It was currently 7 pm. Since the sun had already set, the lights coming from the Christmas trees illuminated the street in its stead. Beneath those lights, Umi and I were walking toward the station platform at a quicker pace than normal.
āHah~ That was fun~ Iām tired now from singing that much⦠Adding extra time was a little overkill, huh?ā
āYeah⦠My body feels heavy⦠I wanna go home⦠I miss my bed alreadyā¦ā
āSame.ā
We were supposed to finish at 6 pm, but two hours of singing werenāt enough for us so we extended our time for a full hour. But that turned out to be a mistake. After a half an hour, we defaulted to singing some relaxing nursery rhyme because we were too exhausted.
Also, Umi asked permission from Sora-san to come home a little later, but in returnā¦
āWouldnāt it be nice if you were to take her home?ā
I had to escort Umi back home, so my reunion with my beloved bed would have to be postponed.
āMaki, your voice is actually really good, what were you so shy about? Your voice was clear and your pitch was perfect.ā
āThat was⦠Because of you, Umiā¦ā
During the three hours of singing, Umi kept the tension in the room high whenever I held the mic. When she didnāt know the song I sang, she listened to me intently and praised me. When she knew the song, she would sing it with me.
Even when I failed and embarrassed myself, it didnāt mean the end of the world. I could still have fun singing with her. Umi guided me to break out of my shell and gradually, I could follow in her footsteps.
My throat felt sore, but I felt uplifted.
They said karaoke could relieve stress and Iām experiencing it firsthand.
āThat was my first time singing in front of people⦠Because of you, I had fun, so⦠Thank you, Umi.ā
āMhm, youāre welcome. Now if someone were to invite you to karaoke, youāll be alright. So, what do you think? Care to go with the rest of the class?ā
āNo.ā
āEh, why?ā
āWhat do you mean, āwhyā?ā
I could let loose today because I was alone with Umi. If Amami-san or Nitta-san were there, I doubt I could do as well.
Well, Iāll ask Umi to teach me some āsafeā songs to sing, just in case I end up going to karaoke with a bigger group.
āUh, Umi?ā
āHm?ā
āUm⦠Singing in front of a lot of people⦠I donāt think I can do that the way I am right now, butā¦ā
āYes?ā
āCan you⦠help me practice whenever you have the time?ā
āā¦Just the two of us?ā
āYeah⦠Something like thatā¦ā
I wanted to get used to this feeling before I could properly sing in front of other people. For that, I needed her to go out with me again.
Of course, if I were to say that I didnāt have any ulterior motives, I would be lying. I enjoyed our time together after all.
āHehe~ Then, letās go together whenever we get the time. Iāll bring Yuu too for our little karaoke party.ā
āAmami-san huh? ā¦How good is she at singing?ā
āYuu? She loves singing, soā¦ā
āAhā¦ā
That was all I needed to know.
That girl was so passionate when it came to the things that she loved. Since she loved singing, she must be really good at it.
It was Amami-san after all. There was no way that girl would be bad at something she loved.
āSo, when will we do it? Exams start on Friday next week, so next week should be a no-no⦠What about winter break then? Youāll be wasting your time playing games at home, right?ā
āI mean, my momās busy working, not like we could go on a family trip or anything like that. What about you though? Your family donāt have anything planned?ā
āNope, my dadās busy at work. I heard that heāll have to go to another country soon, so Iāll be home for the whole winter break.ā
Amami-san would also be staying home this winter break as well. Apparently she didnāt need to visit her relatives overseas this year.
We decided on a date and time for our karaoke party after confirming everything with Amami-san. After that, we went up to the stationās escalator.
The weather got chillier at night and strong winds would occasionally blow. Those winds made me feel like I was going to fall if I wasnāt careful.
āUgh⦠Itās coldā¦ā
āCome here, Umi.ā
āAh⦠Mm⦠Thank youā¦ā
I stood right next to her so that the wind wouldnāt hit her directly.
I didnāt know if this would work or not since we were both of the same height, no, Umi was a little taller than me, but it should be better than nothing.
āMaki, can I stay like this for a longer?ā
āā¦Sureā¦ā
When I said that, Umi tightly hugged my arm.
āYour hands⦠Donāt they feel cold?ā
āJust a little⦠Can I warm them up inside your pocket?ā¦ā
āGo ahead.ā
I let her hands enter my jacketās pocket.
The winter winds were supposed to be cold, but the fact that I huddled together with Umi like this made it feel rather warm.
āMakiā¦ā
āHm?ā
āThis reminds me of that timeā¦ā
āThat time? ā¦Ahā¦ā
āā¦ā
She was talking about the first time when she confessed her feelings to me.
I could still remember when she whispered those words directly to my ears.
āI love youā¦ā
ā¦Remembering it made my cheeks heat up.
āā¦Umā¦ā
āMm?ā
āMaki⦠How do you feel about me?ā¦ā
āā¦You know the answer alreadyā
Of course, I love her.
Both as a friend and as a girl.
If I didnāt, I wouldnāt be singing in front of her and I wouldnāt be holding her hands like this.
āYes, but⦠I want to hear it coming directly from your mouth⦠Can I?ā¦ā
Thatās just not fair. How can I possibly refuse her?
āā¦I can say it out loud, butā¦ā
āIf youāre embarrassed, just whisper it to me so only I can hear it⦠Just like what I previously did.ā
Umi brought her face closer to mine. She was really pushy today.
Running away wasnāt an option, so I had no choice but to do it, but firstā¦
āItās crowded here, so letās go down the escalator first and look for a less crowded place, okay?ā¦ā
āYou only need to whisper it to me, no one will hear you⦠Well, fine, letās do it that wayā¦ā
After that we looked for a less crowded area around the station.
āActually bringing me to a secluded, dark place like this~ You got guts, huh?ā
āBetter than embarrassing myself in front of that crowd.ā
āHehe, I was kidding. Anyway, come on, say it already~ā
āUgh⦠Then, here I goā¦ā
āMhm.ā
I placed my lips close to her ear.
āNh⦠Maki, your breath ticklesā¦ā
āS-Sorryā¦ā
āHehe⦠Itās fine⦠Back then, I also felt nervousā¦ā
Why was I feeling this nervous when all I had to do was to tell her something that we both knew.
I guess I had to get used to this too.
āMy feelings toward youā¦ā
I could feel my heartbeat. Just before I was about to tell her my feelingsā¦
āMaehara-san!ā
I heard a womanās voice, calling my name from a distance.
āā¦Whatās wrong, Maki?ā
āDid someone call my name?ā
I pulled away from her and looked at the direction of the voice. There, I saw a woman waving toward our direction.
āThat woman wearing glasses⦠Do you know her, Maki?ā
āNo, I donāt think so?ā¦ā
She was an adult and she looked quite young. The only woman I knew from the same age range as her was Yagisawa-sensei and no one else.
Though, her face looked familiar.
Have I seen her somewhere before?
āā¦Sorry, Minato, Iām late.ā
At that moment, someone appeared from the entrance of the station, replying to that woman.
The womanās expression brightened when she heard his voice.
āEh, so itās just a coincidence⦠I was worried for a second, I thought that I have to fight against an older woman youāre secretly close with⦠Maki, whatās wrong?ā
āā¦That person is⦠My dad⦠And she is his subordinateā¦ā
āā¦What?ā
I didnāt recognize her at first because she was wearing casual outfits and her glasses threw me off. But now I remembered her.