Of course, I was hoping that Bing-Eun Seol would stop, but she kept coming and going until I was over a year old.
She was quite smart. Instead of stealing my gifts all at once and causing suspicion, she came every day and stole them little by little.
Thanks to this, her performance improved and she became more beautiful day by day.
But even so, Cheonma turned his back and wouldnât look at her, so Bing Eun-seol began to relieve her anger and resentment onto me.
âUgh, ugh, ughâŠâ
My teeth chattered against each other. The coldness permeated throughout my whole body as if trying to freeze into the floor.
I couldnât think of anything because my mind was frozen.
I felt like I was kicked out naked in the middle of winter. My hands and feet were cold and painful.
âPlease, Maâam! Please stop! Please!â
âYou have a tendency to say, âYouâre going too far. Your mother is from the North Sea Palace, so shouldnât you get used to this cold?â
âMaâam!â
âSo much loud shouting! I was going to finish this if youâd just stayed quiet, but youâve earned the punishment.â
She waved her hand slightly.
Then the cold that enveloped me grew stronger.
It was perfectly clear summer weather outside, yet I had misty breath coming out of my mouth. Gradually, the sensation in my hands and feet disappeared.
Now, Bing Eun-seol didnât do anything that would cause a scar, such as pinching or hitting.
Perhaps it was because of fear in case someone might notice it, or maybe it was just a nuisance, but she only tormented me by using trivial means.
By using her own ice spells.
TN: Just to clarify, so sheâs got like ice powers and stuffâŠ
At first, the cold was not as easy to handle. My strength seems to have increased a lot since drinking all my elixirs.
Seoyoungâs body was as cold as ice because she was hugging me. The fingernails on her hands rubbing my feet were blue.
âNo, I canât do this.â
I clenched my chattering teeth and rolled my eyes back as if I had fainted.
I wish I couldâve made some foam come off my mouth, but unfortunately I had to give it up because my saliva was frozen.
âOh, my lady! Lady!â
Seoyoung stroked my face. Her tears rolled down her cheeks.
It was so cold that her tears appeared yellowish and burned.
TN: Donât really know what this is supposed to mean??
âOh, what do I doâ- my lady, what do I doâŠâ
âIt hasnât even been that long and youâre already about to faintâŠâŠ pft, go outside and take a bath in the sun.â
Bing Eun-seol threw me out every time after abusing me. All while saying that sunlight is the best in the cold.
Of course, the sunlight was good. It was just that the recovery was too hard and slow.
There was a reason why she would throw us out.
Sheâs thinking of taking the elixir that came as a gift yesterday.
Youâre trying to get us out of here so that you can dress up for the morning, so youâre going to let it go.
Seoyoung begged Bing Eun-Seol.
âBoo, please, my Lady⊠Please, miss. Please let her warm up!â
âDo you know where your courage comes from? Get out while I give you a chance. Or should we do some more? You choose.â
In the face of the displeased voice of Bing Eun-seol, Seoyoung swallowed her tears.
As we stepped outside, we heard Bing Eun-seolâs command not to let anyone in through the door for a while.
âYes, Maâam.â
The servants pretended not to know what Seoyoung and I were going through.
Itâs because they were not the older sisters who used to clean my room before, but all of them are people of Bing Eun-seol.
No one thought it was strange even though the servants changed completely.
Cheonma stopped visiting all together, and the members only sent gifts.
No one was curious about what I was going through, why Seoyoungâs complexion had gotten so bad, no one was wondering about it.
No wonder, the Magyo had kidnapped a young child and made him his successor. This was the case with Yeon.
Therefore, the Magyo did not need the blood ties of the sect.
TN: meaning Cheonma doesnât really need Chun Lihua even though she has blood ties to a strong family within the world of martial arts (the sect) because he already has a successor, Yeon.
Now itâs just ordinary members who give me gifts. The core leadership didnât even bother with me.
So I donât know what Iâm going to do.
I opened my mouth quietly only after we came out.
âOoh, sorâŠâŠ.(Nanny, sorryâŠâŠ)â
âLady, donât ever say that! Miss didnât do anything wrong. Rather, itâs me whoâs sorry. Iâm⊠⊠Because Iâm so weak⊠⊠You were very ill, werenât you?â
âSeoyoung. (No, no.)â
I shook my head to signal that it was okay.
Of course, at first I thought I was going to freeze to death. I actually passed out at times.
But strangely, it became more and more bearable.
Now, I struggled like crazy, but I didnât faint, and I recovered quickly.
It seemed like my body had adapted to survive.
Seoyoung smiled sadly. Then, she arranged my hair which was a little tousled and entered the center of the garden where the flowers were the best.
âMy lady, would you like Seoyoung to make a flower crown?â
Your fingertips are still blue, can you make it?
Seoyoung, who recognized what I was thinking from my gaze, hid her hand behind her and laughed abashedly.
âYouâll have to move so I can be quick. Please sit down with the flowers and bask in the sun. Iâll make it quickly.â