āOnee-sama! These sweets are very delicious!!ā
āLady Lidiana! Please try this tea! Itās a recommended gem!ā
āI⦠I see. I willā
⦠Why has it turned out like this.
In front of me, Char is presenting sweets and as if fighting her Marianne is recommending the tea sheād brought. In the back is also Miriallia whoās elegantly sipping tea.
The New Year began with commotion. The place is a room with a balcony on the ground floor of the royalty quarter in the Royal Palace.
Surrounded by three young ladies, my smile twitched.
āāā
The other day, for some reason I was hugged by Count Vidalās second daughter, Miss Charlotte. Frightened by Freed she looked like a small animal, so I unconsciously ended up protecting her.
Although I was confused being called the likes of Onee-sama, thinking itāll soon pass I forgot about it, but those were naĆÆve thoughts.
To my surprise, the next day I received a bulky letter from her asking for a permission to visit me.
She showed off her passionate feelings in what reached 10 sheets of writing paper, after I read through them I smiled dryly.
āAhaha⦠Amazingā¦ā
āHmph. That woman really likes Lidiā
Freed suddenly peered from behind me who was sitting on the sofa. He looked at what I was holding with a displeased grimace.
While returning a bitter smile, I carefully folded the letter and put it back in the original envelope.
āFreed, you have a bad attitude towards Charā
āItās because she said something like Will suits Lidi better than me. Itās unnecessary to treat such a woman nicely, right?ā
Freed who said that as if obvious is childish.
āChar is 16, sheās still a girl. No matter how you put it, I think youāre narrow-mindedā
āWhatever. No matter how generous Iām about other things, itās no good if itās about Lidi. Even if the other party is five year younger child, Iāll be jealousā
āDonāt say that proudlyā¦ā
Freed who unashamedly declared heād be jealous even if the other party was a child, was so resolute it drained my strength.
Itās surely my imagination that I was happy, even if only a little.
Itād be too foolish otherwise.
āRemember. If it concerns Lidi, I wonāt give even an inchā
āAhā¦ā
At Freedās words, I recalled last nightās unpleasant love affair.
Iād continued being embraced endlessly by Freed who turned perfectly greedy, when I noticed it was morning.
Lately, it had successfully calmed to end at three times, and yet it came to nothing.
Still I wonder if I got used to it. Since it had come to me staying here, the days where my body isnāt in a bad condition after being continuously embraced have been gradually increasing. Thereās hardly any pain when I wake up in the morning. The lack of sleep is only a little painful. The necessary amount of Ms. Delrisās medicine is also decreasing.
Itās a good thing, but I retorted What are you getting used to . By the way, I havenāt reported this unfortunate fact to Freed.
ā⦠Everybody says youāre a gentle Crown Prince?ā
Incidentally I remembered the rumor Iād heard before and asked him a question.
But, itās the fact Iām dubious.
Iāve only seen Freed speak sharply to women, so I canāt quite trust them.
Thatās why thinking itās just the right opportunity I asked him.
Having received the question, Freed hugged me from behind and asserted as if it was a matter of course.
āAfter I met Lidi I decided to be different from before. At that time, I honestly hadnāt cared about women. Because I held no interest, conversely I could treat them gently⦠But now I have Lidi. Itās a waste to be concerned about treating them kindly, Iād rather spend the valuable time with Lidiā
āā¦ā
āBesides itās a strange misunderstanding, I absolutely donāt want to make Lidi sadā
ā⦠Freedā
The tone of his voice suddenly turned gentle.
Lidiās my only one , with that he put all his strength into his embrace.
While obediently entrusting my body to such him, I thought that I trust him.
I understand it plenty enough that Freed has feelings for me, itās unquestionable. Thatās why I think nothing of him treating other women kindly.
⦠But well, Iām also a woman. I canāt say Iām not happy about his words.
After all it feels special to be the only one he treats kindly, itās somehow feels like I was chosen.
Although astonished by these thoughts of mine, I returned my thoughts to the matter at hand.
In front of me is the letter from Char asking for a permission to visit. Mysteriously, at hand I have letters with similar intent, two of them had been delivered afterwards.
One is from my close friend Marianne. The other⦠is from Miss Miriallia, who seemed to dislike me the last time.
