Numerous words came together in my mind then scattered in an instant. Things I had forgotten since meeting Dante again, and things I hadnât bothered to recall, became clearer in an instant as soon as I heard Danteâs words.
But it was only for a moment, and the voice that came out soon after was calmer than I thought.
It was because there were too many things that I had been through so far to be shocked by each one of these things.
ââŚWasnât the kingdom the main culprit that set off the bomb?â
Yeah, thatâs exactly what Masha told me. The kingdom announced the start of the war by detonating a bomb in the village we were living in, and the villagers, including myself, were swept away by it.
Besides, the war is long over. It wasnât enough that it was over, so enough time had passed to sort things out. The members of the delegation who were together also acted as if Dante was their biggest headache, didnât they. Not the kingdom they fought against, but rather Dante who stood by their side during the war.
But why is Dante so specific about the âpeopleâ who detonated the bomb?
Dante, who had difficulty bringing up the topic, immediately closed his mouth and put on a regretful expression. But he canât take back what heâs already said, and I had no intention of ending it here once I started listening to it.
Unable to overcome my pressure, Dante reluctantly revealed the circumstances.
âDuring the war, there were magicians who helped the kingdom army and colluded with them behind the scenes. Perhaps the fact that the villagers were chosen as the first scapegoats was actually the result of the group instigating them.â
And that they might be closely related to the Magic Tower.
Dante only said so, but I noticed that the guess had solidified to an almost certainty.
âHow did you come to guess that?â
ââŚThe bomb that exploded in that village was the type with explosion magic engraved into the magic stone, but there was no one in the kingdom who had the skills to make such a thing.â
At the same time as hearing those words, there were memories that came to my mind, albeit faintly. Masha told me a similar story on the day I came back to life.
âThe reason why we were defeated in succession by the Norbert Kingdom was because of the magicians on the side of the kingdom army.â
âMagician?â
âMm. Did she say that they werenât magicians belonging to the kingdom army from the beginning, and that it was a kind of alliance relationship⌠I canât remember.â
While recalling the conversation with Masha for a moment, Dante continued the story in a low voice.
âSo, the fact-finding investigation that followed after the war was also conducted mainly by forces outside the kingdom. Investigations continued, and the Magic Tower was the last thing left.â
The search was made more difficult, Dante explained, because the magicians disappeared as if they had waited as soon as the war was over.
âAnd you were cooperating with the investigation and found the people you guessed?â
I guess thatâs why youâre telling me like youâre sure of it. Dante blinked slowly at my words, then nodded silently.
âTheyâre called the degenerates⌠There are those who were expelled from the Magic Tower against the will of the Magic Tower, but the time they disappeared and the time the kingdom army started a war coincide.â
âHmm.â
It was an unexpected story when Dante vaguely resolved to find out the cause of his anxiety. Somehow, it feels like a corner of my head is starting to throb.
However, even after hearing this explanation, there were still parts that I didnât understand.
First of all, I donât know why the fact that the main culprits who exploded the bombs were those related to the Magic Tower leads to the conclusion that âthe fact that the village was chosen as the first attacking place is the result of the degeneratesâ instigationâ.
It shouldnât have been difficult to investigate the Magic Tower that sided with the Empire during the war, but why was the investigation conducted at the end?
âEven if you couldnât find the traces, the investigation was too lateâŚâ
I talked to that point, and when I saw Danteâs complexion darkened, I hurriedly shut my mouth.
Come to think of it, the general manager wasnât sane until recently. Under such circumstances, there was no way the investigation related to the Magic Tower would proceed smoothly.
Besides, Dante said that after dealing with only the main culprits revealed during the war, he was imprisoned in the Magic Tower after that.
After the war, he couldnât have cared about what was going onâŚ
Thinking so, I paused for a while to hide my confusion and then said.
âI thought the war issue was completely resolved, turns out it wasnât.â
As there was a gap between 10 years, I donât know much. When I woke up, the war had already ended, and what exactly happened in the war was of no concern to me, and almost as soon as I woke up, I was frantic about going straight to Dante.
So, I thought calmly that everything related to the war would be resolved somehow. Because a lot of time has already passed.
