âBecause itâs really childish⊠Are you the same age as us? Iâm really suspicious sometimes.â
ââŠâ
Lelia shuddered when she heard Griffith. To be honest, she felt like she was stabbed. Because unlike these guys, she was seven years old. But she considered herself to be mature compared to them because she could think like an adult as she had memories from her previous life.
[I canât believe I heard this!]
Lelia let out a deep sigh and covered Oscar with a blanket as he lay on the bed. Like an older sister.
âGood night, Oscar.â
âWonât you wish us good night too?â
âCaptain, are you showing discrimination?â
âWell, it wonât be his first time discriminating.â
Lelia grumbled and said good night to the rest of the boys and left the room. She then went to her room, which was right next door, and went up to the bed. When she saw the white rabbit doll, she smiled.
âThey are childish, so no matter what they say, they are children and still keep those dolls by their bedside.â
Lelia soon fell asleep, hugging the doll tightly.
***
It was dawn. Outside the window, it was pouring rain, and lightning flashed.
âLeo! Leo!â
Lelia woke up in surprise at the sensation of someone shaking her. As she rubbed her eyes, she saw Romeo with a bewildered face.
âWhat, whatâs wrong?â
âOscarâs having another seizure. I was going to call the priestsâŠâ
At his words, Lelia jumped to her feet. It was too much to call the priests every time Oscar had a seizure. If it keeps repeating, theyâll suspect Oscar was possessed by the devil.
Lelia ran to the next room with the bag on the table.
The children who woke up turned on the lights and watched Oscar in bewilderment.
âOscar!â
Lelia approached Oscar who was shaking on his knees and quickly checked his pupils.
âOscar, itâs okay. Donât listen to anything.â
Lelia, like last time, calmed Oscar by grabbing him on the cheeks and patting him gently.
âUghâŠughâŠâ
Trapped in the nightmare, Oscar was afraid to look in the air, and tears fell incessantly from his red eyes. Lelia grabbed Oscarâs face and fixed her eyes on him.
âItâs okay here. Is it because itâs raining? Itâs okay. Thereâs nothing to be afraid of.â
Lelia kept whispering. Very slowly Oscarâs pupils began to return.
âItâs all right, good job.â
After breathing out a sigh of relief, she brought the bag to Oscarâs nose and let him breathe slowly.
He was calming down much faster than before.
âPhew⊠Itâs the rain and sound of the thunderâŠâ
âAre you afraid of the sound of thunder?â
At Leliaâs question, Oscar nodded his head.
âWhen it rai-rains⊠my fatherâŠâ
It seems that it rained on the day that scarred Oscar.
âThere is nothing to be scared of. Itâs just raining. Nothing happened.â
Lelia said, and she brought the doll, which was placed on the bed.
[I didnât think it would work from the beginning, butâŠ]
Oscar received the doll Lelia had given him and hugged it.
âFrom now on, whenever you get scared, look at the doll and talk to it. Just as if I were talking to you.â
ââŠyes.â
Lelia laid Oscar down on the bed and covered him with a blanket. When she turned around, she saw children with white and tired faces. Romeo had seen this before, but the other children seemed to have seen it for the first time today.
âIsnât he possessed by the devil?â Kalix suddenly grimaced, and Lelia quickly turned aside.
Oscar just blinked, perhaps because he was used to this.
Lelia went to Kalix, grabbed him by the cheek, and pinched him.
âHey!â
âWatch what you say! What do you mean by devil?â
Griffith held Leliaâs arm and asked, âThen whatâs wrong with him, do you know?â
SighâŠ
Lelia let out a deep sigh. It was still raining outside the window.
That night, Lelia eventually brought her doll and sat by Romeoâs bed. She stayed up all night talking to them. To put it bluntly, most of the time Lelia was talking alone. It was like she was giving advice, and by advice, it was mature advice.
âDo you understand me? Itâs just a trauma. Iâm sure thereâs one thing youâre afraid of.â
Romeo nodded unusually violently.
Oscar also listened, blinking his eyes, and Kalix and Griffith remained calm.
âWhat are you most afraid of?â Griffith asked Lelia.
âI⊠well.â
[They will think it is weird if I were to say itâs hunger.]
