Since things were going nowhere, I attempted to reach out my hand first towards the inside of his waist but quickly withdrew it when my fingers met with his, startled.
âOhâŚ..â
Iâd thought that he would raise his voice demanding what I was doing, but Rashid became quiet again instead. As if our fingers hadnât brushed against each other, he slowly placed his hand on his own sword.
âAre you referring to this?â
âYes. If, if you could perhaps lay that aside for a slight moment, please.â
âWhy?â
ââŚâŚ.â
The expression on his face said that he wasnât displeased or didnât want to put it down; he looked sincerely and only curious. Facing the innocent expression that I hadnât seen in a long time on this man, I chewed on my lips.
âUmm, excuse me, just a speculation, but when you went to see the princess at the palace before, did you have this with you at all times, too?â
âThat is a given.â
[Mommyyy!]
ââŚâŚâ
Without a second of hesitation, Rashid replied, and Hanielâs entire body once again slumped down limply.
How scared she must feel!
I, too, wanted to lie down with her, but I was also the only person who could do anything about this rampant lake of misunderstanding.
ââŚ.Just, just why?â
âThey said sheâd like it.â
âWhat lunat- I mean, ah, whomst?â (T/N: sorry I thought this was funny (?) lol after you read it you can change it to âwho may that have been?â or something proper like that :D)
âTenon.â
ââŚâŚ.â
Letâs not cuss, Catherine.
There is bound to be at least one moron in every household.
When I did not move an inch, my hand supporting my forehead, Rashid must have thought that this was serious. He shrugged.
âIs that not true? He definitely said that there wouldnât be a single person who would dislike this sword if they saw it.â
ââŚâŚâ
Should I just cuss? I mean, didnât I have nothing to lose now?
If it wasnât for Haniel snuggled into my arms, I wouldnât have been able to predict what wouldâve come out of my mouth. I even swallowed down the words that wouldâve asked him to go throw that human outâsince he was overflowing with an abundance of younger siblings, why couldnât he?
âYe-es. Itâs quite marvelous. But a child is not just a person.â
ââŚ..That is true.â
âAnd, itâs very possible that to children, it may feel a bit scary.â
âWhy would it?â
ââŚâŚâ
Since everyone was the same here, it looks like things wouldnât end by throwing out just one of them.
I ended my long, deep sigh by deciding that the first and fourth brothers were definitely excluded from the selection of candidates.
Especially that Tenon or Temon guy whatever, that guy in particular was turning out to be a dangerous character. If Emperor Rashid was the type to be all-around indifferent to everything, Tenon was the contributor who made the situation worse with his clumsy knowledge.
âThis sword is invested with the authority of the heavens, that only I can use in this entire continentâŚ.â
âI think it feels a bit scary when I look at it, too.â
ââŚâŚâ
âItâs scary, Your Highness.â
Seeming to realize then that this wasnât going the way heâd expected it to, he stopped boasting about the details of the sword that nobody had even asked about.
Riip. The sound the sheath made as he one-handedly removed it from his waist was noisy, but I didnât dislike hearing it. I was only rather bewildered by the way he did not peel his eyes from me for a single moment as he flung it to the side.
âYour, Your Highness, you said it was a precious object. You did not have to go so far as toâŚ.â
âAre you still afraid?â
ââŚ..sorry?â
âI asked if you were still afraid of me.â
I instinctively shook my head, feeling like if I said yes he would take up his sword again and strike me down.
And if I had to say technically, it had already been some time since he had stopped becoming insanely scary to me.
ââŚ..then what about that.â
âOh, you mean Reina?â
His gaze, just barely having left me, was now directed to my arms.
I tried gently shaking Haniel, who was stretched out with her wings covering her face.
âOkayy, itâs time to stop sleeping and wake up toâŚ.â
[Da, datâsh shcawy too! Dat! Obuh deuh like dat!]
After opening her eyes into slits and peering through her wings very slightly, she showed her strong rejection that it was still not alright.
I shouldâve brought Selene. Without a translator, I had no idea what she was trying to say.
As urgent as it was, I scanned Rashid up and down before discovering the badge hanging off of his shoulder.
âOhâŚ..â
The design of a black snake intertwining a majestic shield may have been glorious to look at, but it could very well be fearsome in the eyes of a young child.
The snakeâs red eyes were especially decorated in gems, too, and made you hesitant, like you were facing the real deal.
âAnd whatâs the problem now?â
âYour Highness.â
How was I supposed to say it this time?
I couldnât throw a tantrum at him to take it off since my child didnât like itâput in the middle, I was in an awkward situation.
However, I couldnât let the child I forcibly persuaded to come here, to be spooked again.
âI mean, this might be the only chance she gets to get closer to her brother.â
If there werenât any significant changes between the two today, too, then Haniel would never try to come again, even if I asked.
âYou have to tell me what the problem is or IâŚ.â
âOhh, um, the, uh, thing on your shoulder.â
âThis?â
With a glance, tilting and turning his head to one side, Rashid finally took hold of the badge on his shoulder. At the same time, when I felt Haniel flinch even with her eyes closed, my lips trembled, too.
âYes, sir, that. It has quite the look, butâŚ.â
âMy late motherâs household sent it to me in celebration of the throne. It has protective magic cast on it by the Great Wizard, my uncle, soâŚâ
âIt kind of may not suit you, maybe.â
Rip. Before I was even done talking, the shoulder badge was torn off.