He was rather nervous at what he was about to do next.
It felt almost like he was about to confess to a girl he was secretly in love withâŠ
No, no, that wasnât it! All he needed to do was inform Shika about what happened during the past two days! Since Natsuya let him know that Shika seemed to be curious about it, then all he had to do was casually bring it up during their conversation and explain things clearly to her.
After explaining things, he would tell her that if she wanted, they could be good friends⊠or something like that.
But upon further consideration, wasnât this⊠exactly like a confession?
No, it definitely wasnât! Although they were similar, this wasnât a confession!
âI merely awakened to becoming a sis-con! I like her younger form as a brother would, thatâs all!â
âŠBut didnât this seem even worse than a normal love confession?
Seiji discovered this important fact.
Seiji received a huge impact.
Seiji prostrated himself on the ground.
âJust how should I say it, damn it!â He hammered the ground with his fists.
If he went and explained it like this, he felt that it was highly probable for him to be misconstrued as a simple pervert. He would be rejected while being looked down upon.
But he really didnât have any improper intentions. He was simply a pure sis-con.
âHey, even sis-cons are considered perverts, arenât they!?â
âNo, no! Even sis-cons are separated into pure sis-cons and dirty sis-cons! Iâm pure!!â
âPure⊠what?â A gentle female voice sounded out from behind him.
Seiji was shocked to his core!
He hurriedly got up from the floor and turned around to see the maid, Mai, tilting her head slightly.
The Smiling Executioner⊠whoops, Houjou-san!
âWhat are you doing, Haruta-san? I seem to have overheard you saying something strange,â Mai said with a faint smile on her face.
Seeing such a smile on her face, Seiji recalled his earlier conversation with her as well as the legends he had just heard and almost broke out into a cold sweat.
âNo⊠I didnât say anything! I was just checking to see if the floor was clean or not! Yeah, I inspected it and found that it was extraordinarily clean! This must be Houjou-sanâs doing! Houjou-san is incredible!!â
He attempted to justify his strange actions, but it was only after the words left his mouth did he realize how he idiotic he sounded.
Mai slowly stopped smiling.
âYou canât meet my eyes, your face is all tense, and your words sound clearly unnatural. I bet you wouldnât even be able to fool an elementary schooler with this, Haruta-san.â
âEr⊠indeedâŠâ Seiji awkwardly scratched his face.
âLying children arenât cute⊠If you donât want to say anything, then just do that. As a mere maid, I wonât pry,â Mai said lightly before turning around to leave.
âWait⊠please wait a moment, Senpai!â
âHm?â Maiâs footsteps paused.
âUm⊠I want to ask how Shika is doing right nowâŠâ
Upon hearing this, Maiâs lips arced upwards slightly.
âHer bodyâs fine, but⊠her mental state isnât that good,â she responded as she turned around again.
âMental state?â Seiji became tense at hearing this. âCould it be⊠are there aftereffects?â
âI donât know⊠she didnât say very much, nor did she request for treatment⊠Iâd really like to ask Milady what I should do, but she currently isnât here right now. Her cell phone canât be reached, either,â Mai stated calmly.
âLet me go take a look!â Seiji instantly started taking large strides towards Shikaâs room. However, he paused after taking only two steps.
âUm⊠Senpai, just now, Iâm⊠sorry!â
He left only after apologizing sincerely.
Maiâs smile reappeared as she watched his figure disappear into the distance.
âHonestly, him and her⊠theyâre all so silly.â
âCute yet silly~â
The maid continued her work in a joyous mood and even began humming some songs.
Seiji paused in front of Shikaâs room.
He wanted to open the door, but he stopped himself and knocked on the door instead.
âShika, itâs me, Seigo Harano. May I enter?â
There was no response.
Just as Seiji was becoming even more worried, a gentle female voice spoke up from inside.
âPlease enter.â
Seiji pushed open the door and entered.
He saw the petite girl inside clutching and looking at a sketchbook.
That wasâŠ
He raised his eyebrows in surprise as he scanned the room, finding that everything in it was the same as when he was playing together with Shika-chan!
âWhy wasnât any of this cleaned up?â Doubts appeared in his mind.
Did Houjou-senpai forget to do it? Or was it that she was busy with other matters, so she left it for later?
Neither of those seemed like they were correct.
âForget it; that isnât important!â
Seiji approached Shikaâs bed.
