C22~ Countermeasure Meeting
As soon as we returned to Arland, instad of going to the adventurers guild to report, we went to Anju’s mansion on our feet.
I felt somewhat sorry to use her house as if it were an inn, but we don’t want anyone to hear our conversation from now on.
The walls of the inn were thin and it was easy to leak information there …
Needless to say, we had to discuss something important,
As a result, Anju’s mansion was selected as the perfect abode.
In response to this, Anju suggested that we should stay at her house tonight.
She was a gentle child.
I somehow wanted to return this grace properly.
ā€œā€¦ That’s why.ā€
I confessed to Anju and Nine the part I had been hiding from them until now … my relationship with Leticia. Needless, to say they would have their questions about the relationship between the hero and me.
And since they had already witnessed it all, I shouldn’t try hide it …
They also wanted to know the situation, so they decided to heed to my confessions.
ā€œOh, this house is quite large. I’ll pass it passes in quality for my resting place.ā€
By the way, Sana too came with me. I hope that she didn’t though.
ā€œFor the hero to have done such a thing ā€¦ā€
Anju frowned when he learned of Leticia’s true face.
They were different than the people who I had confessed to before. At least they believed me unlike the others…
Nine, who was behind her, had a similar face.
ā€œI broke up with Leticia and left the party, but for some reason Leticia is obsessed with me and chased me to this point. I don’t know what she is even thinking about at this pointā€¦ā€
ā€œIsn’t it because she wants to make use of Haru-san’s power?
ā€œHow can that be true ā€¦ā€
Sigh
I hadn’t realized it until recently. But I am strong.
Dragon … I can win in a battle against someone like Sana.
As everyone said, my power is out of the standard.
I hadn’t really felt that way, but … I was able to recognize it to some extent.
I was able to build up a bit of confidence on it at least. It seems that I myself ain’t able to come to tabs with my strength.
But I don’t think Leticia relies on my power.
Rather it was the opposite.
I feel like she was forcing me not to fight at all. She was overly protective in a rotten kind of way.
ā€œDid she get jealous of Haru’s power? As far as I can tell, Hull seems to have more power than the hero. She must have got jealous of that and thus treated him badly. Isn’t there a possibility that … ā€œ
ā€œI think Nine’s reasoning might be correct, but it’s still a mystery as to why she would be obsessed with Haru.ā€
ā€ā€ Hmm ā€œā€
Everyone nodded their head.
I’m was already confused at the mysterious Leticia and I don’t know what she is thinking.
But…
What are these guys thinking about?
They are equally mysterious.
ā€œIsn’t that hero just wanting to possess my master to herself?ā€
Suddenly, Sana said such a thing. She was the only one not that mysterious but she was incredibly stupid.
ā€œWhat do you mean … what do you mean?ā€
I couldn’t help but ask twice.
ā€œIs that something like wanting to keep a punching bag?ā€
If it’s Leticia then it could be possible. Sana shook her head.
ā€œNo. It’s different. She wants you in a romantic sense, like she wants to make you her own thing.ā€
ā€œWhat?ā€
Sana’s words were enough of a shock to make my pupils to turn over.
Leticia is trying to monopolize me in a romantic way …
No no.
That’s not possible.
If she had that kind of feeling, she wouldn’t have treated me like trash.
ā€œRegretable, even if the master has such ridiculous power, he’s still a long way off when it comes to the path of love.ā€
She is saying it with such a face as if she is good at it. When it comes from a little girl like her it feels even more unreal.
I was a little frustrated.
ā€œWomen change people when love is involved. Sometimes they become kind and sometimes they become scary. Changes vary from person to person. But, it might sometimes seem impossible for these changes to be too much since most suffer minor changes. Various changesā€¦ā€
Anju butted in seemingly intervening the adult talk,
ā€œIs that … in the case of Leticia then, is her feelings for Haru so strong, that she has a strong desire of wanting to posses him for herself?ā€
ā€œI think so, that’s the case.ā€
When asked by Anju, Sana nodded with a confident look.
When I tried to say that all of this were stupid claims …, I noticed that Alice and Nine also nodded in sync as they seemed to be completely convinced.
ā€œIt’s not an impossible theory. It must have been that out of that desire, that she had done such terrible things to Haru. I remember hearing that common for people like her who are called Tsundere.ā€
ā€œMaybe it wasn’t because she was jealous of Haru’s talent that she tried to hold him down not allowing him to weild his power. She was afraid that Haru, who had became stronger, would leave her behind one day. Therefore, she felt compelled to tie him up. ā€œ
Everyone’s reasoning went on and on, but I’m not convinced.
What was behind Leticia’s actions was love …
Even if I were to believe all of that, what should I do?
If so, should I forgive her?
Should I accept her feelings?
