âLetâs first choose which new skill I want. Hmm⊠Polymorph and Meditation seemed to have come out again, but what is Avatar? I need to get some learn some more about that skill. Sageâs Wisdom, explain the skill Avatar.â
<Avatar is the ability to create a clone of yourself, while retaining the majority of your skills. While you are in control of your Avatar, your main body will enter a period of deep sleep. Your abilities and degree to which you can use your skills will depends on the level of the Avatar skill. You canât create more than one clone, and if the clone dies, the Avatar skill is permanently lost.>
âWow just one life⊠itâs like some game character in hardcore mode.â
I had experienced many life and death situations in this world, so the Avatar skill was very attractive for me.
âUm⊠but if I used the polymorph skill I could likewise visit a human village. Avatar or Polymorph⊠how to choose between them!â
Visiting a Human settlement in a Fantasy world was right up there with my dream of being a Dragonrider. When I first reincarnated it seemed impossible, but now polymorph would give me this one chance. If I were to give it up, it wasnât clear Iâd get another opportunity.
Conversely, Avatar is like an ultimate insurance, giving me an extra life and raising my survivability.
Romance versus survival, this was the dilemma!
âUgh, I donât know! Damn, letâs just try to pick my evolution first. Sageâs Wisdom, explain Golden Arch Lich, Lich King and Slime.â
<Arch Lich is the result of an advanced mage sacrificing his personality to become an undead and gain eternal life. Only if it has received the blessing of the Worldâs Roots could it achieve Golden status. It specializes in Magic Research and the creation of a Life Vessel.
If a Life Vessel is selected, the ArchLich can be resurrected within the Life Vessel>
<Lich King is an undead creature with near infinite power. Only if it has received the blessing of the Worldâs Roots could it achieve Golden status. It specializes in Magical Combat skills and the Summoning of undead. Also, if it chooses a tribute as sacrifice, it can resurrect endlessly so long as the tribute is intact. >
<Golden Slime, all abilities and skills of it are [Unknown].>
âWhat, the last option Golden slime is unknown?â
<Everything is unknown>
âHey, does that last one even count as an answer?â
<âŠ.>
âDamn that stupid Sageâs Wisdom. I had so many questions I wanted to ask it, but one was just wasted.â
My mind was set. In order to defeat Soleste, my path of evolution was clear.
âYes, it has to be this one.â
[You have evolved into a Golden ArchLich]
My body was immediately bathed in a golden light.
âThis⊠whatâs this! Aggggh!â
At first I was incredibly happy to learn that I could speak, but what followed was an sudden wave of emotions, giving me a splitting headache. I held my head while rolling around on the floor in pain.
âMy Lord!â
âLord!â
The insects seemed very worried about me, but at the same time they feared my presence at such a deep, primal level that they couldnât approach.
âLeave me! Now!â
I barked out, causing them all to flee the room in panic. All my emotions which had been suppressed since I first woke up in this strange world, rushed into my mind at the same time. The longing for family, fear of death⊠all my human emotions returned.
âDamn it! Damn it! Why now?â
I couldnât understand, the life which I had been living and thought to have been quite nice, suddenly felt so incredibly bleak. I felt only suffering and rejection towards this world.
After a longtime of rolling around the floor in pain and sadness, I sat up with my arms hugging my knees, staring at the World Roots.
âHave my emotions returned?â
I finally understood why I had adapted so easily to the new environment and wouldnât so much as blink when faced with countless deaths. As an undead, my feelings were completely suppressed. But an Arch Lich is considered a high ranking undead so they would have their own unique personality, opening the floodgates of my bottled emotions.
I looked at my hands which were only bones.
âMy mind canât seem to accept that this is now my body.â
A fear of my new being, as well as all my recent experiences filled my thoughts. Also, the fact that I led an army of insects and was the owner of this strange territory wasnât something my human mind could comprehend.
âDamn! Iâm all alone with no emotional support, why did this have to happen now?â
The fear of everything that was new and strange left me weak and vulnerable.
âIf I had been a human I would be crying, but I had no tears to shed.â
I donât know how much time had passed before I chose to move. I had decided to see Gwyn and Ian, so I walked out of the termite nest and went towards the teepee.
âAh⊠was this place always so beautiful?â
It felt like I was seeing the landscape of the Pit for the first time. As if I had been watching television in black and white my whole life, and suddenly it was upgraded to color. The world was bright and wonderful, which unfortunately only contrasted with my existence even more, making me gloomier.
âIanâŠâ
âHuh, Sir Johra? You can talk now?â
I nodded.
âCongratulations!â
âYou still canât come over, remember?â
âWellâŠbutâŠâ
I took a step back to avoid Ian who was rushing towards me.
His tongue got to work and was furiously licking my face. I held him to my chest, feeling my affection towards it for the first time. Looking at Ian, I began.
âWell⊠I remember many things.â
âCongratulationsâŠoh?â
Ian noticed I was feeling anxious, thatâs why her tone became questioning towards the end.
âPreviously I was not myself, I had lost a lot of memories and emotions.â
âAre you feeling ok?â
I shook my head.
âIâve lost the absolute confidence in myself I used to have.â
Ian and I shared a soul link, allowing her to glimpse the many complex emotions which I was facing. Her facial expression became complicated.
âBut since Iâve talked to you, I feel a lot better.â
Ianâs face became gloomy, she was suffering from our link.
âSorry, I just remembered something I needed to do.â
âJohra, wait a minute!â
But I didnât respond, I left without looking back, leaving Ian in the teepee.
âI canât burden Ian with these dark feelings.â
Everything I thought about caused me pain, and it wasnât something I wanted to force upon her because of our Master-Familiar bond.
I walked for a little while before arriving to her stream.
âHey, Chompy came!â
Gwyn was still a bit upset, she wanted to stay in my skull but I had refused her because it was dangerous, thatâs why she was still pouting.
âWellâŠGwyn..?â
âOhhh?? Chompy! Can you talk now?â
I nodded.
âTch! Seems like Iâm not needed then, was that what you came to tell me?â
âNo Gwyn, I need you more than ever.â
âReally? Do you need pretty me? Really? Eheheheheâ
Gwyn flew around me, sprinkling her golden pixie dust.
âYeah, I felt like I was falling into a deep abyss because Gwyn wasnât there.â
âYes Yes Yes! I will always stay by your side! But⊠I feel depressed when you try to push me away. â
âNo, it wasnât my intention, I just wanted to protect you.â
âWhy do you want to protect me?â
âBecause youâre Gwyn.â
âFor real? Donât go taking your words back later! I really liked it when you said youâll protect me because itâs me! From now, Iâll never get upset, even if you scold me.â
Gwyn who had been circling above began shouting loudly as she zipped into my skull.
âChompy has now been promoted from my mount to my guardian! Hehehe⊠time for a little nap.â
She cried playfully and then lied down, pretending to sleep.
âUhm⊠Gwyn?â
Although it started off as a joke, she actually fell asleep.
âHuh⊠this guy. Still, I was worried she would also be influenced by my emotions because she had the mind reading ability.â
Unlike Ian, Gwyn was like a bottle of sunshine, always positive, which helped relieve some of the burdens on my mind. Maybe It was just my newfound emotions, but her actions felt more exaggerated than usual, as if she was trying to cheer me up.
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âMaybe not, such a childish mind couldnât entertain such complex thinking.â
Regardless, I had never felt such simple and honest emotions as when I spoke with Gwyn.
âGwyn, my greatest fortune in this world might have been to have met you.â
It was always Gwyn who saved me from the brink of darkness, so it was natural for me to appreciate her existence in my heart.