Zhou Yanâs hometown was a small county town near mountains and rivers. The county town was surrounded by mountains behind it and a large river flowing slowly in front of it.
A few tall buildings could be seen along the way just as soon as they exited the highway, and as the car gradually drove towards the depths of the county town, most of the old buildings with a height of six or seven storeys could be seen.
They hadnât had lunch yet.
Ning Junyan asked Chen Yuncheng, âWhat would you like to eat?â
Chen Yuncheng didnât answer. He felt that he could eat anything, even if he had a bowl of noodles in a small noodle restaurant by the roadside, it didnât matter, but he felt that it was too random and somewhat wrong to Ning Junyan.
âIâll eat whatever you want,â Chen Yuncheng finally said to Ning Junyan.
Ning Junyan nodded. He slowed down and drove forward on the streets of the county town until he saw a well-decorated Chinese restaurant on the side of the road. He found a place to park the car and got out of the car with Chen Yuncheng to eat.
It was already past lunchtime, and there were obviously no customers in the restaurant, yet Ning Junyan still asked for a private room and sat at a small round table with Chen Yuncheng to eat.
âThere are no small private rooms,â Ning Junyan said.
Chen Yuncheng rinsed the tableware with tea water1Â and said, âThis kind of Chinese restaurant generally doesnât usually have a private room for two people.â
When putting the cleaned tableware and chopsticks on the table, Chen Yuncheng originally wanted to tell Ning Junyan that it must be hard for him to accompany him on this trip. However, before he could say anything, he was afraid that Ning Junyan would say something back to him that he wouldnât be able to answer. So in the end he just gave up.
The dishes for lunch were ordered by Ning Junyan alone, a soup and three other dishes with meat and vegetables.
When the waiter brought the soup, Chen Yuncheng picked up the soup bowl in front of Ning Junyan and helped him fill it up. Ning Junyan kept his eyes on him and said softly, âThank you.â
Chen Yuncheng had to say, âYouâre welcome.â
After they finished eating, Chen Yuncheng asked the waiter to settle the bill, but the waiter told him that Ning Junyan had already settled the bill after ordering.
Chen Yuncheng felt a sense of powerlessness of having nowhere to move. When they came out of the restaurant, Chen Yuncheng stood on the side of the road and asked Ning Junyan, âDo you think Iâm poor, that you didnât regard me as an equal brother?â
Ning Junyan held the car key in his hand and wanted to pick up the car. When he heard Chen Yunchengâs question, he turned to look at him and asked, âWhy do you say that?â
Chen Yuncheng felt that he was being a bit unreasonable. He wouldnât have minded these things in the past, and he wouldnât have said them despite the awkwardness of the atmosphere, but he had been in a mess for the past two days, half because of Zhou Yan and the other half because of Ning Junyan. He couldnât help but say, âYou came so far with me to find Zhou Yan, and you didnât even let me invite you for a meal? Do you think I canât even afford to spend this amount of money?â
Ning Junyanâs expression was calm, and he replied, âI didnât think about it that much. If you want to treat me to a meal, you can do it tonight.â
Chen Yuncheng was a little stunned by what he said and then said, âIâm sorry.â
Ning Junyan said, âDoes it really matter?â
It didnât really matter, and Chen Yuncheng didnât know exactly what was going through his head. He laughed at himself and said, âIt doesnât matter, donât pay attention to me. Iâm in a bit of a mess.â
Ning Junyan asked him, âIs it because of Zhou Yan?â
Chen Yuncheng glanced at him and nodded without saying that it was also because of him.
Ning Junyan suddenly said, âYou didnât even think of looking for me when I left.â
Chen Yuncheng froze for a moment. At first, he didnât react to Ning Junyan that said at the time he had left, and then he thought that maybe it was the year they got separated, and Chen Yuncheng was standing by, watching as Ning Junyanâs parents took him away.
Ning Junyan didnât seem to need his answer, turned around and walked towards the parking place before he spoke, âIâll get the car.â
Chen Yuncheng had somehow lost his temper with Ning Junyan and had been feeling bad about it. So after they got into the car again, he spoke in a gentler voice to the other party.
He found the address on Zhou Yanâs ID card and showed it to Ning Junyan, âCan you navigate here?â
Ning Junyan said, âIâll try.â
It was the first time they had both come to this county, and they relied entirely on their mobile phone navigation to find their way.
Zhou Yanâs household registration address was in an old district courtyard on an old street in the county town. The car couldnât drive in, so they could only park the car on the nearby street and walk over.
