Sigren then entered the room with a firm expression on his face. I thought he wanted to talk in front of the door, but I guessed, he changed his mind? II hesitated a bit and eventually took a few steps back. He then grabbed my shoulder and spoke in a low voice.
âYouâre going to leave?â
âUh-huh.â
âDonât answer me with âuh-huhâ. How can you decide that so quickly without saying a word?â
âThe Duke said Iâm now an adult so he told me to do what I wanted to do?â
Sigren mumbled harsh words towards Abel with his head bowed. If Abel heard it, he would immediately bang Sigrenâs head on the floor.
I lightly patted Sigrenâs cheek.
âYou have to use good words.â
âIs that all you have to say to me now?â
âWhat else is there?â
âYou.. Did you forget that weâve ben together life and death for five years?â Sigren gritted his teeth.
âOh.. youâre sad.â
Well, it was understandable. I was the only one who could call Sigren a friend. Of course, he would be sad when I said Iâd leave.
I smiled, gently stroking SIgrenâs fine black hair.
âOkay, Iâll write a letter to you.â
âThat is not the problem here.â
Sigren grabbed my shoulders and shook them slightly as he was trying to wake me up.
I think I would lose my mind.
âThen, whatâs the matter?â
âEverything, from one to ten.â
I looked at him and gently blinked. As he reacted so intently, I became calm.
âSigren, are you thinking weâd be together forever?â
ââŠ.â
When I asked, Sigren looked strangled.
âWeâre both adults. No matter how close we are as a childhood friends, itâs natural at one point of our life our road would splitt.â
When I went to college, I lose contact with my friends in elementary, middle, and high school. Although this world had no such concept of alumni, my point was still counted.
Sigren laughed as if in dismay.
âYouâre too cold.â
âCould you describe me as rational?â
âDo you plan to stay in the capital all the time?â
âI donât know. First of all, I just want to go somewhere warm.â
I hope he did not make a sad face. He was not a child anymore. Did he really believe that he would be able to spend time with me all the time?
I felt it was just his response because he couldnât go to the capital. The capital was like the home that sought his life. It was Sigrenâs hometown, but it was also a place where he had to avoid at the same time. However, if it went according to the original, he could come to the capital anyway.
I reached out and wrapped around Sigrenâs cheeks.
âDonât be sad Sigren. Wherever I am, I will always be on your side.â
Sigren looked at me with gloomy sunken eyes. I
I made eye contact with him and spoke in a calm tone, âTell me you need help. I would come to you.â
âIf I ask you to stay here with me?â
That was no good. If he was stuck in Heilon, the story couldnât proceed at all.
âExcept that.â Smiled brightly.
âYouâre ⊠so contradictory.â
âWherever you are, except that. Isnât it good that you have friend you could ask for help when there is a crisis in your life?â
Sigren sighed lightly.
âFionaâŠâ
âHmm??â
âWhat do you think of me?â
âI regard you as the most precious thing in the world.â
âThen what would you do if i left for somewhere?â
âOf course Iâll see you off hoping youâre safe. Iâll run to you if you need help.â
ââŠ.â
Sigren looked at me with a look that he was slowly getting angry. As expected, he was becoming more and more like Abel as the days go by.
âForget it. Iâm a fool asking for you a question.â
I let out a small sigh at the cold reaction.
âYouâre sometimes too cold.â
âThatâs what iâm going to say.â
âNever mind. Letâs stop talking.
He was a grown man now, but he was still a child.
I looked at Sigren for a moment, then turned around, slowly walked towards my bed, trying to find my blanket. My shoulders were shivering for some reason. So, I wanted to wrap my blanket around my body. But I couldnât remember where it was. I think the maids washed it and put it somewhere, but I didnât know where.
Then, something fell lightly on my shoulder. I turned my head slightly to check that it was the blanket I had just been looking for. It must have been Sigrid who found this in the room. I smiled inwardly. Even if we were upset with our childhood friends, we would do anything for them.
âSigren, thank you for finding meâŠâ
âFionaâŠâ
At that moment, a warmth wrapped around my back with the sound of my name being called. It wasnât just the warmth of the blanket. There were two strong arms stretched out over the blankets wrapped around my shoulders. Then a low voiced echoed in my ear with a sigh.
âIf you were going to leave this place, then just stay in the capital.â
ââŠ.â
Sigren had grown rapidly in recent years. He had grown so much taller than me. He hugged me from behind, but I felt like I was trapped in SIgrenâs arms.
âWhy all of a sudden?â
Wasnât he upset I was going to the capital?
âCome to think of it, itâs nothing new. Isnât it like this all the time? Wherever you are, I will definitelyâŠâ
Suddenly, the young image of Sigren, who blushed and said he would definitely come to meet me, overlaps with his current words.
ââfollow you.â
After saying that, Sigrenâs hands slowly fell away. Even though I was covered with a blanket, my shoulder trembled a little as his body temperature went away.
Finally, Sigren whispered as if he swore. âSo, wait for me in the capital.â
BANG.
The door was closed.
Then I took a deep breath and stared at the door Sigren had just closed.
It was a death flag if the protagonist did something he didnât usually do.