It seems Iām more of a troublesome person I believe.
Onii-chan loves me. I thought it was impossible.
āI want to get along with⦠*sigh*ā
I was shocked to find out the reason for his change of heart.
Maybe I was overwhelmed⦠but in an instant it made me feel stupid.
And so I reflected on what I had done until today.
I was so happy knowing Onii-chan was making a move on me. I thought that I should reconsider my plan that I had prepared so carefully.
Yes, I was supposed to⦠reflect and try again.
āI think thatās⦠foul play.ā
However, I was shaken again thirty minutes after I left the coffee shop.
āWhat are you doing with my sister, Senpai?ā
āI canāt just sit tight and let my sister get involved with a jerk like you, you know.ā
āDonāt you dare utter a single word to my sister.ā
āYes, Iām a Siscon, so what? I canāt overlook that shitty attitude of yours.ā
I remember each word of my Onii-chan that helped me.
He helped me again without caring for himselfā¦
Yeah, it canātā¦
āIt canāt be⦠impossibleā¦ā
At that moment, I felt as if something had shattered.
I could feel the swirling of emotions within my heart.
It hurts⦠I donāt think I can take it any longer.
So I went insideā¦
āExcuse me.ā
I quietly turned the doorknob and slowly stepped into the room.
āSu~ā
As I entered the room, I heard a small voice.
I slowly walked towards the bed where he was sleeping and approached him.
āOnii~chanā¦ā
This is my brotherās room.
Iām standing right next to him adoring his sleeping face.
Of course⦠this action was dangerous.
If he woke up, my efforts thus far would blow up in an instant. There was no excuse for sneaking into his room at this dark hour.
Even though I knew all this, I couldnāt suppress my emotions.
āItās all your fault. You showed me how cool you areā¦ā
I gently touched his soft cheek. I felt his body warmth flowing into my body, and it was getting hotter.
I want to touch more. I want to get closer. I want to feel him even more.
Before I knew it, I had snuck into his bed, lying right next to him.
āItās so warmā¦ā
The warmth I felt earlier was incomparable. As if Iām being hugged by Onii-chan. Iām starting to lose my consciousness.
Was he always this big? No, I think Iām small.
Still, I think itās better this way.
When was the last time I slept with him like this? When we were little, we used to sleep in the same futon. I used to believe that weād always be together.
But now I understand.
I realize how precious the time I spent with him was.
Thatās why Iām so blessed at this moment. I have no regrets. This place is so warm that I donāt wanna leave.
āAahā¦ā
*Sniff*
He smells so good.
Itās strange. My thoughts are getting blurry and unable to control myself.
I noticed that Iām getting wet. Certainly my body is burning, but Iām not sweating because of the heat.
I felt hesitant for a moment, wondering⦠What am I doing right next to him? But I canāt resist the temptation.
āNh~ Uu~ Ahn~ā
While gently moving my finger, I try to suppress my leaking voice⦠So that I wouldnāt disturb his peaceful sleep.
Slowly⦠silently⦠so that he wonāt wake up. *Aah~* Such wickedness made me feel even hornier.
But it wasnāt enoughāā¤ļø
Iām not sure why Iām craving more, even though this is a perfect situation for me.
āAh! Fingersā¦ā
It was something I had never done before.
Normally, I could only imagine his touch through the laptop screen.
But now, Onii-chan is right beside me.
But this is way more dangerous than ever before. Iām about to climax, I know itās pretty close⦠but after that I donāt know if Iāll be able to stand up.
Yes, I know. I know⦠but,
I want it.
I slowly grabbed his left hand with my right hand which was sticky wet. I noticed. The size of his palm and the length of the fingers are completely different from mine.
I crossed my fingers and tried to hold his hand. It was probably the first time since I was in elementary school.
ā¦I donāt know why, but even though weāre just holding hands, I canāt stop my heart from racing. No, my heart has been pounding ever since I stepped into this room, but itās beating harderā¦
Butā the goal now was not only to hold hands.
Of course, I couldnāt be happier with my current situation. I wish I could fall asleep in this state.
But more than that, I want to get pleasure from his- Onii-chanās fingers.
Itās my life long desireā¦
I wish, if these were my Onii-chanās fingersā¦
I wondered how good it would feel to be touched by him.
āIām sorry, just a littleā¦ā
I whispered a few words and gently pulled his hand towards me.
āHaan~ā
I couldnāt help but gasp from the sheer pleasure. It wasnāt just my lower body. I felt the shock over my whole body.
Such strong simulation⦠It feels so goodā¦
It was so different from what I usually do with my own fingers. Even when I used a toy, it wasnāt like this.
Itās closeā¦
Itās a little harder to continue doing this. With that in mind, I move his hand up over my pajama to feel his touch on my chest.
āUn~ Haa~ā
Itās a little less simulating, but itās a lot different than touching myself.
Maybe itās because Itās over my pajamas.
How about direct contact? Then I canā¦
I slowly guide his hand to my stomach. Well, I donāt usually wear underwear at night.
It proved to be helpful in this way.
āHan!ā
My voice got leaked by the direct touch of his hand which was under my pajamas.
I roll my fingers down there while fiddling his finger with the other. I moan each time his fingers play with my tip.
I keep repeating this over and over again. It started to sound squishy.
I surrendered myself to this extreme pleasure and continued to move my fingers violentlyā¦
āāāIāmācomingāāāā
Such a climax feels too good. My body twitches as I slowly lose strength.
āHaa~ haa~ā
My mind is completely blank. I canāt think of anything.
When I looked up, I saw his face was very close to me. If I moved my face up a little, I could almost kiss him.
I closed my eyes and slowly moved my face closer. As if it was natural, little by little, I got closer and closer until I could feel his breath.
āHmmā¦ā
And then, when I was only a few centimeters away, my brother snorted.
āā¦?ā
Is he awake� Thinking so, I hurriedly withdrew.
What should I do! Itās not just that I snuck into his room, but into his bed too! Itās the end of the worldā¦!
For a moment I thought I should get out of bed. But it would be worse if I made noise by mistake.
āHmmā¦ā
I slowly moved out of the bed. Then noticed that he was about to wake up.
Oh no⦠Iāll get caught at this rate.
At that moment I quickly sneak under his bed to hide myself.
Itās not the first time I came here.
While setting up the cameras and microphone, and when I came to steal his personal belongings, I have invaded this room many times.
But this was the first time in my life that I had to hide under the bed.
I heard a creaking sound. I canāt see whatās going on from here, so the only thing I could rely on was sound.
ā¦Ah. But this place is a little bit better.
Onii-chan is right above me. When I think about it, even though itās under his bed, for some reason my feelings are uplifted and my heart beats faster.
I didnāt know if it was the excitement of being exposed to my brother or this place.
Eventually, I heard his breathing again. He seemed to have gone back to sleep.
āā¦hm.ā
I breathed a small sigh of relief and got up from under the bed. I really wanted to feel him a little more, but⦠thatās it for today.
I quickly returned to my room.
āIt was a close call.ā
As I lay down on my bed, the scene I had just witnessed came back to my mind. Breathtaking distance from his face. Snuggling close to him. His sleeping face, and those lips.
āMou~⦠What should I do? Iām not prepared to face him tomorrow.ā
And so, I reimagined his firm touch⦠That night, it took me almost two hours to fall asleep.