As soon as we returned to Arland, instad of going to the adventurers guild to report, we went to Anjuās mansion on our feet.
I felt somewhat sorry to use her house as if it were an inn, but we donāt want anyone to hear our conversation from now on.
The walls of the inn were thin and it was easy to leak information there ā¦
Needless to say, we had to discuss something important,
As a result, Anjuās mansion was selected as the perfect abode.
In response to this, Anju suggested that we should stay at her house tonight.
She was a gentle child.
I somehow wanted to return this grace properly.
ā⦠Thatās why.ā
I confessed to Anju and Nine the part I had been hiding from them until now ⦠my relationship with Leticia. Needless, to say they would have their questions about the relationship between the hero and me.
And since they had already witnessed it all, I shouldnāt try hide it ā¦
They also wanted to know the situation, so they decided to heed to my confessions.
āOh, this house is quite large. Iāll pass it passes in quality for my resting place.ā
By the way, Sana too came with me. I hope that she didnāt though.
āFor the hero to have done such a thing ā¦ā
Anju frowned when he learned of Leticiaās true face.
They were different than the people who I had confessed to before. At least they believed me unlike the othersā¦
Nine, who was behind her, had a similar face.
āI broke up with Leticia and left the party, but for some reason Leticia is obsessed with me and chased me to this point. I donāt know what she is even thinking about at this pointā¦ā
āIsnāt it because she wants to make use of Haru-sanās power?
āHow can that be true ā¦ā
Sigh
I hadnāt realized it until recently. But I am strong.
Dragon ⦠I can win in a battle against someone like Sana.
As everyone said, my power is out of the standard.
I hadnāt really felt that way, but ⦠I was able to recognize it to some extent.
I was able to build up a bit of confidence on it at least. It seems that I myself aināt able to come to tabs with my strength.
But I donāt think Leticia relies on my power.
Rather it was the opposite.
I feel like she was forcing me not to fight at all. She was overly protective in a rotten kind of way.
āDid she get jealous of Haruās power? As far as I can tell, Hull seems to have more power than the hero. She must have got jealous of that and thus treated him badly. Isnāt there a possibility that ⦠ā
āI think Nineās reasoning might be correct, but itās still a mystery as to why she would be obsessed with Haru.ā
āā Hmm āā
Everyone nodded their head.
Iām was already confused at the mysterious Leticia and I donāt know what she is thinking.
Butā¦
What are these guys thinking about?
They are equally mysterious.
āIsnāt that hero just wanting to possess my master to herself?ā
Suddenly, Sana said such a thing. She was the only one not that mysterious but she was incredibly stupid.
āWhat do you mean ⦠what do you mean?ā
I couldnāt help but ask twice.
āIs that something like wanting to keep a punching bag?ā
If itās Leticia then it could be possible. Sana shook her head.
āNo. Itās different. She wants you in a romantic sense, like she wants to make you her own thing.ā
āWhat?ā
Sanaās words were enough of a shock to make my pupils to turn over.
Leticia is trying to monopolize me in a romantic way ā¦
No no.
Thatās not possible.
If she had that kind of feeling, she wouldnāt have treated me like trash.
āRegretable, even if the master has such ridiculous power, heās still a long way off when it comes to the path of love.ā
She is saying it with such a face as if she is good at it. When it comes from a little girl like her it feels even more unreal.
I was a little frustrated.
āWomen change people when love is involved. Sometimes they become kind and sometimes they become scary. Changes vary from person to person. But, it might sometimes seem impossible for these changes to be too much since most suffer minor changes. Various changesā¦ā
Anju butted in seemingly intervening the adult talk,
āIs that ⦠in the case of Leticia then, is her feelings for Haru so strong, that she has a strong desire of wanting to posses him for herself?ā
āI think so, thatās the case.ā
When asked by Anju, Sana nodded with a confident look.
When I tried to say that all of this were stupid claims ā¦, I noticed that Alice and Nine also nodded in sync as they seemed to be completely convinced.
āItās not an impossible theory. It must have been that out of that desire, that she had done such terrible things to Haru. I remember hearing that common for people like her who are called Tsundere.ā
āMaybe it wasnāt because she was jealous of Haruās talent that she tried to hold him down not allowing him to weild his power. She was afraid that Haru, who had became stronger, would leave her behind one day. Therefore, she felt compelled to tie him up. ā
Everyoneās reasoning went on and on, but Iām not convinced.
What was behind Leticiaās actions was love ā¦
Even if I were to believe all of that, what should I do?
