Tenseishitarashii Nodesuga, Zensei no Kioku ga Mattaku Arimasen Chapter 9
Although I really hate it, the only place I can go home to is there. There are no streetlights. Moonlight and starlight is also nonexistent. It didnât even cross my mind to spend my time in the total darkness of the night outside, so I Â left Allecâs house with heavy footsteps. Haruka walks beside me.
Judging from Allecâs house, my and Harukaâs house are in opposite directions. Despite that, Haruka always sends me halfway. It might seem like itâs so I donât get lost, but actually, I understand that heâs being careful as it might be hard to say it in front of everyone. Harukaâs concern is casual and kind.
[This may sound like useless meddling butâŠ]
Hearing me sigh countless times, Haruka tactfully began to talk.
[Thereâs a saying that the first husband, compared to the husbands that follow after, is less objectionable. We may be the ceremonyâs failures, but itâs said that the reason for the failure of the ceremony is on the receiving side.]
Harukaâs height is not that high. I was about 15-6 years old in appearance when I just reincarnated, Haruka who is on his 10th year looks like heâs about 25 years old. But our height difference is around half a head. My line of sight is only slightly lower than his, I meet eyes with Haruka.
[Itâs said that the first husband has a responsibility for making a male reincarnator appear. Thatâs why, they must take care of us, even if just a little bit. Theyâre dismayed at first, and might even get upset⊠but, once theyâve calmed down, they will definitely calm down so. Thatâs why⊠Thatâs why, you seeâŠ]
Even though I didnât understand what Haruka was trying to say, I stopped walking upon seeing his serious eyes.
[Thatâs why, as much as you can, itâs better to be careful not to provoke your husband. The first husband is alright as long as he doesnât get mad. From the second husband onwards, whether you anger them or not, he will do you when he wants to, and you will be hit whenever. Itâs said that whatever you do is useless.]
When he said âto be doneâ, does he mean that Iâll be done? As I thought, will I be done by Saine?
I can feel my blood dropping. I can feel cold blood going down from the crown of my head towards the tips of my toes.
Haruka tightly grasped my trembling hands.
[Itâs alright. It⊠it may not be alright but, youâre going to be okay.]
[What does that mean?]
[I will teach you how to have sex. Even if your husband gets horny, you must prevent him from suddenly thrusting it in. Whether itâs oil or soap, you must lubricate your hole with anything slippery.]
[Uwaah⊠I donât want to hear it.]
[Please listen. Because itâs for the sake of protecting your body. Depending on your husbandâs mood, you must avoid him suddenly putting it in at all cost. You must loosen yourself as much as you can, or else you will definitely get injured.]
Haruka grabbed my arms and looked at me with serious eyes.
I understand looking at those eyes that Haruka is really worrying about me. He was neither making fun nor was he joking, he was seriously thinking for my sake.
[You might get injured no matter what, but as long as long as you made prior preparations, it wonât be that serious because there are physiciansâŠ. Honestly, it would be great if there are phones in this world, thoughâŠ]
[Phone?]
[Because, even if you get injured and is unable to move, I will be able to rush over once you call me through the phone. I donât like not knowing whether you went to the Reincarnators Association or at home unable to move at times that we donât meet.]
Harukaâs right hand shook restlessly as if he was nervous. I somewhat felt happy while looking at that gesture. Although itâs a weird feeling, I feel so happy that heâs this serious thinking about me and I feel ticklish.
When he finally noticed it, the shaking of his hand has stopped. Even though I am scared, but, the fear was pushed away as I was talking to Haruka.
Although Granny and the others also worried about me and looked after me, but I am not their priority. Their most important companion are their children, and then their husband. At the end of the day, Granny and co who have reincarnated for many years quite love their husbands.
The Menâs Club is, how do I say it, well, just do your best by yourself, or something like that. Weâre both men after all, I donât really mind such simplicity, but I was happy that Haruka earnestly worried about me.
