Outaishihi ni Nante Naritakunai!! Chapter 281
Lowering his sword, Freed breathed out.
āY, yup. Iām okay⦠Thatās right, I⦠No, itās nothing.ā
For an instant I thought about taking burden off Freed with neutralization magic, but I immediately reconsidered. Because, while Andreās unconscious attacks are certainly made of magical power, itās not only magical power that the shockwaves carry. On top of it, the rubble that mustāve fallen together with me is flying. Even if I erase magical power, I canāt do anything with stones.
But Freedās barrier properly repels substances such as stones and sand. After all Freed is amazing. I secretly fell in love with him all over again.
However, my neutralization magic, although convenient, is surprisingly difficult to use.
It seems truly useless at times like these. A shame.
āHey, will Lord Andre be alright like this?ā
Another attack came from Andre. This time Freed didnāt move and just gave Andre a fleeting glimpse. He mustāve judged the barrierās strength to be sufficient. Really, Iām never anxious when Iām with Freed.
Despite intense shockwaves coming continuously, Freedās barrier is unperturbed. It makes it look like Andreās attack is no big deal, but Iām sure itās quite dangerous. The surrounding rubble has been completely smashed by the shockwaves, and normally Iād be scared by how the castle breaks with every attack.
āThereās no problem. Lidi, you know well how that personās medicine is effective quickly, right? I think itās about time it takes effect.ā
āEffective quickly⦠Ah, perhaps itās Ms. Delrisās!ā
It clicked with me what Freed had made Andre swallow.
The medicine to control Libido given to Freed. Iām sure he used it.
āFreed, listen. You made Andre swallow the medicine youād received from Ms. Delris, right? But isnāt its effect different?ā
If I remember correctly, it should be medicine to suppress libido. But Freed shook his head to deny.
āNo. If my thinking is correct⦠See, the attacks stopped. Lidi, take a look.ā
Before I knew, the continuous assault of shockwaves stopped.
When I followed Freedās gaze, Andreās body, that had been glowing white, returned to its usual condition.
āAs expected. Itās as I thought. Yup, his magical power settled down. Thereās no problem.ā
When I tilted my head not understanding why the medicine to suppress libido worked on Andre, Freed said.
āRemember the story about libido and magical power being proportional? Those two are inseparable. Thatās why if either is forcibly suppressed, the other will naturally settle down. Itās a reasonable theory.ā
It didnāt click with me at all, but I gave a nod.
Perhaps understanding that, Freed wryly smiled.
āSince I received the medicine from the witch, Iāve been thinking whether it would have some effect on royals who couldnāt obtain the Royal Flower and could no longer control their magical power. Thatās why, since the day Andre escaped, Iāve always been carrying some with me. I didnāt know when I might use it. I didnāt think it would be useful here though. Itās a deserted castle, even if magical power spontaneously went off, it wouldnāt be a problem. If I were alone, I decided to leave him alone when the symptoms began to appear.ā
Come to think of it, he said something like that before too. That he was saving Andre because I wished for it.
Thinking that he made various efforts for me, I felt complicated, both sorry and happy that he was concerned about me.
However, Ms. Delris medicine. I thought it was only for suppressing libido, and yet it has such an unexpected usage.
And so, it led me to recalling what Ms. Delris had said. I told Freed.
āAh, listen. Ms. Delris told me the medicine is only a temporary measure. And that it has different side effects on each person.ā
āI seeā¦Ā Side effects, huh. As expected of the witch. Perhaps sheād predicted this development too.ā
When I looked up not understanding what Freed was saying, I saw him fixedly observing Andre.
āActually, from a while ago I suddenly stopped sensing magical power from Andre. Itās not being suppressed, itās gone. Thatās why I was wondering what happened⦠But itās the side effect of the medicine the witch had mentioned on him.ā
āThe side effect of magical power disappearing?ā
āProbably. Normally itās impossible. Aah, but Iām saved, since like this I can take Andre with me. I donāt know how long the effect will hold, but since thereās no magical power at all, itās possible to imprison him somewhere. At worst I thought of having Esteemed Father watch over him, but like this he can be left to the Royal Guard.ā
āHmph. Ms. Delris told me in Freedās case itād probably return as libido, but itās really different for each person. Iām surprised.ā
While I was astonished, Freed asked back.
āThe witch said so? That it would return as libido for me?ā
āYup. I was thinking the libido suppressing medicine was pointless since the libido would return. Ms. Delris said it was only a temporary measure, but that wasnāt the problem.ā
Freed looked like he pondered for a moment, then he nodded.
āItās nothing. I just thought itās just like the witch. Anyway, even if itās a temporary measure, Iām grateful. Originally several magicians had the duty of sealing him. Alex and others are waiting, but I canāt bring Lidi or unconscious Andre to the battlefield, so Iāll return to the castle for a moment. Okay?ā
Although I didnāt quite understand what Freed said, I nodded.
I want to return if I can. Honestly, I donāt want to part from Freed, but even if I followed him to the battlefield, Iād only drag Freed down, not wanting to see people die. Thatās not what I want.
āLidi, I asked Esteemed Father about you. Wait with Esteemed Mother. Itās probably the safest place.ā
āGot it. Iāll wait with Mother-in-law.ā
Not wanting to worry Freed any more, I obediently nodded. If staying with Mother-in-law means he can fight at peace, I have no reason to refuse.
I kind of donāt want to be alone now, so Iāll be relieved to stay with Moth-in-law.
Freed stroked my head as if to praise me.
āLidi, you deserve a reward, so Iāll finish immediately and come back.ā
I felt embarrassed as Freed brought up what heād said before.
However, wanting to quickly feel Freedās body temperature, I answered positively.
āIāll be waiting, so hurry upā¦. Okay?ā
When I pleaded, Freed smiled happily.
āI promise. āā I love you, Lidi. Only you can rouse me in the true meaning. Lidi, youāre my driving force.ā
āI love you too, Freed. I too want to be with you only, Freed.ā
We exchanged a light kiss and smiled together.
The gentle feeling of lips made me so happy I teared up.
Freed removed the barrier, grabbed Andre with one hand and embraced me with the other.
As he skillfully activated the magic formation despite the circumstances, he told me.
āThen, letās go back. To our Fafnir Castle.ā
The magic formation that appeared shone. I snuggled up to Freed and closed my eyes.
My feelings calm down when Iām close to Freed. Having once again became aware of that, I thought.