âI⊠for the people of the Empire starving. Thatâs the scariest thing.â
âYouâre going to be Emperor.â Kalix frowned and criticized.
âItâs different because youâre the Crown Prince.â Griffith, however, said unexpectedly.
âSo what are you afraid of?â
âI, I, uh, fatherâŠ.â
Oscar answered Leliaâs question first. Then it was Romeo.
âI⊠the Devil?â
Lelia looked at Griffith next.
ââŠI donât have one.â
[I donât think youâd say even if you didâŠ]
Lelia looked at Kalix next to her.
âWhat am I afraid of? Iâm the one who defeated my uncle, even if he sent a beast to kill me.â
[You⊠know what youâre afraid of.]
Lelia blankly stared at him and shook her head.
âI, I know⊠what Kalix is afraid ofâŠâ Oscar, who remained silent, said, slowly raising one hand.
âWhat? What are you saying?â
Kalix was embarrassed while frowning his eyebrows.
Lelia asked as if she couldnât miss this time, âWhat is it?â
âHe is afraid to talk to girls. Well, last time a girl came to talk to him, he ran away.â
âHey, Iâm not!!â Kalix leapt to his feet and tried to jump on Oscar. Romeo and Griffith quickly grabbed his arms one by one and stopped him.
Lelia giggled looking at them in such a situation.
The five of them talked about various things, including likes and dislikes. It was time to get to know each other more. Until morning came, the room was filled with childrenâs loud noises. Outside the window, it was still dark and raining, but no one cared about the sound of rain or thunder.
Lelia just wanted to comfort the frightened Oscar, but it was an unforgettable night for the child. One day after many years, even before a battle that might cost him his life, he would remember this time and laugh at ease.
It was a long, memorable, and precious night.
Children grow up quickly day by day.
The five children also grew incredibly fast every day, and as they spent so much time together, they became more familiar and closer to each other.
They spent two years like that.
***
It was about six months before they returned to their home country.
âHey, Prince Leo.â
âOh, Lady Julia.â
âCan you accept this?â
The girl, who braided her hair on both sides, gave Lelia a letter envelope shyly.
âThank you. Iâll cherish it.â The cute boy called âLeoâ smiled and turned around.
âOh my!â
âPrince Leo is really nice.â
âIâll write to him again!â
The latest trend among girls from all over the world staying at the shrine was to write a letter to âPrince Leo.â Even though they didnât get a reply, the girls eagerly wrote letters. Itâs because they can at least get to hear his kind greeting and friendly smile.
The boy called Leo sighed as soon as he turned the corner. He had a twitching smile and his cheeks tingled. It was hard to get used to but still. Lelia stroked her tingling cheek and headed to her room. When she came back to the room, she saw a stack of envelopes on the table. She added a letter to it that she had just received.
Then the door burst open.
âIâm going to the library. Have you been there?â
The first person to come in was Kalix followed by Griffith, Romeo and Oscar.
They seemed to have taken a shower after practicing swordsmanship. Everyoneâs hair was wet.
Lelia gave them a complex look.
[Big.]
They have all grown up.
The children were originally not much taller than Lelia, but now grew by more than one inch taller than her.
[Except me!]
Lelia clenched her fists and trembled.
[Werenât girls naturally taller at this age?]
However, the three-year difference seemed to be non-negligible. The official age of Prince Leo, currently disguised by Lelia, was twelve. It was the same for the four children who were close to Lelia.
But Leliaâs real age was nine.
That doesnât mean Lelia hasnât grown up. She has grown a lot since before while she has been eating well and doing well here.
Itâs just that those kids had a lot more growth.
Even Oscar, who had been shorter than Lelia, surpassed her height.
[It hurts my pride.]
And from some point, the frequency of them calling her âcaptainâ had reduced too. Sometimes they called her âcaptainâ, but somehow, she couldnât feel the sincerity. It felt like they were all teasing her.
[Is it because everyone is taller than me?]
Angrily, Lelia squinted and glanced at them as if they were nasty.
âDid you cry again?â Romeo smiled mischievously and asked her.
âI didnât cry!â Lelia yelled and went straight to her bedroom.
In fact, she felt a little uncomfortable dealing with them because of what happened recently.
[Why did I do that?]
Lelia lay on the bed and grabbed her head. And she remembered what happened a few days ago.