âW-whoâŚ? Manaria-sama, thatâs a joke, right?â
Forcing a strained smile, I asked Manaria-sama .
Because, I mean, there was no way that Manaria-sama would forget about Claire-sama .
To her, Claire-sama should be her important⌠important�
âNothing of the sort, I really donât know . Rather than that, the first name out of your mouth after waking up isnât that of Lilyâs or my own, but another womanâs?â
âAh⌠uhmâŚâ
âWell, itâs fine . So? That Claire, who is she?â
Claire-sama is⌠Claire-sama isâŚ
âI wonderâŚ?â
As though it was a phrase Iâd use on a daily basis, my mouth seemed to remember something .
Though everything had been connected in my head just moments before, it felt as though it had all suddenly vanished .
Even though I was certain⌠I was certain that the name was important to me .
âYou canât remember?â
âYes⌠However, I do get the feeling that itâs the name of someone very precious . â
âIâm quite jealous . If even I feel that way, Iâm sure things would get messy if Lily were to hear that, so I think itâs best if you donât say the same thing in front of her . â
âWhy?â
What did she mean that things would get messy if I said the same thing in front of Lily-sama?
â⌠Are you sure youâre okay, Rei? Isnât Lily your lover?â
Manaria-sama spoke with clear worry .
Lover�
Lily-sama is�
Was that really how things were?
âLily-sama and IâŚ?â
â⌠Your condition seems quite severe . Perhaps itâs best you donât meet with Lily until you settle down a bit . If she were to see you in this state, Iâm sure sheâd lose herself . â
Manaria-sama doubled down on her concern .
âManaria-sama, do you happen to know how my relationship with Lily-sama began?â
âOf course . Iâve heard it more than enough, itâs quite the famous tale actually . Isnât that right, Revolutionary Maiden?â
Revolutionary MaidenâI seemed to remember hearing that title before .
âIt seems my memories are vague, could I ask you to recount the events?â
âOf course . Though I never feel great talking about my rival in love . â
Slipping in such a jest, she told me the story of how Lily-sama and I started our relationship .
Though I listened, I was having trouble internalizing the story . It honestly felt as though the story was about someone else .
I was a commoner that attended Bauerâs Royal Academy and I had been quite critical about the gap in wealth between nobles and commoners .
I thought that I could use the Spirit Churchâs operations as a reference in finding better ways to redistribute wealth . It was during that time that I had met Lily-sama .
As Lily-sama and I were both homosexual, we quickly hit it off and began acting together .
Our bond continued to deepen as we resolved one of the secrets that burdened the Royal Palace, Yuu-samaâs gender dysphoria . Then, accepting an order from the late king, Rousseau, we went on to expose corrupt nobles .
With some discrete help from a prominent noble, Dor François, we were able to expose many misdeeds . After the eruption of Mount Sassal, we threw ourselves into the revolution .
There were many times where Lily-sama faced danger in the revolution, but we overcame those together, and finally, were united⌠It seemed that was the gist of things .
âHave you remembered?â
âY-yesâŚâ
It seems those events had really happened .
Those memories were certainly inside me .
However, for some reason, those memories just didnât seem like my own .
They felt off, as though someone had somehow forced them onto me .
âMake sure you sort things out before you meet with Lily, okay? If you donât youâll make her cry again . â
âYou really worry for herâŚâ
âOf course I would, sheâs something of a little sister to me after all . â
Manaria-sama offered an affectionate smile .
Manaria-samaâs⌠little sister .
âOnee-samaâŚ!
Something seemed to flash through the back of my mind .
However, when I tried to take a hold of it, it disappeared as though it were a mirage .
What was that?
Something is⌠wrong .
âWell, if you did happen to forget, that would mean Iâd get another chance . Perhaps it wouldnât be such a bad thingââ
âI-I wonât forgive such a thing, alright!?â
âAh, sheâs here . â
As Manaria-sama began her usual sweet talk, the one who interrupted her was my beloved Lily-sama .
When she looked at me, I could see tears building up,
âR-rei-san! I was so worriedăź!â
âGah, oof!?â
Even as I remained on the bed, she rushed toward me and dove into a hug .
With physical strength that did not match her appearance, she tightened her grasp on me .
âLily-sama, I give, I give!â
âG-give? Ah, did it mean that you wanted me to give it to you? G-geez⌠to desire me while the sun is still so high⌠B-but thatâs the Rei-san that Lilyââ
âHey now, what are you two trying to start? Itâs still the middle of the day, not to mention Iâm right here with you two . â
âM-manaria-sama, please read the moodâŚâ
âItâs because I read the mood that I stopped you though . At this rate, Reiâs going to suffocate . â
âAh, eh? Wawawa!? Iâm so sorry, Rei-san!â
âPhew⌠I really thought I was going to dieâŚâ
Finally able to breathe, I gasped for air .