The neighbourhood didnât have any access control, only a lazy old man sitting in the guard room watching TV.
The address on Zhou Yanâs ID card was detailed to the unit and house number. Chen Yuncheng went straight to the doorman, showed him Zhou Yanâs ID card, and asked him if he recognized this person.
The old man touched a pair of old-fashioned reading glasses on the table and set them on the bridge of his nose, looked at the ID card photo carefully, shook his head and said, âI donât remember, but this address is really here.â
Chen Yuncheng asked him, âThen do you recognize this family?â
The old man looked at it carefully for a while and didnât answer directly. He raised his head to look at Chen Yuncheng and Ning Junyan and asked, âWho are you?â
Chen Yuncheng said to him, âThis Zhou Yan is a friend of ours. He returned to his hometown some time ago and could not be contacted. His son is sick again, so we came to find him.â
The old man said âohâ without any intention to press further and said, âI donât know if this family is his family, but there are two couples living at this address; the maleâs surname is Qi, the femaleâs surname is Li, and there is no surnamed Zhou. â
Ning Junyan asked, âHow old are they?â
The old man said, âAlmost fifty.â
Chen Yuncheng thanked the old man, walked into the neighbourhood with Ning Junyan, and planned to go to the familyâs home and ask them in person.
âHave you met Zhou Yanâs parents?â Ning Junyan asked.
Chen Yuncheng shook his head, âHe was sent back to his hometown by the police, and I havenât seen his family.â And too many years had passed, and even if he had seen them when he was young, Chen Yuncheng probably didnât remember what they looked like.
âHe has a bad relationship with his family,â Chen Yuncheng said slowly, âHe never talked to me about his parents.â
Ning Junyan was silent and did not speak.
The neighbourhood was not big, there were four old buildings in it. Chen Yuncheng found the unit building where Zhou Yanâs household was registered, went up to the third floor with Ning Junyan, and knocked on the door lightly after seeing the house number.
He wanted his appearance as unobtrusive as possible, at least to not scare Zhou Yanâs family.
The building was really old, the white walls and ceilings in the corridor had turned grey with dirt residue, and broken cobwebs could be seen in the corners.
Ning Junyan stood behind Chen Yuncheng, and neither of them was short. In the narrow and cramped stairwell, nothing but dimness and a sense of oppression could be felt.
Chen Yuncheng didnât hear any movement in the room, so he knocked on the door twice with a little more force.
While waiting for a response, he turned his head to look at Ning Junyan, âCould they have gone to work? If youâre less than fifty years old, you probably havenât retired yet, right?â
âToday is Saturday,â Ning Junyan told him.
Chen Yuncheng was not sure, âWhat about working overtime?â
Ning Junyan sidled past him to approach the door of the room and raised his hand to knock hard, âMaybe they just didnât hear it.â
There was still no response from the room, but the resident next door heard the sound, opened the door a crack, and looked out vigilantly.
âHello,â Chen Yuncheng asked before the older sister next door close the door, âIs this family at home?â
The older sister looked at him first, and then Ning Junyan, perhaps because she thought they didnât look like bad people, so she replied, âLi jie went back to her parentâs house last week. I donât know if Qi ge is here.â
Chen Yuncheng asked again, âDid you know that they have a son?â
The older sister frowned when she was asked, and after a while, she suddenly said, âYou mean Zhou Yan?â
Chen Yuncheng and Ning Junyan looked at each other.
The older sister said, âZhou Yan went out to work for many years and never came back.â
âHave you not seen him recently?â Chen Yuncheng asked.
The older sister shook her head, âI havenât seen him since he left. Itâs been many years.â
Chen Yuncheng thought about it and asked her, âThen do you know when Zhou Yanâs mother will be back? Or when is his father expected to be home?â
The older sister still shook her head, âI donât know.â After she finished speaking, she was about to close the door.
Chen Yuncheng didnât give up and asked quickly, âThen do you have the contact information of their family? Can you help me ask?â
The older sister didnât seem very happy.
Chen Yuncheng said, âPlease, jiejie.â
The older sister looked at him carefully and asked, âWho are you guys?â
Chen Yuncheng repeated what he said to the doorman.
The older sister listened and said, âThe little one is sick, huh?â She seemed hesitant, âThen wait.â She took out her mobile phone and sent a WeChat message. After waiting for a reply after a few seconds, she raised her head and said to Chen Yuncheng, âLi jie said she will be back tomorrow morning, so why donât you come over tomorrow morning?â
Chen Yuncheng instantly smiled and said, âThank you.â