[How did you do it on your first time, Haruka?]
[Me? I had experience in my previous life so I had no problem.]
[Even if you did, your body was still new.]
[Hmm, that might be so but⊠Your body is indeed new, isnât it. However, this body remembers it. About my previous life.]
[What does it mean?]
[Since my body just moved arbitrarily instead of thinking of like how to accept a man, thatâs why I think that this body hasnât become completely new, but that its time has re-winded. While carrying the memory before I died.]
[Then, are the others in the Menâs Club also like that?]
[Letâs see. Because Allec had experience in his previous life, he was fine. Alternatively, he made his completely clueless husband come with his technique from his previous life. But because Kent and Duke were straight men, it seemed they had a hard time.]
[âŠ. They must have had, indeed.]
[The Menâs Club is created by me and Allec. Even if I said that we created it, itâs only made as a gathering spot, though. Kent and Duke reincarnated after that, but they just wouldnât listen even when we tried to explain to them how to have sex with their husbands, and then, the two of them had a horrible first time experience.]
[âŠâŠ.]
[Because the husbands were inexperienced in embracing men and the reincarnators themselves were also the same, itâs understandable that the result is naturally like that. There were no love within the two of them, and they were forcibly⊠However, they were both strong. Now, even if their husbands feel like doing it, they will first fight.]
[Fight?]
[Thatâs right. A real fist fight. Itâs a formal greeting with their asshole on the line. Theyâll be able to protect their butts if theyâre able to win 2 out of three.] (TN: This should be sad, why am I laughing?)
Arenât they strong, he laughed, I also laughed with him. Even though the content is like that, itâs a great help that Harukaâs way of talking is funny. My feelings is slightly improving.
[Anyway, I hope you donât do the missionary position.]
[Missionary position�]
[The missionary position. Itâs like this.]
Haruka who said that, spread his index and middle finger widely in a V and turns it towards his palm.
[Your husband will come between these fingersâŠ]
[I, I got ittt! I got it so please donât finish the restâŠ.]
Why do I have to listen to an erotic lecture in the middle of the road?
I panicked and stopped Haruka.
[This is an important matter, okay? Because youâre a novice, you canât use this position, got it? Youâve probably never slept with a man even in your past life, either.]
[How do you know?]
[I can tell. You are a decent man. You havenât lost your way like me.]
Since Haruka started walking, I followed suit. Iâm scared of getting closer to the house, but having someone to talk beside me diverts my attention.
[What the heck is that? You have not lost your way.]
[I have. Because I am an expert in men even on the other side.]
[? Doesnât that mean you like men? Why are you saying that youâve lost your way just because of that?]
When I tilt my head sideways, Haruka was a little surprised.
[The meaning of losing oneâs way is to do something one shouldnât do, right? Â Like being a thief or a murderer, isnât it being like that? Whoever comes to love whom, it doesnât make them bad, does it?]
I do think that itâs bad if you still pursue them even though youâve been refused after confessing, but if youâre mutually in love then thereâs no problem. Whether itâs a fellow man or fellow woman, itâs fine as long as the other party accepts it.
When I said so to Haruka who was strangely speaking as if heâs a criminal for liking another man, he briefly made a face as if heâs going to cry and then he laughed.
[I think that part of you is good.]
[I also think Haruka is nice. After all, youâre a good guy.]
When I grinned, Haruka also smiled with the same expression.
[Letâs be friends.]
When I pushed out my clenched fist, Haruka also did the same and bumped it into mine.
Harukaâs fist and mine have the same size, and in the dark red setting sun, they perfectly fit. From our elongated shadows, too, they look like a bridge made from two connected people.
[I will never abandon a friend. Haruka, too, please tell me if you have something troubling you. Even if I wonât be of help, I will worry with you, and we will fight it together.]
[A manâs friendship, eh?]
[Yeah!]
For the first time since I reincarnated, I got myself a friend.