Outaishihi ni Nante Naritakunai!! Chapter 206
She and Her Mother-in-law 3
Freed glared at his real mother. As for the Queen, her expression seemed to say Try talking back if you can .
I experienced the feeling of being left behind for the second day in a row as this parent and child situation suddenly unfolded before my eyes.
⦠Well, as always, Iām the main topic.
Neither of them budged an inch.
I had enough feeling out of place, so I stood up and, estimating the right timing, forced myself into their conversation.
ā⦠Excuse me. May I for a momentā
As soon as I did, Freed happily reached out his hand for me.
I endured the feeling of wanting to take that hand.
āLidi, thatās why I told you that you donāt have to go to Esteemed Motherās place⦠Iām here to pick you up, so letās go back soon?ā
Freed invited me in a coaxing voice. Although I felt sorry for him, I refused.
āErr, listen, Freed. I intend to stay at Queenās place todayā
He mustāve absolutely not expected a refusal.
Freedās movements perfectly stopped.
āAs Queen said, I will return tomorrow. Could you endure just one night?ā
Fufufun , the Queen showed a triumphant smile as Freed stood stock still in shock.
āPrincess. I told you to call me motherā
āAh, yes. Mother-in-lawā
Freed shook his head in disbelief. He grasped my hand that I unconsciously reached out.
āI donāt want to be separated from Lidi. Iāll be coming back with youā
āEven if itās just one night, I wonāt endure without Lidiā
I was lost for words as he complained with a serious face. Iām happy to be desired like that.
I could tell my heart was wavering. But, somehow I wanted to hear the Queen talk more. Thatās why, I said.
āSorry. Endure just a little. Errā¦ā
Worried about the Queen, I whispered into Freedās ear so that she wouldnāt hear.
āItās just if you feel like it⦠And of course, if you can fit it into your work schedule⦠When you come back tomorrow⦠Letās do it⦠until morning?ā
What are you saying me , thinking so I hurriedly denied, but having properly caught my words, Freed didnāt allow it.
ā⦠I will adjust my schedule. If Lidiās not coming back thereās no point in returning to my room anyway, so I will work hard. But, Lidiā
When I looked up, Freed had a troubled face.
āI donāt really only want to embrace Lidi? I want to talk, and I want to hug. I donāt mind if youāre just at my side. Donāt misunderstand that, okay?ā
Truly? I wanted to ask that with a serious face, but I let the matter drop in front of the Queen.
Freed regrettably separated from me and let out a large breath.
āIf Lidi says she is staying, I will not say anything else⦠Esteemed Mother, please take care of Lidiā
āNaturally. Protecting Princess is my responsibility. Even if you are lonely, do your best sleeping aloneā
ā⦠Esteemed Motherā
Seeing Freedās resentment, the Queen laughed scornfully.
āYou came here abandoning your government duties, right. You even inconvenience your close aide⦠Truly shameful. Just what about it is related to the word flawless ⦠I want somebody to explain it to this motherā
ā⦠I am going backā
āDo that. Otherwise, Princess would be shockedā
The Queen gestured to shoo him away. After another deep breath, Freed turned to me.
āI will come pick you up tomorrowā
āNo, itās alright⦠Iāll come back properly, so wait. And⦠about the subject before, letās talk about it tomorrow too. Okay?ā
Regretful over parting, Freed stroked my head and like that left the room.
I wonder if the lack of the usual kiss is, as I imagine, his Mother bothering him.
āHonestly, that child⦠Before I knew not only his appearance, his inside also grew up to be like the Kingā
As I reacted to the words spat out with a sigh, the Queen smiled sweetly.
āItās alright. I am on your side. I will not let you suffer on my watch. If it becomes unbearably harsh, you can take a measure of welcoming a concubine same as meā
āSince then, the Kingās visits have abruptly stopped. Yeah⦠I felt relievedā
Therefore you too , as the Queen said that, I hurriedly shook my head.
I donāt want to be misunderstood at least about this.
āUmm, Mother-in-law. I do not wish for him to marry a concubineā
āTruly? But, it is much harder to accept Wilhelm men than you imagine. It may fine now, but before long you tooā¦ā
āNo, truly. Um⦠I would hate it if he had anybody but meā
I would rather accept everything he wishes for. Of course, since the truth is that Iām his mate it wouldnāt happen, but I still think so.
The Queen blinked her eyes as I clearly told her that, and before long she nodded.
ā⦠I understand. Come to think about it, at first I also entertained thoughts like that. However, eventually you will understand what I said. At that time, I will spare no cooperationā
Really, just how deeply rooted is the Queenās resentment.
While I was thinking so, the Queen said silently.
āI do not know how it is for you⦠But for me, the act itself is already unbearably frightening. So much I could not continue accepting the King. It took time, but I am truly glad the King could marry a concubineā
The Queen looked into my eyes and nodded.
āIt seems the King visits the concubineās, Mistress Heleneās, place every night. However, there are no news of pregnancy yet⦠Nevertheless, when I catch sight of Mistress Helene sometimes, I see no signs of exhaustion, so surely the King does not force her. Then it is fine. I am satisfied with that. I want to protect my current peaceful life. That is my wish. To receive the King⦠Truly, I am grateful to Mistress Heleneā
The Kingās desire that the Queen couldnāt accept alone.
She seemed relieved to have transferred it onto another woman. At least, thatās how it looks to me.
The Queen trembled when she said didnāt want to continue being embraced by the King,
I can guess she had it awfully hard. Iām fortunate that my Kingās Flower began changing relatively quickly, and that I was fine thanks to the stamina recovery medicineā¦
⦠Had Mother-in-lawās Kingās Flower changed.
In that case, surely the ending would be different.
Still, seeing that the Queen isnāt the Kingās mate, that canāt be wished for.
The King also said it. That change occurs only in the Kingās Flower of mates.
Thatās why in a sense it may be unavoidable for a princess consort who canāt accept her husband to request for another woman. And for the husband to accept it.
Thatās why Wilhelm royalty successfully practices polygyny. Understanding part of the reason polygyny is accepted, I let out a sigh.
Yup. Iām glad to be Freedās mateā¦
Because, I want to be the only one Freed wants. No matter how abnormal the number of times is, itās much better than him shifting attention to other women.
I absolutely donāt want to tell Freed to marry another woman. Iād rather give Freed everything he wants. Just like I am Freedās only, he is mine only.
I donāt want to hand him over to anyone, and I donāt want to share him.
Polygamy is impossible. Thatās why, itās truly good Iām his mate.
Come to think of it⦠I thought incidentally.
Itās just a feeling from listening to her story, but there were many places where the Queenās and my experiences overlapped.
Especially until the King welcomed the concubine.
The story wouldnāt feel out of place if it was about me and Freed instead.
That is to say, it sounded like the King had been considerably obsessed with the Queen.
Right, as if ā the Queen was the Kingās mate.
I came to my senses at the Queenās voice.
āAh, I am sorry. Mother-in-law. And, um⦠If you please, could you perhaps call me Lidi. I would be happy if you didā
I hurriedly apologized to the Queen who called out to me. And while at it, I tried asking her to call me by my name.
She got me to call her mother-in-law, so I also want to be called by name.
Having heard my suggestion, the Queen happily spoke.
āNaturally. Lidi, my new daughter⦠I will surely protect you as your <ruby>mother-in-law <rt>mother</rt></ruby> . I will not let that matchless savage do as he likes with youā
After all the talk returned to that.
I thought about what to do, but I gave up and decided to reluctantly hold my tongue.