âUu⌠Lilyâs gone and done it again . â
âItâs what always happens, isnât it? Iâm not bothered by it . â
âUuâŚâ
âIâm okay, so come here . â
Just like I always had, I pulled Lily-sama toward me, wrapping my arms around her petite, soft body in an embrace .
âSorry that I caused you to worry . Good morning, Lily-sama . â
âR-really, I was really worried, you know! Iâm so glad that you woke upâŚâ
Burying her face in my chest, she sniffled, fighting her tears .
âOh my, really flaunting your status arenât you?â
âItâs not like youâre being forced to look, Manaria-sama . â
âYou say that, but we have lots to discuss about what happens from here on . â
âFrom here on?â
âYeah . For example, the ceremony . â
âT-thatâs right! Rei-sanâs woke up, so we can finally have it!â
Lily-samaâs face instantly lit up in response to Manaria-samaâs words .
âCeremony?â
A ceremony in commemoration of the defeat of the Three Great Archdukes . It seems weâll be hailed as heroes, Rei . â
âL-lily, Mei-chan, and Alea-chan too!â
âYeah . â
Come to think of it, thatâs right .
We had been fighting the Demonâs Rulers, the Three Great Archdukes .
It seemed that the age-long conflict between demons and humans had finally come to an end .
âRei and Lily, you both already have your accolades from the revolution, so this is just doubling down . With this Iâm certain that your names will not remain in Bauerâs history books, but in the records of all human history as well .
âI donât really care for myself, but Iâm happy that Lily-sama is receiving recognition . â
âR-rei-sanâŚ!â
Lily-sama covered her face in embarrassment .
How cute .
Sheâs cute but⌠but what is this, I feel as though somethingâs missing .
âWhere are Mei and Alea?â
When I asked that,
âT-they had been asleep for a really long time as well, but just two weeks ago, they woke up . â
âDidnât you bring them with you?â
âK-kindergarten has already resumed⌠Of course they were really worried about Rei-san, but I didnât think it would be good if all they did was worry . â
It seemed that time moved on mercilessly .
It didnât cater to the internal workings of the people who lived within it .
Living, to some degree, would require compromise .
âA-are you angryâŚ?â
Lily-sama asked timidly .
Putting on a wry smile,
âThereâs no way that Iâd be angry . Thank you for protecting our home while I was sleeping . â
Things would be fine as long as we didnât forget what should not be forgotten .
She had protected that .
Once again pulling Lily-sama into an embrace, I kissed her on the forehead .
However,
âMmghăźâŚâ
Lily-sama seemed dissatisfied .
âW-whatâs wrong?â
âW-why the forehead? L-like always, please kiss me on the lipsâŚâ
Lily-sama pout .
That part of her was very cute as well .
Our faces approached once more, so Lily-sama and I could kiss .
Her light pink lips drew me in .
Howeverâ .
âIâm sorry . It seems Iâm still not at my best, could you let me rest for a little more?â
That line was what came out of my mouth .
âAh⌠sorry . Yes please, go ahead and rest . Come on, Manaria-sama, we should go!â
âOkay, okay . Then, Rei, weâll leave the rest to the staff at the treatment facility . Once the date of the ceremony has been decided, weâll come let you know . â
âYes, please do . â
Pushed away by Lily-sama, the two left the room .
My surroundings suddenly sank to silence .
Laying down, I covered myself with the blanket .
âI see⌠so a bunch of things came to an end . â
Having defeated the Three Great Archdukes, the battle with the demons had ended .
The Empireâs aggressive foreign policies had also changed, so it seemed that the world would become quite peaceful .
Though the ceremony or whatever would be annoying, all that was left was to return home with Lily-sama, Mei and Alea and fulfill the promise that we had made .
âRei, this time, I will fulfill my promise to you .
Suddenly someoneâs voice echoed within my head .
However, I couldnât remember who the voice belonged to .
âIt must be Lily-samaâs voice, right?â
I couldnât think of anyone else who Iâd make such an important promise with .
There wasnât any room for doubt .
I wasnât at all anxious .
Thatâs how things shouldâve been .
And yetâ .
âSomething⌠I feel like Iâm forgetting something really important . â
I felt as though a hole had opened within my chest, and no matter how hard I tried, I couldnât erase that ache .