âYour Grace, Duke Valentino, why would I play tricks on you? For what?â
âFor that Everett family of yours.â
His words just made me laugh. Theodore Valentino was blind. Even after living with me for a year and a half, he still hadnât noticed anything. Was it because I acted too well, pretending to be a quiet doll?
âAre you⌠really crazy? I am asking you seriously.â
Theodore asked in an angry voice. I answered with an intermittent laugh while holding my stomach.
âI feel sorry for you. Now you know you married a crazy woman.â
ââŚWhat is wrong with you?â
âWhat is wrong with me? This is how I had always been. Listen, Your Grace, Duke Valentino. Iâll only say this once. Iâve hated those bastards from Everett for a long time. If I can defeat those demons with my own hands, I will have no more regrets in my life. Especially Owen, that vicious piece of human scum. I can never forgive him.â
When I mentioned Everettâs demons, hatred always seeped in my voice. Old grudges clung to my heart like something sticky. This grudge will never go away unless I kill those people.
âYou have misunderstood that Iâd do anything for Everett. That Iâm a faithful servant to those bastards.â
ââŚâŚ.â
âWhy didnât you ever listen to me? Iâve been wanting to tell you many times. You always turned away from me and hated me. Even if you hate me, you should have known at least how much I revile those bastards!â
I shouted in a fit of anger. Theodore only stared blankly at me. It was like looking at something completely unfamiliar.
âŚOf course itâs like this. I never fully revealed myself to you.
âHave you heard? Did your aides or knights tell you? That Lennon Chester tried to rape me not too long ago.â
ââŚWhat did you⌠just sayâŚâ
Theodore seemed genuinely surprised. He stiffened in shock, his eyelids quivering.
I made a resolution with a smile back then in the greenhouse that day. No more hesitation, no more hiding. I would trample and kill the part of me whoâs afraid of what would happen if I were to be hated by this person.
âSo you burned half of his face. You donât remember.â
ââŚâŚ.â
âThere was a trial, so listen to it in detail through your aide. You would be given enough answers if you ask others.â
ââŚâŚ.â
âLastly, I never âplayed tricksâ on you. I didnât even think about doing such a thing. You were the one who approached me first when I was doing nothing.â
As I finished speaking, I turned my back on him with a cold face. I was about to head to the bathroom when Theodore grabbed my wrist. I gritted my teeth and tried to shake him off, but this time he grabbed my shoulders with both hands.
âWhat happened? That damn bastardâŚ!â
His face was stained with shock and anger. Aside from the shock, what was the anger about?
Oh, did His Grace the Duke Valentinoâs strong sense of justice get stimulated by Lennon Chesterâs atrocities?
I smirked. I stopped averting my eyes from him and looked straight at him.
âBut you know what? âŚThat this wasnât the first time that bastard tried to rape me.â
ââŚWhatâŚâ
âEver since I was at the Everett residence, heâs been trying to find me alone, making sure my door is locked, trying to lure me to places where no one else isâŚâ
ââŚâŚ.â
ââŚThat bastard has been like that ever since. However⌠That scum Lennon Chester was my top remarriage partner. Can you imagine how horrible I must have felt?â
Tears streamed from the rage that continued to boil. Along with the resentment that I had to endure those painful years. I struggled to smile and talked calmly.
ââŚNow you know how much I⌠wanted to kill those bastards?â
ââŚâŚ.â
People saw only the side they wanted to see in others, and they solidified that image in their minds.
Theodore Valentino did that to me.
And now, I had destroyed that false image.
Now you should know, too. What kind of person is Lily Everett?
I put both of my hands on his wrists that held my shoulders. At that moment, Theodore got startled and his eyelashes trembled. His eyes looking at me were swaying like a candle in the wind.
Smiling like a spring day, I asked in a whisper.
âYou knew everything, right? That I had feelings for you.â