âShika, I heard that your mental state isnât so good right now, so how are you feeling?â he asked in a gentle manner.
The girl who currently had her back to him slowly closed the sketchbook.
âSeigo Harano⊠Your real name is Seiji Haruta, right?â
âEh?â Seiji was surprised at this. âIt⊠it is,â he admitted. âWho told you? President Yoruhana? Or Houjou, the maid?â
Shika didnât answer him.
âThis⊠I didnât intentionally try to conceal it from you. I just⊠used an alias for some personal reasons.â Seiji awkwardly scratched his face. âIf youâre unhappy due to this, I apologize.â
âYou donât need to apologize,â Shika responded softly. âSeiji Haruta⊠just like Seigo Harano, theyâre both beautiful names.â
âEh?â Seiji was confused at being praised so suddenly. âEr⊠thank you.â
This was the first time someone had said something like this to him⊠it was praise, right? He felt almost itchy and somewhat strange inside.
âThatâs right, this sentenceâŠâ
âDidnât I say this to you when we first met? I remember I said something like âShika Kagura⊠is a beautiful name.ââ
Seiji smiled as he recalled the fond memory.
âSo itâs been returned to me. I never knew what it felt like to have someone praise your name.â
It felt nostalgic, even though their first meeting was merely a few weeks ago.
âAt that time⊠I could never have imagined that things would turn out like this,â Seiji exclaimed as he mused on the nature of the situation.
Watching the girlâs back, he felt like he had so much to tell her, but he didnât know how to begin.
There was a momentary silence in the room.
Seiji slowly turned to look outside the window.
âHey, Shika. That time⊠on that rainy night, you came. I told you that I would be there waiting for you at that time again⊠you didnât respond, but you still came.â
âAnd then, you died in front of me. Leaving behind⊠only those pure white dying words.â
Seiji recalled the bitter memories that only he possessed; the ones he would never be able to forget.
During that rainstorm, he swore to become her friend.
She accepted it, but still ended up dying.
Being unable to accept it, he loaded back time and saved her.
ââŠI was delighted at seeing you come that night.
âNo matter if it was because you wanted to ask for help, or if it was simply because you didnât want me to wait there in vain, or⊠even if you only went there coincidentally, Iâm still quite happy.
âThatâs because I was worried about you.â
Only when seeing her again did he notice that he cared so much for this girl, who, despite being lonely and struggling with intense pain, died smiling in the icy cold rain.
He sympathized greatly with her plight.
He truly worried about her.
âI⊠donât quite know why Iâm so worried about you, since weâve obviously only met twice before that, and we havenât even talked all that much. But I just⊠want to care for you.â
Before he said that would be her friend. This was a promise.
Even though these were words that she didnât know about and hadnât heard before in this timeline, a promise was a promise.
âI want to become your friend. I want to help you. I want to⊠see your joyous smile.â
âNot sadness, and not a smile that only comes when youâre on the verge of death. I want to do so many things together with you.
âI want you to experience the beautiful things the world has to offer. I made such a promise with you.â
Seiji closed his eyes and recalled that scene during the rain.
In order to fulfill his promise in the current timeline, he had to exert his full effort to make her understand his feelings!
âI⊠think that youâre a good girl, Shika Kagura. You deserve a blissful life⊠no, you absolutely must have one!â
âFor someone like you who never even complained about the world despite being in such a difficult situation, you have this right; you deserve it.â
âI want you to know the feeling of bliss; thatâs why at that time IâŠâ
His words were interrupted.
Even though there were so many things he still wanted to sayâwhen he impulsively hugged her, and she mistakenly took him as her brother; how he decided to play the part of her fake brother, but didnât anticipate the fact that she lost her memories and truly treated him as her âbrother.â
He wanted to tell her about how she pleaded to be spoiled by him like she was a young child, and that he truly cared for her. He longed to tell her about his sadness when he saw all this disappear when she recovered her memories⊠and so on.
He wasnât able to say any of that.
That was because he suddenly felt a warm, soft touch together with a faint and pleasant smell.
Seiji widened his eyes in surprise and saw⊠Shika Kagura hugging him tightly.
Her embrace was reminiscent of Shika-chanâs.
âYou donât need to say anything else,â she whispered in a soft, emotion-filled voice. âI already understand. I know everything now.â
Shika slowly raised her head.
She displayed a soft and cute expression, overflowing with gentleness and innocence, to the dazed boy.