I don’t know since when I start thinking that way. However, I become intensely disgusted with being an ordinary person, with being ordinary. I come to feel a strong sense of loathing toward my plain self. Lacking individuality, blending into the people around me. That is why I think I will try to change myself. So then, I come to want to go to the dungeons that cause such a commotion in society in recent years. I think that if I go there, maybe something will change…