My God, this story is just painful to read.
It's not necessarily bad as a novel in technical sense, but it's horrible on emotional level. Reading it makes me cringe, and the farther I get, the worse it becomes.
Basically, it's the old [beautiful CEO x seemingly loser but secretly great dude] pattern. I think someone said the CEO would be better later, but so far she's a haughty, arrogant, unpleasant woman with nothing but beauty to her (thinking about it, was she even described as to how she looks so far? I can't remember). As for the dude...
Ugh. It makes me want to puke. The protagonist is pathetic, and he's basically designed to be as pitiful as possible. It's as if the author is playing the victim card. The protagonist is pitiful, and so everyone must pity him, and life is obligated to (eventually) go his way and reward him for all his pain.
... Except it doesn't work this way in life. I also went through some very unpleasant times (not as bad as the protagonist of course, but it's fiction anyway), but I've understood by now that you have to get whatever it is you want yourself. Neither life nor God is going to "make up" for your pain. Therefore, this sort of protagonist whose hobby is to feel miserable is a personal affront to me, in a way.
The events are cringe and basically designed to further what I wrote in the paragraph above the previous paragraph as the main plotline. Bleh.
...I feel like it's author's self-insert. He went through some "painful" things in his life, thinks he's a victim in life, and now wants to get back through wish fulfillment in a novel. Pitiful guy. So pitiful I even prayed for him to God after reading this novel's beginning.
I mean, if you are like the author or protagonist, then this story could be for you. However, just about everyone else (except those who are quite indifferent and detached emotionally) will find this novel painful to read because when you read a book, you want to connect with the characters, or at least the protagonist. You have to, or there's no way you can immerse yourself in the story (at least not properly).
But this?
You immerse yourself with the story, connect with the protagonist, and then feel miserable together with him. f*ck off! I want to read something to relax, not to feel miserable. This is ludicrous.
(On a side note, this could be MTL because the translator is making some low-level mistakes - at least I saw two or three so far)