If so, should I forgive her?
Should I accept her feelings?
Such a thing ā¦
āLetās keep this topic aside for the time being.ā
Suddenly, Alice butted in like that.
āWe donāt know about the hero, but weāve just finished the pilgrimage, so itās a good idea to take a break, right?ā
āThatās right ā¦ā
āIām sorry. I should have been aware of that ā¦ā
āYou are as tired as we are. Letās take a break.ā
āI want to eat good food! I hear that all human food is good!ā
āHmm, I see. Sure, itās about time for dinner ⦠Nine, can you prepare?ā
āYes, young lady.ā
In this way, a break was organized ā¦
Did Alice tell them to take a break, noticing that I was in trouble?
I couldnāt help but think about that.
**
After having a meal, I took a bath and was guided to the room as I was.
It seems that the conversation was at least over today.
āFuā
I opened the window and took look at the night view of the city.
It was very beautiful, but I wasnāt able to mersmerize on it probably because I were actually deep in thought. Even till date I am not able to get over those abuse.
āLeticia ⦠with me?ā
I canāt believe such a thing.
It canāt be possible.
Itās hard to believe that the cussing and ridicule that Iāve been facing until were actually out of love.
but ā¦
What if everyoneās reasoning is correct?
What if there was love for me at the root of Leticiaās actions?
At that time, I ā¦
āHaru, is everything good?ā
Looking back, Alice stood behind me before I knew it.
āIām sorry. No matter how many times I knocked, I didnāt get a reply, so I entered without asking.ā
āOh, oh ⦠okay. I was a little troubled, so ā¦ā
āIs it about Leticia?ā
Alice asked.
Sigh.
ā⦠Yeah. Actually, I am not sure how to respond to it, but what should I do ⦠Sometimes I think that it would have been better, no⦠I would have been rather glad and it would be much easier for me, if everything about Leticia is malicious.ā
Those words came out of my mouth almost naturally.
It was strange.
I felt like I could share anything with Alice without the least bit of worry of being ridiculed. If at all she had save me time and time again.
āHaru is really kindā
āWhy lead you to that conclusion?ā
āFor some reason, Iām not trying to think about Leticia at all. Why should I care about someone who is a completely stranger let alone someone who treated you so badly. But Haru is different. Iāve done terrible things to her without even blinking an eye, I might have to reflect on it.ā
āThatās not the case⦠Iām just indecisive and I just canāt make a decision ā¦ā
āI think thatās your kindness is what drives you to that state. You canāt help but think even about your enemies.ā
Is that so?
I should have decided to break up with Leticia.
I should have declared it.
But when a little possibility came up, that foundation was already shaken ā¦
I donāt want to forgive Leticia. But is that really the right thing to do?
Yet, Alice says I am kind.
I amā¦ā¦
āYou donāt have to rush to find an answer. Haru is a little too impatient. Think about it slowly.ā
āIs that possible?ā
āYes, it is.ā
Aliceās words make my chest a little lighter.
āThank you. I think I feel better now.ā
āyouāre welcomeā
āSo ⦠what about to Alice? What are you doing here?ā
āHaru had a worried expression on his face, so I just came to see.ā
It seems that the reason why the discussion about me and Leticia that had broke out was interrupted was due to Aliceās consideration of me.
āIf thatās so ⦠Thank you. Alice is always helping me.ā
āThen, could you treat me with delicious rice next time?ā
āOkay, letās go eat.ā
āI was easily accepted ⦠I wonder if I should choose the one that is extremely expensive?ā
ā⦠Iāll have to refuse you politely.ā
āAhahaā
Talking to Alice like this is a lot of fun.
It feels like Iām back to my childhood days when everything seemed to be so much fun⦠yet it became hell ever since Leticia changed.
āWaitā¦ā
āWhatās wrong?ā
āNo, itās strange ⦠I feel like I have talked to Alice a long time ago.ā
āThatās ā¦!ā
āWell, maybe we have?ā
ā⦠Yeah, no. Isnāt it just a misunderstanding?ā
Is that so �
Something is struck in my memory threatening to resurface ⦠but I canāt seem to remember.
āSince, Haru seems to have resolved his problem, so Iāll go back to my room. Good night Haru.ā
There seems to be something wrong thereā¦
āAliceā
āYes?ā
āOh no ⦠nothing. Good night.ā
āYeah, good nightā
I wish her good night with a bright smile ⦠I wonder if that would help her.
Is it just in my mind or does Alice looked somewhat lonely?