Outaishihi ni Nante Naritakunai!! Chapter 360
She and the Masquerade Ball
Shortly after hearing the story from Tiris, I called Marianne to the castle.
Despite the sudden summons, Marianne came not looking at all displeased. She was tilting her head, seemingly clueless of the reason I had called for her.
āAra? Is it only me today?ā
āYeah, thatās right. Marianne, sit there.ā
I called Marianne to one of the reception rooms in the royal quarters.
Itās a room that can be used by any royal, so I reserved it for today.
For the usual tea parties I call at least two of my friends, but today I only called Marianne. Perhaps finding it strange, she looked confused.
Still, she took a seat just as I asked.
āMarianne, you seem to have gone to a masquerade ball. I heard from Tiris.ā
I didnāt beat about the bush.
Marianneās eyes went round as I got straight to the point, but her expression immediately slackened as if to say, āThatās all?ā
She covered her mouth with her hand and laughed bashfully.
āMy, you heard from Tiris? Iām embarrassed. But, itās exactly like that. I said it at the last tea party, right? I couldnāt help being curious. Fortunately, I had a connection, so I could secretly participate. It was a very enjoyable time!ā
I nodded to Marianneās words then broached the main subject.
āAnd⦠I heard you met the man weād talked about there.ā
Marianne blushed just like a maiden in love. If the other person wasnāt the fake Apollo, Iād have honestly supported her.
āā Damn you, fake Apollo. Iāll never forgive you.
I again decided to never let him sink his poisonous fangs into Marianne. Completely unaware of my renewed determination, Marianne dreamily muttered.
āHe was more wonderful than Iād heard. I intended to go home after stealing a glance at him, but he talked to me. You know that Iām talkative, right? I thought men found it unpleasant, but he listened to me with a smile from beginning to end.ā
Itās true that Marianne is talkative. While there are men who think such women are cute, quite a lot find them unpleasant.
The fake Apollo appears like a man who doesnāt mind that at all, so he seems to have scored high for Marianne, whoās slightly worried about her talkativeness.
āā He skillfully buttered up to herā¦
āThey were hidden by the mask, but he had very well-ordered looks. Really, who is he? Of course, I understand that probing into a personās identity misses the point of masquerade balls, but Iām still curious.ā
āHe listened to lots of stories about you, Lady Lidiana. He answered very skillfully, so I unintentionally got excited and talked a lot.ā
Why would a man and woman who met at a masquerade ball get excited by stories about me?
Wouldnāt they usually talk about themselves? Of course, itās an ironclad rule not to talk about things that could expose your identity, but still, the first meeting between a man and woman should be about estimating each otherās worth.
ā⦠Say, why did you talk about me?ā
ā? Eh, thatās how the conversation progressed. Er, at first, he brought up the subject of His Highnessās marriage. Then, he said something like he wanted to know what sort of person His Highnessās beloved Princess Consort is, since none of his acquaintances knew⦠And then it just happened. He was listening happily, so even I found it a little strange, but see, it was my first time at a masquerade ball, so I convinced myself that it was the usual⦠Ah, but, I didnāt say anything that could be disadvantageous to you, Lady Lidiana! Rest assured of that!ā
As Marianne clearly said that she talked about things that she only ever talks about with the āCheering Associationā, I got an unpleasant feeling.
In other words, they were mostly talking about me and Freed flirting.
After all, isnāt it strange?
Iām particularly bothered by how they got to the topic.
āI want to know what sort of person Princess Consort is.ā Is that really a conversation for a masquerade ball?
Moreover, a masquerade ball isnāt the best place to find a person interested in that topic. After all, masquerade balls are places for unknown men and women to meet. The purpose is to form an ad hoc relationship and jump into bed. Everybody is aware that theyāre slightly immodest evening parties.
Would a man popular with woman appear in such a place to talk about truly irrelevant things with a partner who might not even be interested?
There are topics more interesting to women. Especially Marianne is into currently fashionable places, popular novels, or fun gossip.
In fact, Marianne really got into the topic he brought up, but⦠it only worked because it was Marianne, it wouldnāt go well with any other woman. Doesnāt that mean the fake Apollo was convinced the woman he was talking to was Marianne?
āā Heās more and more shady.
The man has an unknown identity and pretends to be Freed (Apollo).
Come to think of it, at the last tea party, I heard he only courts daughters of high nobles. And that he happily listens to them talk.
Grumbles of daughters of high nobles about their relatives. And, stories about me he heard from Marianne.
What is it? Thereās nothing definitive, but I can only see it as strange.
He hides his identity and obtains information under the guise of listening to their grumbles.
