âNo matter how much I think about it, thereâs nothing about me that heâs really into, is there?â
âMy Lady.â
âExcept for being a cursed widow and having his brother secretly.â
ââŠâ
Now both she and Selene had become solemn. She stretched her toes under the knees she was hugging for no reason and her chest rang.
âEven if I just had a little bit of money a descendant of a good family, a glamorous dating career, or something like that, I wouldnât even think about it this far.â
âButââââ
âThatâs not all.â
ââŠâŠâ
âWhat about our Haniel?â
There was something else that made her hesitate more than the practical problems she had to deal with. She bit her lip while holding the colorful ribbons in the basket. âI am Hanielâs mother, but His Majesty is Hanielâs older brother. She ran away saying she didnât like his older brother, but now she would come and talk to me about His Majesty. What a shock!â
âThatâs true. Itâs like a shitty family show.â
âHey, you!â
Indeed, she was grateful that Selene was already cursed. Because she didnât have the ability to curse, there would have been no other way than to kill her.
âAnyway, Haniel is my top priority.â
âOh, that! His Majesty said before that he would compensate you if things went well! Canât you do something with that?â
âWhat?â
âI heard him say he would do anything. If you speak well to him about that, our cursesâââ
âNo. Itâs already been decided. Itâs not a wish that can be used carelessly.â
Selene cut it off before she had any false hopes. It canât be that easy to break the curse. It might work out for Haniel, whose curse had been caused by her brotherâs hand, so itâs more likely to be some other magic than a curse. Sadly, the same situation wouldnât apply to her. It was a force that existed that shouldnât have.
Every family around the lake unanimously said they didnât even know the black magician existed until they were directly cursed. The same was true for the Duke of Evendell and even the knights traveling on the continent. Nobody knew how Rania gained such power, but unless there was visible evidence, she wonât believe what they were saying.
Even if we announce that we are cursed, it will be over if Rania gets away with it. I donât know if sheâs a black magician or what, just send her far away and itâs over if you insist. She must be feeling so confident now.â
âThatâs true. The princess doesnât have the power herself, so we can investigate. But wouldnât the Emperor have a man under him who can solve the curse?â
âIf there was such a person, why couldnât Haniel find him yet?â
It was said that all the royal wizards were brought here to find Roamâs traces. Thanks to that, she also felt guilty for saving herself for a while but from what she had seen so far, it didnât seem to work.
âI think the royal mages might not even know about forbidden things like black magic. Their powers must be completely different.
âŠâŠ.
âAt the same time, if I said that Rania cursed us without any proof, who would people believe? She might still have the upper hand unless I turn into a black swan right in front of them.â
It wasnât that she wanted to be miserable, but that was how the world worked. It wasnât something she experienced once or twice in her previous life. What people usually believed in was power and money. The obscure truth that only she knew was only visible to her like the clothes of a naked Emperor. Period.
âWhat year is Lania? You shouldnât come forward recklessly until you find proper evidence.â
Once was a mistake. The second time would be entirely her fault. At the same time, Seleneâs expression became so serious that she burst into laughter at last.
âWell, Iâm Hanielâs mother anyway. I donât want to think of anything else. Any other mothers would have.â
âAny other mother?â
âA real mother.â
Selene had shut up. She felt so awkward that she started touching her nose. Its twitching was something she wasnât accustomed to.
âWas the princess really that pretty?â
âYes. Very pretty.â She took a deep breath as she tried to think of an explanation. Curly blonde hair clung to her plump cheeks. Her ruby-red eyes twinkled, and her purring lips and fingers searched for her. She shook her head without thinking over each one of them. âAnyway, sheâs so cute⊠and pretty.â
âIs there something that youâre worried about?â
âI want to be a real mother for the rest of my life.â
ââŠâ
Seeing her change into a human made her feel both happy and scared. How could she leave such a pretty sight? Every time she thought of Haniel, she was disappointed in herself to the extent that she couldnât be happy even though it was only natural. Thatâs why she wanted to live for Haniel fully despite the time she had left.
âYou donât have to look at me like that. I know I canât be someoneâââ
âThatâs not it.â
Selene crawled after her when she got up first. Why? She looked at her with nonchalance but Selene was serious.
âI know how you feel, madam. Youâll have to take revenge on Lady Lania properly. The princessâs mother will have to work hard too.â
âYouâve heard everything. Whatâs wrong?â
Still, after telling it all, she felt comfortable, so she lowered her guard and shrugged her shoulders. However, Seleneâs obsession and bone marrow skills were at a level.
âââBut why do you leave your heart out for His Majesty?â