I donāt understand why she expressly sent me a letter asking for a permission to visit, but in any case there are three letters in front of me.
Lining them up before myself I thought a little.
Now then, how should I deal with that. Iām troubled.
āLidiā
āNn?ā
As Freed called out to me from behind, I raised my face.
While still hugging me, he suggested.
āEvery letter is asking for a permission to visit, right? I give my permission, so if you want to meet, you can all meet in the castleā
āIn the castle⦠Could we use a guest room in the general area?ā
While tilting my head at Freedās words I asked.
Feeling like I may be doing something selfish, if I was refused Iād temporarily return to the ducal residence⦠Is what I thought.
When I informed him of that, Freed took a strand of my hair, and while twining it around his fingers said.
āNo, thereās a meeting room in the royalty quarter. Lidi is already recognized as my Princess Consort by everybody in the castle so thereās no problem. Iāll feel much more relieved than if it was some inappropriate place⦠Above all, if you returned to the ducal residence and didnāt come back, Iād be troubledā
āSaying I wouldnāt come backā¦ā
When I turned my head to him as if to say What are you talking about , I was met with Freedās serious eyes.
āWhat would I do if you said youād rather stay at your home and not come back. Of course, in that case Iād go fetch you immediately⦠But Iād rather not worry about thatā
He brought my wrapped hair to his mouth and dropped his lips on it.
At this gesture my heart beat so fast that I felt so embarrassed I wanted to cry.
āUughā¦ā
It was too much for me, so I hung my head.
Freed is behind me, unable to see my eyes. Only that is the relief.
Otherwise itād be surely exposed that Iām bright red.
Without knowing my inner turmoil, Freed dropped his lips close to my ear, and just like that his tongue crept, slipping down towards the nape of my neck. As I shivered at the touch of his rough tongue, he whispered in a low voice mixed with a passionate sigh.
āHey, letās do it? Lidiā
āY, yup. Got itā
ā⦠Iām gladā
Although I blinked at the somewhat feverish pleading sound, I nodded.
Freed who had gone around before I noticed, got on his knees and covered my lips like itās a matter of course.
As his kiss deepened I didnāt feel like offering Freed resistance, in the twinkling of an eye I was held up in his arms and taken to the bedroom.
Of course later was sweet just a promised? Thatās what happened to me.
⦠Ah jeez, really, what should I do. I predicted it, but I genuinely canāt refuse him.
The way itās slowly progressing is frightening.
⦠Ah, cough. The talk went in a strange direction.
Well, thatās how it went, and now Iām surrounded by three young ladies.
But, with Char, Marianne and Miss Miriallia, the members are too chaotic.
Marianne is observing the room for the use of royalty with sparkling eyes, Char is looking at me spellbound, Miss Miriallia⦠what is it. I wonder if sheās examining the situation. Anyway, with every one of them acting different itās too terrible.
āOnee-sama, itās the first time I eat this new confectionery called yohcan. Itās very delicious! Where did you procure it?ā
Char seems pleased with youkan that I immediately served as tea sweets and enquired me about its retailer.
Youkan was safely completed the other day and achieved a great success, but ultimately it was decided the recipe would be left under the Royal Palaceās control. It doesnāt matter to me who makes it, but from experience I know that that wouldnāt fly.
At directions of Father the Prime Minister, I at least registered the original recipe, and then entrusted the recipe to Bart and Vice Head Chef. From then it seems to be spreading as a special confectionery offered by the Royal Palace. Brother lamented the increase in work, but it must not be an unpleasant work since his expression looked happy.
When taking the opportunity I mentioned making derivative articles like kuri youkan and mizu youkan and so on, he quickly became noisy.
At that time I ran away saying Iāll do it another time, but rather that by Brother, I feel Iāll later be pestered by Bart who heard it.
While recalling them, I calmed Char who bent forward.
āLook, calm down. Because youkan was made in the castle kitchen itās not sold at any shop. If you like it, should I have some prepared so you can take it home as a souvenir?ā
āYes! By all means please!ā
Char smiled happily.
With her pink-brown hair done up on the side, she looks so sweet itās healing. When I thought a little after actually trying to talk to her, I understood sheās a little naĆÆve but very honest child. She seems to have an easy-going character, for better or worse.
