It seems I’m more of a troublesome person I believe.
Onii-chan loves me. I thought it was impossible.
ā€œI want to get along with… *sigh*ā€
I was shocked to find out the reason for his change of heart.
Maybe I was overwhelmed… but in an instant it made me feel stupid.
And so I reflected on what I had done until today.
I was so happy knowing Onii-chan was making a move on me. I thought that I should reconsider my plan that I had prepared so carefully.
Yes, I was supposed to… reflect and try again.
ā€œI think that’s… foul play.ā€
However, I was shaken again thirty minutes after I left the coffee shop.
ā€œWhat are you doing with my sister, Senpai?ā€
ā€œI can’t just sit tight and let my sister get involved with a jerk like you, you know.ā€
ā€œDon’t you dare utter a single word to my sister.ā€
ā€œYes, I’m a Siscon, so what? I can’t overlook that shitty attitude of yours.ā€
I remember each word of my Onii-chan that helped me.
He helped me again without caring for himself…
Yeah, it can’t…
ā€œIt can’t be… impossibleā€¦ā€
At that moment, I felt as if something had shattered.
I could feel the swirling of emotions within my heart.
It hurts… I don’t think I can take it any longer.
So I went inside…
ā€œExcuse me.ā€
I quietly turned the doorknob and slowly stepped into the room.
ā€œSu~ā€
As I entered the room, I heard a small voice.
I slowly walked towards the bed where he was sleeping and approached him.
ā€œOnii~chanā€¦ā€
This is my brother’s room.
I’m standing right next to him adoring his sleeping face.
Of course… this action was dangerous.
If he woke up, my efforts thus far would blow up in an instant. There was no excuse for sneaking into his room at this dark hour.
Even though I knew all this, I couldn’t suppress my emotions.
ā€œIt’s all your fault. You showed me how cool you areā€¦ā€
I gently touched his soft cheek. I felt his body warmth flowing into my body, and it was getting hotter.
I want to touch more. I want to get closer. I want to feel him even more.
Before I knew it, I had snuck into his bed, lying right next to him.
ā€œIt’s so warmā€¦ā€
The warmth I felt earlier was incomparable. As if I’m being hugged by Onii-chan. I’m starting to lose my consciousness.
Was he always this big? No, I think I’m small.
Still, I think it’s better this way.
When was the last time I slept with him like this? When we were little, we used to sleep in the same futon. I used to believe that we’d always be together.
But now I understand.
I realize how precious the time I spent with him was.
That’s why I’m so blessed at this moment. I have no regrets. This place is so warm that I don’t wanna leave.
ā€œAahā€¦ā€
*Sniff*
He smells so good.
It’s strange. My thoughts are getting blurry and unable to control myself.
I noticed that I’m getting wet. Certainly my body is burning, but I’m not sweating because of the heat.
I felt hesitant for a moment, wondering… What am I doing right next to him? But I can’t resist the temptation.
ā€œNh~ Uu~ Ahn~ā€
While gently moving my finger, I try to suppress my leaking voice… So that I wouldn’t disturb his peaceful sleep.
Slowly… silently… so that he won’t wake up. *Aah~* Such wickedness made me feel even hornier.
But it wasn’t enoughā€”ā¤ļø
I’m not sure why I’m craving more, even though this is a perfect situation for me.
ā€œAh! Fingersā€¦ā€
It was something I had never done before.
Normally, I could only imagine his touch through the laptop screen.
But now, Onii-chan is right beside me.
But this is way more dangerous than ever before. I’m about to climax, I know it’s pretty close… but after that I don’t know if I’ll be able to stand up.
Yes, I know. I know… but,
I want it.
I slowly grabbed his left hand with my right hand which was sticky wet. I noticed. The size of his palm and the length of the fingers are completely different from mine.
I crossed my fingers and tried to hold his hand. It was probably the first time since I was in elementary school.
…I don’t know why, but even though we’re just holding hands, I can’t stop my heart from racing. No, my heart has been pounding ever since I stepped into this room, but it’s beating harder…
But— the goal now was not only to hold hands.
Of course, I couldn’t be happier with my current situation. I wish I could fall asleep in this state.
But more than that, I want to get pleasure from his- Onii-chan’s fingers.
It’s my life long desire…
I wish, if these were my Onii-chan’s fingers…
I wondered how good it would feel to be touched by him.
ā€œI’m sorry, just a littleā€¦ā€
I whispered a few words and gently pulled his hand towards me.
ā€œHaan~ā€
I couldn’t help but gasp from the sheer pleasure. It wasn’t just my lower body. I felt the shock over my whole body.
Such strong simulation… It feels so good…
It was so different from what I usually do with my own fingers. Even when I used a toy, it wasn’t like this.
It’s close…
It’s a little harder to continue doing this. With that in mind, I move his hand up over my pajama to feel his touch on my chest.
ā€œUn~ Haa~ā€
It’s a little less simulating, but it’s a lot different than touching myself.
Maybe it’s because It’s over my pajamas.
How about direct contact? Then I can…
I slowly guide his hand to my stomach. Well, I don’t usually wear underwear at night.
It proved to be helpful in this way.
ā€œHan!ā€
My voice got leaked by the direct touch of his hand which was under my pajamas.
I roll my fingers down there while fiddling his finger with the other. I moan each time his fingers play with my tip.
I keep repeating this over and over again. It started to sound squishy.
I surrendered myself to this extreme pleasure and continued to move my fingers violently…
ā€œā€”ā€”I’m—comingā€”ā€”ā€”ā€
Such a climax feels too good. My body twitches as I slowly lose strength.
ā€œHaa~ haa~ā€
My mind is completely blank. I can’t think of anything.
When I looked up, I saw his face was very close to me. If I moved my face up a little, I could almost kiss him.
I closed my eyes and slowly moved my face closer. As if it was natural, little by little, I got closer and closer until I could feel his breath.
ā€œHmmā€¦ā€
And then, when I was only a few centimeters away, my brother snorted.
ā€œā€¦?ā€
Is he awake…? Thinking so, I hurriedly withdrew.
What should I do! It’s not just that I snuck into his room, but into his bed too! It’s the end of the world…!
For a moment I thought I should get out of bed. But it would be worse if I made noise by mistake.
ā€œHmmā€¦ā€
I slowly moved out of the bed. Then noticed that he was about to wake up.
Oh no… I’ll get caught at this rate.
At that moment I quickly sneak under his bed to hide myself.
It’s not the first time I came here.
While setting up the cameras and microphone, and when I came to steal his personal belongings, I have invaded this room many times.
But this was the first time in my life that I had to hide under the bed.
I heard a creaking sound. I can’t see what’s going on from here, so the only thing I could rely on was sound.
…Ah. But this place is a little bit better.
Onii-chan is right above me. When I think about it, even though it’s under his bed, for some reason my feelings are uplifted and my heart beats faster.
I didn’t know if it was the excitement of being exposed to my brother or this place.
Eventually, I heard his breathing again. He seemed to have gone back to sleep.
ā€œā€¦hm.ā€
I breathed a small sigh of relief and got up from under the bed. I really wanted to feel him a little more, but… that’s it for today.
I quickly returned to my room.
ā€œIt was a close call.ā€
As I lay down on my bed, the scene I had just witnessed came back to my mind. Breathtaking distance from his face. Snuggling close to him. His sleeping face, and those lips.
ā€œMou~… What should I do? I’m not prepared to face him tomorrow.ā€
And so, I reimagined his firm touch… That night, it took me almost two hours to fall asleep.