Mia is sitting in front of me. No one else is here.
We gathered in the same room as always to study, I said I was leaving the rest to them, and came back to my room to make some things with Alchemy.
That was just two hours ago.
But then I heard a light knock on the door, and opened it to find Mia by herself, meekly dropping her shoulders.
âSo you tried all sorts of things and nothing worked?â
She weakly nods.
Leila, Yor, and the others have been teaching Hikari and Yuri based on their experiences, and their study sessions have been productive.
And yet, itâs not working. Especially when they tried to explain to Mia how to correct her holy magic from scratch. She had no idea what they were talking about.
Whatâs she thinking going to someone she rejected so strongly? Is she just that desperate?
âWhat part of it donât you understand?â
âBasically everything.â
She says bluntly.
âWell, you know holy magic, so did someone teach you how to use it?â
âNo. It just sort of popped into my head and I started using it.â
Now that I think about it, she didnât chant anything when she cast Heal and Recovery.
She just said the names of the spells and they activated instantly, didnât they?
âCan you try using Heal again?â
âAll right⌠Heal.â
Yes. Even with Magic Energy Detection, I didnât sense so much as a fluctuation in her magic energy before she cast it.
âW-was there anything weird about it?â
She looks worried. I probably have a grave look on my face again.
The way she uses magic feels close to mine. Like she doesnât have to chant a long incantation to use magic either.
âDid they show the magic stone we use to practice?â
âYes.â
âAnd you tried to infuse it with magic energy?â
âI tried it after they explained how, but it didnât work at all? Magic energy? I couldnât sense that either.â
Hm⌠Thatâs a problem. Her starting line is feeling magic energy. If she canât do that, itâs hopeless. I can feel magic energy because of the Magic Energy Control skill, butâŚ
Do I have that look on my face again? She looks worried. Looking at her kind of reminds me of an abandoned puppy.
âW-whatâs so funny?â
Was I smiling? The worried look on her face disappears and is replaced by pouting with puffed cheeks.
So she can make faces that are appropriate for her age too.
That sort of stiff air around her, like sheâs trying too hard, is nowhere to be seen at this moment.
Someone in a grand position like a saint probably doesnât get too many chances to relax.
âGive me your hands.â
She complies, and I grab her hands. She looks surprised, and faces down as her face turns red.
That reaction is going to make me feel self-conscious too.
âI donât know if it will work, but Iâm going to try making magic energy flow to you. Tell me if you feel anything.â
She nods, and I make some magic energy flow to my right hand.
âSo? Did you feel anything?â
ââŚI donât know.â
âThen Iâm going to make it a little stronger this time. Tell me if you feel it.â
I increase the amount of magic energy, and adjust as I look at her expression.
Hn⌠I see a slightly unnatural movement in her eyes. Did she feel something?â
âIt feels weird, but I have a feeling like thereâs something warm flowing in the palm of my left hand.â
âI see. Then Iâm going to make it a little stronger.â
I gradually increase the strength of the magic energy, and see Mia is starting to breathe heavily.
âA-are you all right?â
âY-yes. I am. Can you make it a little stronger? I feel like Iâm almost on to something.â
She says with a serious expression and a wrinkle between her eyebrows. I can tell sheâs really trying to grasp something.
I do as she says and increase the strength of the flow of magic energy even more. Iâve been adjusting it, but wonât it backfire or something if the magic energy flows in a weird way? Iâm a little worried, but as far as I can see, the flow of magic energy is still all right.
The magic energy leaving my body through my right hand is transmitted throughout her body and returns through my left hand.
âŚSheâs kind of trembling and moaning but⌠Does she not notice that?
I feel like Iâm seeing something I shouldnât, and look away from Mia.
Ooh⌠Looking away actually just made it weirder. Not seeing something makes the imagination have to fill the gaps. Am I being tested? If someone were to open the door right now⌠Would I be executed?
In this quiet room, only Miaâs⌠Discomposed? Breathing echoes.
Free your mind. Clear away obstructive thoughts.
I donât know how long this goes on for, but eventually I hear a big sigh coming from her.
âThatâs enough. I think I get it somehow.â
There are large drops of sweat on her forehead, but she is smiling from the bottom of her heart.
That smile shakes me a little, no, that wonderful smile shakes me a lot. I stare at her without even realizing.
âWhat is it?â
âI was just thinking that your smile is beautiful.â
Ah, I shouldnât have said that. She just asked me all of a sudden and the words came out of my mouth.
Her face turns even more red.
Weâre still holding hands, and we both notice it at the same time.
She tries to pull away, but I grab them a little tighter.
âI-I didnât mean to upset you. Ahem. Letâs do it again, to make sure you donât forget that feeling. And this time, you make magic energy flow.â
âYes. I understand.â
Her embarrassment is gone, and she looks serious.
âStart when you feel like it.â
I relax my body and wait.
She takes a few deep breaths, before she suddenly stops, closes her eyes, and focuses.
Time keeps passing, and I donât feel anything on the palm of my hand, even if I focus.
More time passes, and I say nothing as I feel nothing.
Mia takes a deep breath, raises her head, and kind of looks like sheâs about to cry.
I let go of her hands, which are covered in sweat.
âNo one can do it right from the beginning. Letâs take this one step at a time.
She lowers her head, and doesnât say anything.
I wipe my hands, and give her a few taps on the head before patting it.
She raises her head again, and our eyes meet.
âIâll say it again, no one can do it right from the start. Letâs try again tomorrow.â
âYes.â
âThen letâs rest for today.â
I didnât notice this, probably because I was focused, but weâve been at this for a while. Enough for the color of the sunlight entering through the window to change.
Mia goes back to her room, and I stay here, thinking by myself.
But I canât think of any magic item that can make it so she can feel magic energy. Thereâs nothing in the list of the Alchemy skill either.
The world isnât that convenient. I lay down on the bed, and let go of my consciousness. Ah⌠Iâm tired in more ways than one.
Itâs almost time to eat, but I need to rest for a bit.