But from what Dante said, that wasnât the case. Perhaps the core force hasnât yet been revealed, and that force may be related to the Magic Tower.
âTell me more about those so-called degenerates.â
The moment I raised my head and said that, Danteâs hand suddenly felt stronger. It was so hard that I, who had been holding that hand for a while, was taken aback.
At the same time as I felt the pressure stronger than usual, Danteâs voice leaked out full of trembling.
âEi.â
âMm.â
I didnât even notice that Danteâs condition was strange. Soon after, he said something that I couldnât understand at all, wondering what kind of thought process he went through.
âWhat if that village that had become like that,⌠really is because of me?â
What is this again? I reflexively frowned at the incoherent story, and Dante nervously grabbed my hand even tighter.
Seeing how it was so tight that I thought the mark might remain if I kept being held, it seemed that he was distracted somewhere else.
âIf itâs true that they helped the kingdom army, it might really be because of me. No, it must be because of me.â
âWait, what are you talking about all of a sudden?â
âThey must have mistakenly thought that my strength had weakened after seeing me staying in that village for a long time, soâŚâ
âDante!â
I urgently called Dante, who started talking gibberish. Dante, who had stopped talking, hurriedly raised his head, whose face was pale, and my eyes met his.
Purple eyes swayed back and forth as if they had met me again, and in an instant, his complexion turned pale.
I let go of Danteâs hand and held onto his confused face. To not let Dante avert my eyes.
âWhy is it because of you? Why is the story suddenly like that?â
ââŚBecause the degenerates have been steadily aiming for the position of the Master of the Magic Tower.â
Danteâs voice was deep when he said that. Soon after, Dante frowned and bowed his head as if leaning on my arms.
âWhen I was lying in front of your house, I was also attacked by degenerates. If I had left as soon as I was well, they would⌠they wouldnât even know the village.â
If so, obviouslyâŚÂ Dante tried to continue, but he shut his mouth, and there was silence for a very short time.
This thought of him, I never thought he would have this.
I was trying to understand why Dante was avoiding me so hard, and why he was reluctant to tell me his circumstances.
Maybe he has been thinking about it unconsciously. That it might be all his fault.
I couldnât see Danteâs expression because he had his head down, so I forced my hand.
The gaze, which had been readjusted by my hand, was already blurred and filled with water.
âDante.â
âMm.â
âItâs not your fault.â
You know that, donât you? I whispered that, yet Dante didnât answer. It just distorted his face more and more.
âI knew it was something to feel guilty about. If I had been in your situation, I would have done the same.â
I thought of the villagers who had been kind to me, whose faces I was struggling to forget.
If they died because of me, and if someone I loved died along with them, I probably couldnât bear it.
But apart from being able to understand Danteâs self-reproach, there was something I wanted to say. No, looking at Danteâs condition now, it was something I had to say.
âBut itâs not your fault.â
ââŚâ
âEven if they really did target you, thatâs because theyâre bad, not your fault. Okay?â
Danteâs eyes went quiet as I continued, so I knew only that Dante would stop blaming himself. No, even if I couldnât completely get rid of the guilt, I thought heâd be fine right now.
However Dante didnât answer me and brought up another topic.
The reason I noticed Danteâs insecurities,
âSo, regarding going out of the Magic Tower⌠please wait for a while.â
The words that I couldnât resist after hearing all of the above.
I knew that Dante was talking back, but I couldnât inquire further. Because Danteâs face had changed to look like he was about to cry.
âLetâs get out when I find them all and they canât harm you again. Even if itâs a bit frustrating right now, stay inside.â
Itâs the safest here. The words added and whispered somehow sounded very earnest.
It wasnât until after hearing that, that I realized why Dante was so anxious that he would be found out by me. It wasnât because they had overwhelming power over Dante, nor was it because they had been harassing the Magic Tower for a long time.
The beginning of that anxiety was me after all. Since Iâve died because of them, heâs afraid it will happen again.
So he was afraid that he would lose me for a long time.
To me who couldnât bear to say anything, Dante whispered again as if pleading.
âPlease, Ei.â
Even after hearing that, there was no way I could have said anything else.
In the end, I nodded my head with the answer, âI understandâ.