Such a thing …
ā€œLet’s keep this topic aside for the time being.ā€
Suddenly, Alice butted in like that.
ā€œWe don’t know about the hero, but we’ve just finished the pilgrimage, so it’s a good idea to take a break, right?ā€
ā€œThat’s right ā€¦ā€
ā€œI’m sorry. I should have been aware of that ā€¦ā€
ā€œYou are as tired as we are. Let’s take a break.ā€
ā€œI want to eat good food! I hear that all human food is good!ā€
ā€œHmm, I see. Sure, it’s about time for dinner … Nine, can you prepare?ā€
ā€œYes, young lady.ā€
In this way, a break was organized …
Did Alice tell them to take a break, noticing that I was in trouble?
I couldn’t help but think about that.
**
After having a meal, I took a bath and was guided to the room as I was.
It seems that the conversation was at least over today.
ā€œFuā€
I opened the window and took look at the night view of the city.
It was very beautiful, but I wasn’t able to mersmerize on it probably because I were actually deep in thought. Even till date I am not able to get over those abuse.
ā€œLeticia … with me?ā€
I can’t believe such a thing.
It can’t be possible.
It’s hard to believe that the cussing and ridicule that I’ve been facing until were actually out of love.
but …
What if everyone’s reasoning is correct?
What if there was love for me at the root of Leticia’s actions?
At that time, I …
ā€œHaru, is everything good?ā€
Looking back, Alice stood behind me before I knew it.
ā€œI’m sorry. No matter how many times I knocked, I didn’t get a reply, so I entered without asking.ā€
ā€œOh, oh … okay. I was a little troubled, so ā€¦ā€
ā€œIs it about Leticia?ā€
Alice asked.
Sigh.
ā€œā€¦ Yeah. Actually, I am not sure how to respond to it, but what should I do … Sometimes I think that it would have been better, no… I would have been rather glad and it would be much easier for me, if everything about Leticia is malicious.ā€
Those words came out of my mouth almost naturally.
It was strange.
I felt like I could share anything with Alice without the least bit of worry of being ridiculed. If at all she had save me time and time again.
ā€œHaru is really kindā€
ā€œWhy lead you to that conclusion?ā€
ā€œFor some reason, I’m not trying to think about Leticia at all. Why should I care about someone who is a completely stranger let alone someone who treated you so badly. But Haru is different. I’ve done terrible things to her without even blinking an eye, I might have to reflect on it.ā€
ā€œThat’s not the case… I’m just indecisive and I just can’t make a decision ā€¦ā€
ā€œI think that’s your kindness is what drives you to that state. You can’t help but think even about your enemies.ā€
Is that so?
I should have decided to break up with Leticia.
I should have declared it.
But when a little possibility came up, that foundation was already shaken …
I don’t want to forgive Leticia. But is that really the right thing to do?
Yet, Alice says I am kind.
I am……
ā€œYou don’t have to rush to find an answer. Haru is a little too impatient. Think about it slowly.ā€
ā€œIs that possible?ā€
ā€œYes, it is.ā€
Alice’s words make my chest a little lighter.
ā€œThank you. I think I feel better now.ā€
ā€œyou’re welcomeā€
ā€œSo … what about to Alice? What are you doing here?ā€
ā€œHaru had a worried expression on his face, so I just came to see.ā€
It seems that the reason why the discussion about me and Leticia that had broke out was interrupted was due to Alice’s consideration of me.
ā€œIf that’s so … Thank you. Alice is always helping me.ā€
ā€œThen, could you treat me with delicious rice next time?ā€
ā€œOkay, let’s go eat.ā€
ā€œI was easily accepted … I wonder if I should choose the one that is extremely expensive?ā€
ā€œā€¦ I’ll have to refuse you politely.ā€
ā€œAhahaā€
Talking to Alice like this is a lot of fun.
It feels like I’m back to my childhood days when everything seemed to be so much fun… yet it became hell ever since Leticia changed.
ā€œWaitā€¦ā€
ā€œWhat’s wrong?ā€
ā€œNo, it’s strange … I feel like I have talked to Alice a long time ago.ā€
ā€œThat’s …!ā€
ā€œWell, maybe we have?ā€
ā€œā€¦ Yeah, no. Isn’t it just a misunderstanding?ā€
Is that so …?
Something is struck in my memory threatening to resurface … but I can’t seem to remember.
ā€œSince, Haru seems to have resolved his problem, so I’ll go back to my room. Good night Haru.ā€
There seems to be something wrong there…
ā€œAliceā€
ā€œYes?ā€
ā€œOh no … nothing. Good night.ā€
ā€œYeah, good nightā€
I wish her good night with a bright smile … I wonder if that would help her.
Is it just in my mind or does Alice looked somewhat lonely?