magic against me.
Even a small amount (of power) is enough.
If only, even just a tiny bit of emotion, if only he showed them to me.
If you felt anger towards what I’ve done, then your magic will be more powerful due to your emotions.
As long as I adjust where he hits me, (source material said “hit point” but that was too rpg-esque) I can be killed by the 【protagonist】
If I can endure (to do) that, I can be saved.
It’s as if the world is moving slowly.
The power I’ve been wringing is taking the form of flames.
Even as my body loses its power from its depths, my lips slowly form into a smile.
I’m saved. It’s the end. This is my end.
My【vessel】 rustled (original source said ぎちり which is rustling i guess) , making an unpleasant sound as I held up the power in my hand, and slammed it towards Gil-sama―――.
And then.
Gil-sama didn’t even budge, nor did he even try to avoid it. The fireball just disappeared.
Everything went silent.
Nobody else but me, conjured any magic.
As soon as I digested everything that had happened in my mind, my strength went out and flopped to the floor, unable to stand.
The clothing that clings to his back, did not even get scorched. He didn’t even move an inch.
Only Atlas’ exhaling behind me can be heard.
「……why」
Why didn’t you avoid it?
Nobody moved even a finger, not Gil-sama nor Atlas, except for his eyes that cast downward due to the pain.
I’m not mistaken, my fireball did hit Gil-sama.
But it disappeared before harming him.
Nobody moved in the room because they knew what would happen.
「I know about it, the magic circle carved by Olga」
I was at a loss for words when Gil-sama started to speak.
「No matter what happens, I will not be killed by a fire mage. You’re the one who decided that.」