Isnāt that just like the āhoney trapā that I know from my previous life?
āā Honey trap!! Thatās it!!
I felt like I finally understood the meaning of the manās actions.
Thatās right, a honey trap.
Hiding his identity, cajoling women, getting information he needs, and disappearing without future trouble. I saw detectives and spies doing what he does on TV in my previous life. Itās exactly the same.
āā If so, whatās his aim?
I donāt know what information he gets from women, so I canāt tell his purpose, but one thing is clear.
I mustnāt let that man sink his poisonous fangs into Marianne.
If there was a serious affection between them, it would still be fine. But I canāt allow my important friend to fall prey to a man who uses womenās feelings.
Of course, it being a honey trap is just my personal opinion. It may be wrong, and it has no basis. But, since it crossed my mind, my suspicion has only deepened, so at least, I donāt want him to get closer to my friend.
I adorned a look as serious as I could and told her.
āIām telling you this for your own good. Donāt go to masquerade balls anymore. It wonāt do you any good to go there. It may be a rude way of saying it, but itās where men eat women. You donāt know who that man is, right? You shouldnāt involve yourself with such a person.ā
āTiris also feels like this. Thatās exactly why she came to me to talk about you. I want you to stop going to masquerade balls. I donāt want my friends going to strange places. I hope you can understand my feelings.ā
I told her clearly. I thought that otherwise, Marianne wouldnāt listen, having lost her head over love. Marianne seemed to have not expected me to go that far, so her eyes widened in surprise.
āNothing might have happened this time. But, you understand that becoming acquainted with a particular man at a masquerade ball is synonymous to having a relationship between a man and woman, right? You might not regret it, but as your friend, I sincerely want you to stop.ā
Iām not denying masquerade balls. I know people go there to enjoy themselves, and I think itās fine for people who donāt want future trouble to enjoy themselves there.
The reason is simple. I donāt like her partner⦠and sheās my important friend.
I canāt overlook somebody unknown, who moreover might be honey trapping her, aiming at my friend. Itās only natural.
But, Marianne hung her head troubledly and refused.
āCertainly, I can understand Tiris and Lady Lidianaās concerns, so Iām grateful for them. However, this is the first time. He is the first man to seriously listen to my stories. Of course, I would be lying if I said that I didnāt care about his identity, and I expect him to say goodbye after a few meetings. However, at least until then, I want to have a dream. A dream of sparkling love. In any case, Iāll one day marry a man my father chooses, so I wish to have that opportunity at least once.ā
ā⦠Is it a dream you are willing to trade your chastity for?ā
Unless youāre marrying royalty, thereās no problem with not being a virgin.
Itās not easy to offer virginity to an unknown man.
It may sound hypocritical, but I also properly experienced that feeling.
In my case⦠Yes, I had no choice but to take that measure. If there had been another way, I wouldnāt have wanted to go to the masquerade ball either. That was an emergency measure.
āAnswer, Marianne. Are you really okay with it? Wonāt you regret it?ā
Marianne became lost for words and avoided my gaze.
Even though sheās confused by love, it must be scary to take the step further. I think thatās exactly why she finished at only talking last time.
āThe next time you meet him, Iām sure youāll be invited to a separate room. This time you were simply lucky. Itās just that kind of place. Hey, Marianne. Please, wake up.ā
I understand that Iām just imposing my opinion.
However, I donāt like it at all, so I canāt help it. Marianneās gaze swam for a while, and then she told me.
ā⦠Thank you. I caused both Lady Lidiana and Tiris to worry. Um⦠Thereās still time until the next time I meet him, so I want to give it a little thought. You made me realize I was getting carried away⦠So Iāll think about whether I really desire the next time.ā
ā⦠Iāll be happy if you do.ā
I nodded to Marianneās reply.
To be honest, I wanted her to clearly say, āI wonāt go.ā But, I canāt say anything more. I only told her what I think, but I should think of it as progress.
āā The possibility of Marianne going to a masquerade ball once again isnāt zero.
The person herself recognized she was getting carried away by love.
Even if sheās calmed down now that I cautioned her, thereās a decent possibility that sheāll go back to how she was.
āā Uuu. I wish I could clearly say that I canāt trust him because heās a shamā¦
Because, supposing I did, sheād definitely ask, āWhy do you know that?ā
I couldnāt tell her the reason then.
I could never say that the man from half a year ago was Freed, who would never go to a masquerade ball now because heās clingy with me. My lips are sealed about that man being a sham.
āā Aah, itās become troublesome.
I continued talking with Marianne while being at witsā end on the inside, and eventually she left the castle with a smile.