(I’m so mindless that things can become like this.)
What I could do now was only to listen carefully and find out where I was now.
It might be near to the sea because I could hear the whistle of ships sometimes. This was the second time for me to go to the sea.
The wooden floor was a bit damp and kept shaking, so I guessed I was on a ship.
There was a huge port at the west side of the Capital. They wouldn’t realize I could be here because it was a little far away from the Capital.
And nobody could help me if the ship sailed.
Having recollected my actions a few days ago with depressed mood I remembered that I was walking in the city because I worried Emirya won’t be there at that time.
I had planned to ask him many things when he came back.
But I was a little concerned about the strange looking maid I met on the way, I used to talk to her…
I didn’t know what happened after that, and I was here when I woke up again.
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Everyone must had been searching for me now, how useless I was!
People would hate themselves more and more when they were down. So did I.
As the First Princess, not only did I not contribute to the country, but I was holding back the company.
Maybe Emiya would leave me because of my incompetence.
 (N …no, maybe, he has already left the Central Country.)
The South Country might be conscious of this situation.
And it actually was a smart choice to back up before being involved.
I felt a pain in my chest but I still thought it would be great if Emirya could live in a safe place.
 (I don’t want you to meet the person who has the same bad situation on eyes as me.)
 I couldn’t imagine what I would be like later.
 (They haven’t killed me, am I a hostage?)
I calculated the number of days because the meals were sent to me regularly.
I was so miserable!
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 (I am finally ready for the marriage and have already been given territory…I’ve tried my best to help my country.)
If my existence became the shackles of others, I hoped I could be quickly abandoned.
I didn’t want to become more miserable.
When I was almost crying, I suddenly remembered a friend of mine.
 (If it was Britney, what will she do?)
She was full of energy and vitality, in my opinion, she would never just wait for death.
Maybe she would try her best to find a way to escape, or collect the intelligence at least.
Even if my hands and feet were tied, I could still crawl.
 (I can’t give up!)
I needed to find a way to save myself.
So I wriggled my body and tried to search in the room.
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