While Iām talking with Char, I feel like I have a nonachiever little sister, so I just want to look after her. I want to stroke her head and dote on her.
Staring at our exchange, Marianne spoke dispassionately.
āLady Lidiana. When did you become acquaintances with Miss Charlotte? Besides, Onee-sama⦠isnāt such way of address too rude for the future Her Highness the Queenā
Marianne, who didnāt hide her discontented expression, admonished her while smiling bitterly.
āWell, this and that happened. Besides, I donāt mind, so donāt say anything else, Marianne. And? Whatās your matter? Itās unusual you want to expressly meet meā
āUm⦠Thatās, you seeā¦ā
When I asked for the reason of her visit, suddenly Marianne hung her head with a troubled expression.
Worried by the overly hesitant Marianne, I called out to her.
āMarianne? Whatās the matter?ā
āNo, thinking about it carefully, itās an unimportant talk. Thinking that for some reason I have to report it to Lady Lidiana I came in a hurry, but now Iām regretting it. To come as far as the castle for that, what a shameless behavior⦠Somehow I quickly became apologeticā¦ā
āItās nothing like that. I was quite bored, so Iām glad you came hereā
When I said that truthfully, Marianne made a relieved face. Still she timidly asked.
āUm, didnāt Crown Prince get angry?ā
āEh?ā
When I asked back, not understanding why Freedās name came out now, Marianne put her hand on her cheek with a spellbound expression.
āCrown Prince being infatuated with Lady Lidiana is a famous story already known to everyone. Iāve heard a rumor he doesnāt feel like separating from you even for a moment. Today, I stole his time together with Lady Lidiana, so Iām worried whether I incurred Crown Princeās displeasureā¦ā
ā⦠Itās His Highness who told me to use this room, you neednāt worryā
I could tell my face twitched at the contests of the rumor that had spread.
Infatuated. Whatās with that.
Itās a dizzying word I hear for the first time.
Such a strange rumor is spreading, huh. But, why.
Even if I try to think back, I have no memories of the behavior that could cause it.
I became greatly perplexed about why in the world such an incomprehensible rumor had spread.
āSuch a rumor is spreading⦠My head hurts. And? And Marianne, what did you want to report to me?ā
Itās no use questioning her about gossips.
Since itās come to this, I quickly asked her to change the subject, and straightening herself Marianne nodded.
āYes. If I remember correctly, Lady Lidiana left the last ball held by the Royal Palace early, right?ā
āYe⦠yeahā
Recalling in succession what happened with Crown Prince Maximilian I knit my eyebrows. Marianne continued talking to such me.
āItās about what happened afterwards. The singer whom I had mentioned at the previous Lady Lidianaās tea party appearedā
ā⦠There was such a story tooā
The original plan was to see the singer. That for some reason changed to a bath play.
āUm, the song that he sangā¦ā
āSong? Certainly, heās said to sign unusual songs?ā
āYeah, thatās right. However, it was exactly like the song Iād heard Lady Lidiana sing beforeā¦ā
āThe one I sang?ā
āYes. Itās the song youāve sang just once in front of the cherry tree. Certainly⦠I think the lyrics were like thisā
ā⦠Eh, no wayā
Listening to the lyrics that came out of Marianneās mouth I solidified from surprise.
That song is certainly the one Iāve sang just once in front of her.
But, that singer singing it?
What are you saying, Marianne.
⦠Thereās no way he did.
Itās because, the song I let Marianne hear was a song from my previous life.
It shouldnāt exist in this world.
ā⦠Youāre saying that singer sang it?ā
When, unable to believe it, I once again confirmed, Marianne calmly nodded.
āYes, I remember Lady Lidiana saying before nobody knows this song. Thatās why I found it strange why he knew it. Thinking itās better if I notify Lady Lidiana of that, I came here enduring my shameā¦ā
I smiled towards Marianne, whose expression clouded from thinking she might have done something uncalled-for, to assure her itās not the case.
Itās not uncalled-for at all. Iām very grateful for this information.
Marianne wouldnāt tell a lie. In other words, the singer must be a reincarnated person like me.
Moreover to a sing a Japanese song, heās from the same country as me.
Itās not like reincarnation must be limited to the same era, and I donāt intend to force it, but Iād like to talk, is what I thought.