Outaishihi ni Nante Naritakunai!! Chapter 178
I twisted my body from the unique sensation of waking up. When I opened my eyes, I was strongly hugged.
Already accustomed to it, I knew who it is right away.
āFreedā¦? Morningā¦ā
āMorning, Lidi. Youāre finally upā
Feeling impatience in Freedās voice, I opened my eyes while feeling suspicious.
When I did, I saw Freed watching me intently from up close.
āā¦? What is it? Or rather, what time is it?ā
Itās too dark for the morning. And then I realized I wasnāt wearing my nightwear but my normal clothes. Of course, so was Freed. And at the moment my consciousness cleared up, my memories gradually returned.
My face flared up in an instant.
I recalled telling Freed āI love youā while rebuking him.
When I did, Freed responded to that sweetly.
And then I recalled⦠that when we were about to get to the love affair, I fell asleep. That means Freed has been āwaitingā since thenā¦
Suddenly understanding the reason behind his impatient voice, I turned pale.
āI wonder if itās past 10 oāclock in the evening. You looked sound asleep, perhaps youād been considerably lacking sleep?ā
As he answered, while deep down fearful I apologized.
I neglected Freed who was beyond starved⦠My fate after this is frightening.
āEr⦠rr⦠yup. Umm, sorry for sleeping. Uh, Freed, you?ā
āI also slept a little. Afterwards, I was waiting for Lidi to wake upā
As expected, I couldnāt ask what he was waiting for.
The heat in his voice and the strength in his arms as to not let me go express everything.
Still, hearing itās 10 oāclock in the evening, I could tell I suddenly got hungry.
ā⦠I missed a meal againā
I know itās my fault that I fell asleep. Still, while I felt dejected, Freed said while stroking my hair.
āI was sure Lidi would be like this, so I had Clara make preparations. If youāre fine with something cold, I had something to eat arranged in the other roomā
āReally!? Thank you!ā
My eyes sparkled at the unexpected words. Because I hadnāt expected to eat anything tonight, my joy was great.
I hurriedly tried to get up. But, Freed thwarted me.
I thought Iād have a meal right away, so having been hindered by Freed I glowered at him.
But, looking completely unperturbed, Freed on the contrary coaxed me.
āLetās have a meal a little later, alright? I want you to be with me right now. Iād been waiting for Lidi to wake up all that timeā
āFirst, let me embrace you two, three times. Then, Iāll accompany you for a meal? Okay? Itās fine, right?ā
āI canāt wait any longer. I want Lidi quicklyā
Freedās sweet smile exuded an atmosphere that allowed for no refusal.
I could tell my cheek twitched.
āYou wonāt possibly say you forgot what happened before falling asleep?ā
āI, I wonāt. I wonāt say that, butā¦ā
First, a meal⦠These words were blocked by his lips.
Freed indulged in my lips like he was at witsā end.
āHah⦠Lidi, Lidiā¦ā
The moment I opened my mouth to breathe, his tongue slipped in with a wet sound. Our tongues intertwined stickily. Even though I was trifled with, I frantically responded. The arousing movements of his tongue further roused my senses.
After the long kiss finished, Freed separated his face, and staring at me, with a face like heās about to cry he said.
āIām glad⦠I wondered what Iād do had you forgottenā
ā⦠Itās alright. I remember properlyā
āYup⦠I love you, Lidiā
As he told me he loves me as if to confirm, I responded to him nervously.
Having heard that, Freed smiled with true happiness.
āYup. It wasnāt a dreamā
ā⦠Iāve just said I rememberā
āAfter all, Iām so happyā
I became lost for words from his straightforward manner of speaking. Told such a thing, I canāt say anything else. I just tightly gripped his clothes.
āLidi, can I embrace you?ā
When he asked once again to confirm, I just nodded.
I have no words to refuse him when his body shows he loves me.
Besides ā I think Iām happy myself.
I wrapped my arms around Freedās neck, and pecked his lips.
āSorry I couldnāt say it all that time. I love you, Freedā
When I once again conveyed my feeling properly, Freed raised a delighted voice, and pinned me down just like that.
Without resisting I looked up at him.
āLidi, me too⦠I love you, Lidi. This feeling will never changeā
Changing the angle, Freed kissed me over and over.
I accepted it with pleasure. Before long, Freedās lips began descending.
It felt irresistible to have my neck strongly sucked again and again. Even though I understood heās likely leaving kiss marks, I didnāt feel like stopping him. Because now I feel happy about his actions.
Freed pressed his lips over the kiss marks that had disappeared.
His right hand gently touched my chest. Even though it was through clothes, I felt it more than usual, surely because I recognized that weāre in love with each in the true sense.
While skillfully taking off my dress, Freed dropped a kiss on the Kingās Flower.
āāāā Come to think of it.
He always kisses the Kingās Flower like itās some kind of ritual. I wonder if thereās any meaning behind it.
While I was pondering a little, Freed suddenly smiled.
āCurious? This is the proof that Lidi is mine. For me itās the most beloved mark. I want to kiss it over and over againā
He told me in a gentle voice as if he understood my doubt.
Having been told such a thing, I could only turn bright red.
āCute⦠Does it make you happy?ā
āIsnāt⦠that obviousā
Thereās no way I wouldnāt be happy being told that by my beloved. Thatās why I objected so, and with āYupā Freed nodded many times.
And with a movement like I was seizing the current happiness, I pulled him to me and stroked his head.
āSorry to keep you waitingā¦ā
āItās fine. Because, I understood Lidiās feelings. But, I didnāt think Iād be so happy hearing them put into words like thisā
I timidly asked Freed, whose broad smile went beyond my expectations.
āAround when Prince Maximilian returned. Lidi is easy to understandā¦ā
Thatās almost from the time I came up with (provisional).
I considered that he might have noticed, but itās too lame he noticed from the very beginning.
Uwaa , when I averted my eyes while thinking so, Freed laughed out loud.
āYou donāt have to worry. Thanks to that I could wait patiently. Hey? Lidi. There are lots of things I want to ask and talk about, but letās save it for later. May I get to enjoy Lidi now?ā
I nodded to Freed who said so impatiently.
Immediately I was stripped of my clothes, and a tempestuous, yet very, very sweet happy time came.