Chapter 1290: I Loved Him
āBesides, Elder Sister Moāer threw herself into the sea for the West Duke. Just by this act alone, if the West Duke was still able to forget her after that, I would lose all respect for him. How would anyone be able to entrust the rest of their life to him?ā
Jun Xiyan looked at her little sister. She had never been an ordinary girl and had always been extremely intelligent.
Perhaps that was the reason why besides Tang Moāer, Qingqing was the only one the West Duke treated differently. How was it possible to not love this Qingqing?
Jun Xiqingās red lips slowly curved upwards as he looked at the full moon in the sky. āAll of you keep saying that the West Duke shouldnāt love Elder Sister Moāer, but donāt you also love the deep relations.h.i.+p I have with her?
āThe West Duke made his name known when he was very young and has always had one person in his heart. He loved her utmost devotion so as you spend time with him, youāll gradually be attracted to him, your heart will start beating faster around him, and then in the end⦠youāll fall for him.
āI loved him as well. Even though our love came to a terrible end, I donāt regret ever loving him.
āI would even go as far as to say that my heart will no longer move for another man now that Iāve been with him. There are so many men in this world but Iāll be hard pressed to find one who could even compare to him. And even if I were to find someone like that, Iāve already been involved in the story of Elder Sister Moāer and him, and seen his deep love for her. Whoever I find eventually may never be capable of such an intense, pure love. And even if he was, so what? The West Duke was the first person I liked when my youthful heart started understanding what love was. My heart is full of memories of him, and he has left a permanent and beautiful mark on my life.
āSo you say that I shouldnāt love him but⦠I think that loving someone⦠is just making the best out of a situation.
āElder Sis,ā Jun Xiqing said as she clutched her sisterās hands, exposing the vulnerable side of herself as she pleaded, āI donāt love Brother Zhu and I donāt want to just settle on him. Weāre sisters of the same blood, so letās not let this drive us apart. Please stop forcing me.ā
Hearing Qingqing speak so reasonably and baring her raw emotions like that, there was absolutely nothing Jun Xiyan could say at all.
The Jun Family had always been intelligent, the youngest daughter being the brightest one of them all.
It was then that Jun Xiyan thought back to the words Monk Xuanyi said all those years ago before he went off on his journey.
Monk Xuanyin had said that Qingqing was the Empress Star and her fate was tied to the lonely Emperor Star. But their love was fated to be one-sided and would never work out.
This relations.h.i.+p would rob Qingqing of her ability to love anyone else.
Jun Xiyan grabbed Jun Xiqingās small hands and said gently, āAlright, I wonāt force you then. Iāll help you talk to Zhu Qing.ā
āElder Sis, thank you,ā Jun Xiqing said as her red lips curved upwards and her bright eyes slowly swirled with colors. āDonāt worry about me. My greatest love is still this country. Women donāt just live for men. Iāll make sure I live my life to its fullest potential.ā
This Qingqing was the one whom Jun Xiyan knew and loved, who was bright and dazzling.
āI believe you Qingqing. Iāll take my leave first then.ā Jun Xiyan left.
Zhu Qing looked at Jun Xiyan. āElder Sis, what did Qingqing say?ā
Jun Xiyan shook her head.
Zhu Qingās eyes flashed with disappointment but he recovered quickly and smiled, saying, āQingqing has always treated me like a brother. Iām the one who read too much into our relations.h.i.+p. From now on, Qingqing will be my sister.ā
Hearing this, Jun Xiyan breathed a sigh of relief but her eyes quickly turned cold and she asked, āNo matter what Qingqing just said, she still has strong feelings towards Lu Yeming. What are you going to do about it?ā
āLu Yeming is merely a b*stard when it comes to Qingqing. He hurt her feelings and I will make sure that he can never have a relations.h.i.+p with Qingqing again. Iāll never let her return to his side!ā
After she finished reading the doc.u.ment, Jun Xiqing returned to her room to take a bath filled with rose petals. Then she put on a white chiffon dress and dried her hair with a towel.
At this moment, someone knocked on the door and her handmaiden Ping Pingās voice floated in from the outside. āYour Excellency.ā
Jun Xiqing lifted her eyes. āYes?ā
Your Excellency, Country Aās diplomat, Wei Yan, is here. He said heās here on the orders of the West Duke.ā
He had sent his diplomat over?
His coronation was tomorrow.
Jun Xiqing stopped drying her hair and spoke up. āPlease get him to wait a little while. Iāll be there in a little while.ā
The diplomat, Wei Yan, was a young scholar with a gift for writing and Lu Yeming regarded him highly.
He had originally been settling some work overseas when he had received the West Dukeās call, asking him to head over to Country Z.
Wei Yan had heard that the third daughter of the Jun Family was extremely pretty but had always felt that this was an exaggeration.
How would she compare to women of history who also had guts and brains, like Zhaojun and Xis.h.i.+? Wei Yan didnāt believe that she was that beautiful at all.
āDiplomat Wei, Her Excellency has arrived,ā Ping Ping .
Wei Yan quickly turned around. There was a screen in front of him and he saw a figure approach him from behind it. At first sight, all he could make out was her graceful figure which was as delicate as a fairy.
Wei Yan quickly said, āYour Excellency.ā
āDiplomat Wei, please take a seat.ā
Her voice was clear and soothing to his ears.
āYour Excellency, Iām here on the orders of the West Duke. As it is his coronation tomorrow, he sent me here to give you the invitation,ā Wei Yan said as he handed a gilded gold invitation to Ping Ping.
Ping Ping went behind the screen to pa.s.s it to Jun Xiqing.
Jun Xiqing didnāt accept the invitation, she only said lightly, āDiplomat Wei, Country Z is extremely busy right now. I wonāt be able to make it but please help me send a word of my congratulations to him.ā
Wei Yanās ears perked up and he said, āPlease speak, Your Excellency.ā
āI wish for the West Duke⦠to have a long life.ā
Wei Yan froze, not knowing what to say.
She really liked saying shocking things. Was she truly wis.h.i.+ng him well or cursing him? His Highness would probably be really angry if he were to pa.s.s on this message.
āDiplomat Wei, Iām busy, so Iāll be taking my leave soon. Ping Ping will attend to you. Thank you.ā
Curious, Wei Yan lifted his eyes and caught her jade-like beauty through the screen. She walked off gracefully, her gold-threaded white chiffon dress floating gracefully behind her.
Wei Yan felt as though his soul had just been s.n.a.t.c.hed from him and all he could do was stand and stare in shock.
So the rumors of her spectacular beauty had been true after all.
Great joy and festivity was in the air as today was the day of the West Duke, Lu Yemingās coronation.
The path was lined with blooming flowers on both sides as the paparazzi, reporters and crowds of people surrounded the area from behind the barricade. They were all standing on their toes and trying to get a glance at the next Emperor.
Armed guards patrolled the area, maintaining order. The entire scene was solemn and full of grandeur and there were a few bullet-proof limousines already on stand-by.